I hadn't seen the man in eight years but, well, he was a very important part of my life for a long time.

I keep getting hit with pangs of guilt and sadness when I see reminders of him. Today I scrolled through my gallery and happened upon a random comment that, well, really made me remember what an adorable goofball he was.

His steam account, his two FA accounts, his telegram icon . . . what happens to these things when someone passes on? Should I take screenshots and store them in an album somewhere? Are they just going to be gone one day?

I don't know what the protocol is for website accounts when someone passes. These reminders haunt me, but I don't want them to go away, either.

So some of you have described me as an S-tier roleplayer. Normally I'm a modest person but that is a skill I am happy to brag about and also totally useless to me outside of sexy chats with friends.

I know long-form writing has declined in popularity in the last 20 years since I wrote something that I posted publicly. Lack of positive feedback makes it feel much less rewarding than an RP session, even though it reaches more people.

So I'm thinking about starting to write again. Some of the most prolific writers on here have Patreons and commissions, and so I might try my hand at making a little money. Or just making y'all horny.

I've got three long-form stories sketched and outlined, and I'll be posting a chapter from each of them. If any of them get enough engagement, I'll put some energy into finishing them.

Thoughts appreciated.