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Posted a year agoWhat am I doing here?
Who knows.
Perfect for me. Perfect for you..
Alone again and wondering what really is the point of everything.
8 years and back living with brother and mum. So many ita ok...might move to Florida. Anywhere is better than here..
Here being in bed for the last month or so due to depression.
A proud diabetic now. And dealing with that as best I can.
What else is there. What more is there to give?
I'm burnt
Who knows.
Perfect for me. Perfect for you..
Alone again and wondering what really is the point of everything.
8 years and back living with brother and mum. So many ita ok...might move to Florida. Anywhere is better than here..
Here being in bed for the last month or so due to depression.
A proud diabetic now. And dealing with that as best I can.
What else is there. What more is there to give?
I'm burnt
bleck and blegh
Posted 9 years agoever just .. kidna feel down .. yea its one oif those days.. me and the mate keep getting int arguments over stupid little shit.. mostly money related.. teaaay..
i feel so cooped up here.. liek i have nowhere to go and nothing to do. i really wish there where people who where closer who wanted to hang out.. it get so lonely here.. what with mate working all the time almost 24/7 late nights.. alone all day long and into the night.. an dnot being able to sleep.. oh yea..ther is that.. i haven't sleept for soem time.. because.. well things and stuff and things...
but its ok i guess. i just spend my time watching movies or playing games.. better than nothing i guess. mabey.. i dont know...
wish i knew where my pencils and other art stuff was.. id start drawing again.. ...
oh so .. um i have new music and stuff, .. nothing good .. i don't know .. give it a listen if you want.. still unable to buy it because well having issues setting up paypall to work and shit. but ill get it worked out soem time.. meanwhile if you want you can just listen to it on the site.. https://underhisblackwings.bandcamp.com/
um.. i don't know what else to say.. oh.. yes. so um. looking for a master irl.. i mean .. the whole rp thing is ok.. and i don't mind it.. but.. i want something more real.. but ..its so had to find some one who fully respects you and just understands all the weird messed up issues i have and still wants to love me even tho im sll broken and shit... hell im lucky i have a foxy that's as into open relationships as i am to be m mate... .. damn lucky.. maybe i just have to be happy with what i have and just accept that i might not have all the things to make me happy ..
i feel so cooped up here.. liek i have nowhere to go and nothing to do. i really wish there where people who where closer who wanted to hang out.. it get so lonely here.. what with mate working all the time almost 24/7 late nights.. alone all day long and into the night.. an dnot being able to sleep.. oh yea..ther is that.. i haven't sleept for soem time.. because.. well things and stuff and things...
but its ok i guess. i just spend my time watching movies or playing games.. better than nothing i guess. mabey.. i dont know...
wish i knew where my pencils and other art stuff was.. id start drawing again.. ...
oh so .. um i have new music and stuff, .. nothing good .. i don't know .. give it a listen if you want.. still unable to buy it because well having issues setting up paypall to work and shit. but ill get it worked out soem time.. meanwhile if you want you can just listen to it on the site.. https://underhisblackwings.bandcamp.com/
um.. i don't know what else to say.. oh.. yes. so um. looking for a master irl.. i mean .. the whole rp thing is ok.. and i don't mind it.. but.. i want something more real.. but ..its so had to find some one who fully respects you and just understands all the weird messed up issues i have and still wants to love me even tho im sll broken and shit... hell im lucky i have a foxy that's as into open relationships as i am to be m mate... .. damn lucky.. maybe i just have to be happy with what i have and just accept that i might not have all the things to make me happy ..
