Who will be going this year?

i guess i have a twitter....wooo?

sorry for the lack on anything on this page. i am alive...kinda. My jump pretty much takes up a lot of my time and leaves me super exhausted pretty much every day. does not help when they decide to throw me from days to nights. It also doesn't help i have a knee injury that keeps getting aggravated. I would like to work on the suit idea i have going on...but i find it hard to motivate myself to do it.

who will be going this year?

I give up.

heres a poem for you https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltun92DfnPY

It was fun to meet a ton of new people, i kinda what i was suiting more, but i ended up taking more photos. i ended up making a new account for pics of the con and such. if you wanna see some pics, go over too http://www.furaffinity.net/user/lavapics/

i will be going to rmfc, who else will be going?

Its been a while, hasn't it

This is not so much a life update, but whats being going on in my mind. Recently my job has been keeping me form really wanting to do anything. It just
has been sapping any creativity i've had. Now, the problem with that is that my mind tends to go to well....darker places. I've been thinking about death quite
a bit(not suicide). Recently found a thread on reddit about it, and it for the most part made me feel....kinda better...but also apprehensive. I know that thinking of ones own mortality is a normal thing, but what about ones non-existence? The one thing mention in the thread was about how there is no pain, that people did feel at peace. i dunno...it tends to make me think of things i haven't done.

i remember days when i couldn't wait til my birthday. Now it tends to be a day i would rather forget.

I dont think i have the urge to draw anymore....again, i'm sorry for the lack of art. i guess theres just alot of stress i just cant seem to get ride of.

I haven't really been able to sit down and get something drawn. It could be due to depression....or the new job that sucks....but i dunno. Anyway....sorry again

I was wonderin, what would you do if you woke up tomorrow and you were your fursona?

i'm a sucker for speeches

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WibmcsEGLKo

how is everyone?

anyway, sorry for the lack of updates or any of that. I've been trying to improve on muscle and belly anatomy, and i've been wanting to do characters other then road rovers or robin hood. is there any other cartoon character you would like to see buffed or puffed?

Well, it looks like i may being going to Rocky Mountain Fur Con this year. If ya see me, say hi hehe

What would you like to see from me?

yeah......i hate b-days.

Who would be the top five furs you would fatten, inflate, gain muscle or well....anything?

i'm sorry for the lack of art as of late. i just really haven't have any ideas or drive to draw x-x what would ya all think of a really round sam from "sam and max"? or is there some characters i haven't drawn yet?

After spending a few hours of playing it...i find it is worth the 5 bucks.
there was some issues i came across, such as loosing a hand that i should have won and such, ,but hear the conversation between the guys is quite awesome.

for anyone who visits bbwchan or inflatechan, am i not alone in thinking this looks awfully familiar? http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4653266

well, i've been fighting this for a long time. at times it goes away, other times it hits hard. it saps my ability to draw by throwing constant let downs. so yeah....sorry for the lack of art.