They want to remove the rods from my pawbs and arms and rib cage.. then do nerve surgeries on my hands in two weeks..

I've been doing hand exercises with the gloves and weights for two years in preparation for this . I might be able to do more than use a hammer and basic hand tools and maybe after 20 years do some doodles?


Not sure will be a series of surgeries that was just approved so ... Not sure what do do

Those that honestly know me I am a non raging friendly alcoholic..

It's the truth yep it's out there again?

But have been cutting back... No I don't lash out at family or friends I am the when drunk guy that wants to hand you 20 bucks and a cab ride home type ...

I only do that when I get home so days off are a mixed bag of I have activities then no I don't drink.. until after 5pm then it's a spiral 6 to 10 25 ounce twisted teas.. yeah and with the SB3 bill thing looming medical marijuana and psychedelics maybe being off the availability taBle with our going to through the right channels been worried as low dosing has been helpful . Macrodoses of "magic mushrooms" was my go too for many years when I was raising my kids and then baM empty nest syndrome hit on top of bed bugs the last 4 years been ick and who was there mister boozE...


Been doing more self reflection and well just thrusting myself into hobbies and have no money... DoesNt work so might be silent for a bit in November as work should slow down and more positive people and influences hit my life


Much love to all and to those that struggle

Been a thing I've been pondering since telegram came out with channels..

It feels weird when someone asks me a question while bussy with the moos molly or life if they can call or I can call them to walk them through it.

I don't mind at all but would be asking if other mechanics would be interested in joining not just boats cars/trucks heck 747 airplane mechanics even people that work on fork lifts I don't want f-35 documents leaked but ya know other mechanics when I have a head scratcher or they have one ECT?

Uuuh yeah disregard mister angel fish death.. his name is now kane... Wondering how another angel fish got into the 700 gallon. Myself and awoonichanz checked the pictures from post Harvey and the markings match

Only seen one large angel fish in the tank I am confused and don't know what to do emotionally

Last night I fed mister angel fish(an 8 year old Angel fish) rescued after hurricane Harvey. Well that was in 2017... I seen some of the signs and wiggles my fingers he was still active but had concerns but just thought it's another old man being old.. this morning woke up turned on the lights and he was past tense. Over 14 years old is a long long run for an angel fish.. so yeah taking down his tank temporarily to move to the farm house and reset up after more fumigation for the bugs.


Meow I am good was expecting this at the start of last year and considered clove oil/ euthanizing him but put it off due to him chug a laughing and playing with tank mates in a friendly manner letting the smaller fish chase him and vice versa.

I am extroverted as most know love to meow at many of you and others... But


I am broken a bit with the bed bug infestation still not sure if it's from my cousin or my son showing up. I did the carpet bombings methods with ozone, chemical, c02, uv lights that will literally blind you while you cannot see them on..

My house has been scrubbed and redone... My vehicles have been treated as well everywhere even the attic.

My office at the shop as well as warning all of my employees about it ..

I moved my aquariums outside and treated them and kept them shaded and cool all clothing treated...

I have barely had any sleep due to paranoia

I am into my 40s never had this issues.. yes the odd flea or tick on me and yes mosquitoes but it's not hard to stop them.. even the year after hurricane Harvey of non stop rain causing fire ants to invade the house...


So lack of sleep... And too many people and bed bugs

Context... I will be flooding my entire house house with carbon monoxide for a few days as I found one bed bug on my cousin today as we went to hsheb... Then one inside the house ... I have moved my aquariums outside and it shall be fine in one hour from now..

Those asking why carbon monoxide and dioxide it's because it's not really... Something anything can live through save for my house plants whom will enjoy this will be a war crime level operation and will be bombing everything that's around so the Kia ext my few stuff and what wonderful timing as my middle son has returned don't care this happened but I shall use all my lynx means of death dealing

Okay let's stop the bull shit fucktardian trend of this..


I see it from boomers not genx and millennials outside of muh gamboyz good lemme show you why it was...


And then to have the last part be proven wrong a ton of molianials be acting like boomers in a dum fuck manner okay so the gen z people don't know what a land phone line connection looks like okay fucktard build an f-22 raptor since it was started being made in the 80s lulz

Look like is shitty don't be a shitty asshole about dumb stuff if someone asks you a question it's not to be laughed at unless it is a joke question like someone farting and then looking at you worried and saying "hey... Do farts have lumps?" Fallowed by laughing..

So just be kind and treat them like your kids

Molly is almost a YEAR OLD?! I mean I sAy this with a molly on my head it's crazy and yes my kids are jealous of her but ya know oh yeah I am way into mid life now so ya know weeeeeeee how's y'alls?

Took a while and hot him relaxed and happy and then I imagine just nothing.


Covered in blood and well insides so going to take a shower ans sleep in tomorrow


Much love

Oh and sorry if I've not been the most interactive lately it's that time of the year as I am waiting on the weather to harvest the cow.

So Sunday will be in bed early and awaiting the cold

I am sorry this has happened and you have had to flee. I don't face much in wild fires where I live now but worried when I lived in that area for a year.

Please don't waste time with material possessions and flee, make sure to have a packed car of gods like water fire extinguisher or two, 3 days of food water and spare clothing for decontamination .

Make sure to down load the fema app, red cross ap and an am fm radio app that will use head phones or wireless ear pods for signal.

A portable phone charger I recommend the Swiss tech 40w one since it's also solar rechargeable.

Have a map or download Google maps of your area.

Fill up your freakinggas tank to maximum! Please please!


