Kansas was interesting, I had forgotten how critical everyone is of each other there. It also reminded me of how much I actually miss my family. All of them, even the crazy ones. Not a bad thanksgiving overall. Some bad news here and there but nothing I didn't already expect. Its strange I'm kind of numb right now. Cant say I hate the feeling, but I hope it doesn't last more than a couple days.

I've been meaning to actually create and manage this account for a long time now. So far it has proven to be a excellent distraction from my homework. My day started around two yesterday and isn't going to end till ten tonight. A part of me feels like going to bed and dealing with it later. As much as I wish I could vomit completed assignments by eating bristol board, charcoal, pencils, and a disk containing Microsoft word it doesn't work.
So I stay up all night finishing assignments and taking several breaks so my brain doesn't explode sending pieces of my face flying all over the room. Leaving one hell of a mess for Kiasha to clean up. The sad thing is, I'm starting to see art as a chore more than anything else. Definitely making me ponder my current career choice. I probably wont get any art up on this thing for a while, just because school is kicking my ass. Almost had a anxiety attack once today. But after tomorrow I should be gud for at least a couple days. If I could have anything in the world right now it would be patience and sleep...