I haven't logged in here in a good while, but I've been trying to reconnect with folks since I seem to have lost touch with a lot of people along the way somehow.

I'm not sure what to say about  maikeru that hasn't already been said elsewhere. I'm getting through it somehow. I still miss her awfully. There have been good days and bad days, more bad than good, honestly. Everything hurts; my body, my heart, my soul. There's a part of me that is digging its heels in, saying "I don't want to reach 'acceptance', I want her back!" There's another that still just really wants to go with her. And the rest just... doesn't know what the hell I'm supposed to do now.

 gladi-writes has been an incredible boon to me. I don't think I'd have made it this far without them. It's thanks mostly to them that we've been able to create the Sofia Celebration Art Pack. That's completed and available now in digital form, and we're looking into the costs for printing a nice professionally bound thing.

I really want to say thanks to everyone who contributed to the Art Pack and who donated to Sofia's Memorial Fund. I'm still keeping that open for a while. There's some potential legal issues with me vs her father trying to arrange things for her and I've had to add 'lawyer consultation' to the list of things I need to pay for.

Day by day, I guess.