I know some will blast me for saying "yer a Texan you dun like dem thur evil californians"

That's bs they are in need as a fellow American we all talk shit about each other then get passed off at anyone making fun of our people no matter their spawn point and character settings.

Be safe and sound and sorry your local and state government allowed this to happen.

Hey it happened in Texas with the big freeze and hurricanes I'd rather hear someone later talk fun smack to me later than to never hear from them again.

Much love

More so the last time I saw her.. egg donor.

Yeah my demanding but ...

I remember still with stitches in my mouth watching her graduate early from high-school and her .. birth person was there in her life.

The only reason I bring this up is she had her husband and other kids with her and he wss clueless (yeah he was deployed and I did tell him when we had a moment)..

She texted me today and was pissed off that my daughter was not answering her calls and had blocked her.. I called(bad idea) and just said "she doesn't even know who the fuck you are outside of a picture of you holding her before you handed her over and walked out of my life save for money a visit at her 6th birthday 10th and 16th for an hour.. then staying for graduation? What do you expect? "

Sigh not in a good mental place though now her former ex husband is coming over(we have an actual relationship as far as friends) as well as planning for the harvesting of Chuck roast

I have not really said anything post November 7th..


But why... a few things
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Demonizing and what ever the memes side it the be a guy with a bowl of cereal after x won and him doing the same after y won...


I understand to those that blocked me for being alt right... that believes in constitution first... and human rights and all but I don't support the people that want to hurt others?

Full stop yes I have.. I have deleted people it's not a secret nor something I go around with a sign with a kill count like others do in a video game with pride..


I don't care.. I don't it could have been Kane.. the true profit of tiberium..


I don't care that you think any one of the 50million project 2025 lists are real and you belive that's what's going to happen I am still going to go to soup kitchens help my fellow brothers and sisters or what ever you identify as out..

At the end of the day we just sit down with our loved ones and partners and enjoy ourselves.. is that too much to ask for? I don't want anyone pewpewing each other up.. and everyone complains of about four wars? Reality check on average others 25 going on ..

In my art posts I keep mentioning "the silent war" just another upon others that keep happening in places people could not (including me) point at on a map.


So just relax.. I've been thinking of it all and we all have so many trips around the Sun...

Have a moment with your loves ones instead of yelling and clacking hard on your keyboard

What's up? How's you?

The vanilla Pepsi nitro stopped my pain.. 10 out of 10 recommending this no this is not a joke.but do not eat anything past a habeneros if it's almost at your limit so.. new hack?

The hurricane hitting in that spot with the storm surges stay safe.

I do have a few Florida evacuated fluffs and non fluffs here at the homestead hope a yall over there and up as that brute hits

Frw of you have noticed the more feminine fem-man style of bix comming from  valeris and she's looking to take on some more commissions check her out some time

Well it's been fucked and working on it... so soon cheetahs, fellow lynxies and tours should all be spammed by a very particular gif.


Except for.. Roxy that fox can just sit in the corner in trouble

Will be turning it in for something mover than a samsun for telegram done all the videos had people looking at it and just shrug so meow see you guys Monday c:

So I do need some city scapes with kastrar, Noïrev or taurtillery of the moazite nation. A rather weird mix of the Brtoher hood of Nod and libertarian utopia..with xenophobia underline of people that are not citizens but not like overboard if they're legal immigrants. It will have many large cannons in the background with sky scrappers yet has a lot of nature in its architecture almost like solar/fusion punk as there is fusion reactors.

Anyone have any recommendations or artists that watch me do this sort of background is the forcus style of pictures? Comment below

You will be missed as a fire arms educator, Zany story teller and myth buster of fire arms.

Whoa... wow slow down I didn't even know most on my telegram at that time...


I don't know why hurricane Harvey hit so bad as I sat there and debating staying or leaving and had to leave to evacuate some family and friends..

Then returning hours before impact to make sure.. iruel.. was euthanized due to not wanting an invasive species being re-released into the wild.

The two days after having *insert very naughty lynx scream slurs for tourists here*demanding to fish and be given free food, the fights with them until the city banned non locals that were not there to help or from the surrounding counties in.

Staring at the abyss of the thing as it came in and hit. Getting phone calls from people I am glad I realized were toxic screaming for me during a cat 4.5 hurricane hitting to help them save their.. plants? Jacob being stuck inside my car I loaned him to leave under a palm tree with a busted leg until paramedics could get to him
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I know I don't talk about the hurricane very much other than lol but to see nature's fury unleashed... still always hits me each time my daughter was 10.. she texted me saying thanks and reminding me that I chose to get everyone out including the animals(save for the saltwater fish and fresh) ..

Wow much old.

Had my oldest son down for a visit on leave from the MERICA Navy and he asked if I could make some things? What kind of things?


A ring and a necklace from silver.

So yes after about 15 is years I am going too be crafting again, rings, bracelets ext from silver, maybe gold x to doubt if someone wants to spend gold prices for something ontop of labor.

Will post pictures later when done with his ring and necklace

So after being able to have the covid thing with my staff that had a full paid time off.


I checked mail at the homestead and saw the new speed limit signs.

So due to the fire fly population slowly rebounding they put in a new ordinance about the speed limit it's basically 1 hour after sunset the speed drops from 60 miles an hour to 40mph ? Why care for a bug that glows ? Well they eat mosquitos.. and it was sad to hear the ones from port aransas declared extinct in the wild..

Now with other protocols in place they might save the other coastal species in the midst of the 8th great extinction event c: