Oh my gosh. I just reread my previous journal, and almost laughed myself out of my chair.

If you're unsure why just read the blasted thing yourself.

WikiLeaks has revealed massive amounts of illegal crap happening at the tops of governments, and int the media.
https://wikileaks.org/

Minds is an intellectually neutral social media site.
https://www.minds.com/search;q=Trump

Some free media sites talking about stuff the mainstream won't.
http://www.infowars.com/
http://www.drudgereport.com/

Make some sites of your own maybe. We need to keep this information circulating in case censorship becomes commonplace.
If you have the opportunity copy/paste this journal on your own page. Stealing my freedom of speech is not a thing they'll do!!

Have you guys been keeping me in your prayers or something?
I mean, I have a full drivers license since the last time I made one of these things.

I just got a "Job" it's basically a week working for 7.50$ an hour gutting a house with my soon to be brother in law.
It's not skilled labor, but at least it'll promote physical fitness.
And I'll probably get enough money to get some low tier audio equipment and start doing something with that.

Or whatever it is I'll do with that money. Hard to say.
Oh also I'll leave on the note that I've been getting treatment for my insanely strong depression.
I'm convinced that I'd have killed myself if I weren't a Catholic.

I don't think most people appreciate how horrible it is to lose a job.


The money is the first and most obvious loss,
pretty much anyone will recognize it's sad to be poor.

But the plans one had for the money they had, or were going to get are also lost.
Even worse every time you encounter a reminder of that plan, it's going to dig at you a bit.

Pain you went through, people you had trouble working with,
shoes or tools that didn't fit you right, these are trial we endure, ideally in silence,
only to have lost.

Any friends you made on the job are now more distant, as the shared lunch times,
or carpools are now nothing you can share with them.

Many of us also know the shame that's involved,
A man with no job is going to be seen as a lazy blight on humanity.

It's also the time you put in the job,
every hour you spent working your butt off is going to sting, but at least you were paid for it.
You see every moment spent finding the job, every minute spent in commute,
every hour spent making your lunch.
These will feel like time stolen from you.


And people wonder why jobless men end up so often as violently insane.

I have a Skype now Kenik-MMXL, but uh no one to talk to. Don't expect to see me I has no webcam. Also of every four submissions I make, I have one favorite. to bad I only have eight submissions, eh?

Today In science class, I learned the known universe roughly built around the Milky-way. Through this I had a thought: If gravity can alter the course of light, than it can also speed, or slow it. Learning in the same class that the universe is layered much like an onion, I theorized that light would speed in reaching us from afar, but slow once in short range of us. I am laughing right now, just a few short years ago my bro Ronintendo voiced a theory, that the universe orbits the Earth, it now seems well possible.

Yeah I'm back. It's like I never left, because I never do anything on this site.

also thank you Ronintendo for talking about this site at home and getting me interested.

For lent I'm giving up socializing on the internet. I believe that makes my point.

I would like for someone (I don't really care who.) to draw a picture of either:


1 me holding a smaller me saying "How Get?" or

2 me holding a lolipop saying "stick it to the man!"


If you don't want to don't mention it, but if you do Please note:

1 I am male.
2 I live in a computer.(running on windows XP)
3 I am a fox.

for species and fur pattern info.
http://www.alaska-in-pictures.com/d.....n-fox_3734.jpg
But, my fur is White (where orange in picture.) Grey (Where white in picture) and Blue (where black in picture.)

I do not remember most of my dream last night. however I do remember the "nursery rhyme" in it.

"Pears peaches pineapples, Prunes plums pumpernickel, Peanuts pickles Peter Pan, Throw it all in a fan, see it turn a blurry mist. burn it all and what a drawl, Peter Pan was still mostly intact."

This is a problem isn't it?

you know being 17 feels no different, and yet completely different. my body is the same and yet my lack of employ has quite quickly become rather frightening. perhaps because before I would think "i'm still young it can wait." now my excuse seems entirely moot. well good day to you.

i'm 17 Today October 1, and today is already a flandifferous day!
So enjoy the day and a happy birthday to you all!

1 Yay for me having posted.

2 Yay for me getting a favorite.

3 Yay for me finding out how to post Journals.