Whelp another year older now, looks like I’m 25.

Alright guys I want to hear how many of you have experienced a haunting before. I have dealt with many instances in my life alone.

Alright so I recently ripped 27 3d character models from the arcade game Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel terminal arcade. The ones I ripped, converted, skinned, and fixed uvs on are 16 or so Elemental Heroes, four toon monsters (DMG, TCS, TMS, TGE), Dark Paladin and five different cyber dragons.

So I tried making a simple vore game in RPG maker. It's not complete but here is what I have so far https://mega.nz/#!MaYilaaC!IPoxjiRj.....AhZyxBl-xEvvqk.

Blue belongs to me
Nitrous, Phos, and Cecil belong to

So noticed twitter is the new thing for FA so figured I’d give it a shot. Nothing too special can be found Blue63054974.

So these past few weeks, I have been doing some real planning for how I want my life to unfold. I found out what career I want, but I will need to go back to college to get a degree for this. So now I’ve decided to save half of my every paycheck. This willl be a six month plan but I intend to 1. Get a better job 2. Save for college, a new apartment, and a home in the future too (gotta start early). I talked to both my best friend and my mate, so now we’re looking at getting an apartment together to help all of us financially. For the first time in a long time I feel like everything is going to be ok. For the longest time I’ve been completely lost. Without hope as I felt like everything I did accomplished nothing. Now I can see a bright future for myself and I’m looking forward to it.

Well birthday is only in a few days now. Can’t believe I’m actually gonna be 24.

Streaming on twitch right now, playing RE2

So may have had a complete mental breakdown that may have resulted in me crying for an hour or so. But yeah I’ve been keeping a lot to myself over the years and I just kinda broke today. I’m not strong, I’m very fragile and I see that now. I try to do everything myself but I can aonly go so far. I’ll try to get better, I’ve been talking to friends about my problems....

I’m not gonna lie, I’ve been feeling a little bit down lately. Kinda scared about my future and really just finding my place in this world. I’m glad to have some people in my life that care about me, but there’s also several that just don’t care...

So a lot has happened this past year and my mind is still reeling. I was involved in a big scam, I got a new job, I was harassed by an old coworker, but hey I made a plan with some friends to get an apartment together in a few months. Yet I won't lie from time to time I still get really down and look back on all the years I've wasted without really having a lot of accomplishments to look at...I know that's changing but that still makes me a little depressed. But things are slowly getting better and might be moving in with my mate soon too, so yeah that makes me happy.

So I started my new job this past Tuesday. I gotta say the difference between this one a and my last one are night and day. This place is even putting me through a two week program to learn their wares. Not gonna lie though I love it. So glad to get a job that I’ll actually enjoy, or at least not completely dread. Not to mention being able to support myself financially XD

SO my life has had many ups and downs lately. Mostly a lot of downs if I'm gonna be completely honest. But something good is finally happening. I'll start a job in this next two weeks that will once and for all make my income stable. No more having to struggle from paycheck to paycheck and live with family. I'm already planning on getting a single apartment in January. HAPPY F**KING DAY!!!!!!!!

Well my birthday is finally almost here. To think in 5 days I’ll actually be 23. I know to some people that’s pretty young but hey that’s me. Funny to think I almost forgot about my birthday XD

Well this year sure has been a hard one. At least it’s almost over now. 2018 is looking pretty eventful with me getting my massage license in Mid February through March, my new job, and moving. Heh I hope I get that job on a cruise but I have two massage businesses already trying to recruit me so I’m good either way. At least one good thing came out of 2017 and that would be my mate . Love you babe and here’s to another year with all the love and support you give me ❤️❤️❤️

Okay so I'm running into a few roadblocks right now. Quit my awful job at the factory and still looking for another one. Also enrolled in a massage therapy school a few weeks ago. Still gotta get a student loan and win some scholarships. Ugh just things are looking pretty bleak right now but I'm managing. It's helps having mr wonderful around, couldn't do it without you babe ❤️❤️

Well looks like I finally turned 22 today. Though work really wore me down, I'll still enjoy it the best I can. After all with my friends and my wonderful mate, everything will be great.

Well it's February again and that means two things. That Valentine's day is growing near and my birthday too. It's crazy to think I'll be turning 22, but then again I already feel that old. Though I'm thankful to all the people I've met this past year. I made new friends and found my wonderful mate . Thank you all and hope you can keep putting up with me :P

Well I changed my status to no longer single. Got to know this incredible guy . Now we're mates and I love him so much. ^.=.^

You read that right, I'm no longer mated. So I'll be on the lookout for potential suitors.

Gonna have a great time tomorrow. Though I'm gonna get so fat. Expect to see this dragon stuffed for sure.

I'' seriously looking to get my dragon commissioned some more. Been looking around and found two artists that I will most likely use next. Hehe can't wait for how this will turn out. Most likely will have some vore.

Well it seems I'm actually making progress on my telegram stickers. So far I have 3 of them done and yes one of them is a gulp. Hehe wonder who went down.

Well it's decided, looks like I' be making telegram stickers of my dragon. There are so many out there and no lie I feel a little jealous over some of them. So I'll be making my own now. Already drew a sketch of what my dragon would probably look like. A little more cartoony than usual but I'' really digging this style. Will be using it a lot more often. https://telegram.me/addstickers/XendrickBlue

Well just had my first fight with someone from FA. Boy was he a jerk. And what was with that whole furry comment DX Completely uncalled for