https://gofund.me/65a9b9b2


So not said in actual gofundme for privacy sake but relationships of mine have ended and currently living with them still and their family. Not wanting to be a bother for longer than I need to. I am trying to move up to Washington area to some Fur friends. This fund is for moving expensives. Such as a rental truck, containers and gas if need be.

Any help is welcome including a share of it.

So had a whirlwind of fun at this years Biggest little. I honestly can't really pin point anything that made me regret going.

I got to see old friends and made some new, got to wonder around con in my friends dragon partial all weekend. I even got to go to my first fursuit fiesta photo shoot. Also somehow got pulled into the bird parade and photo shoot. which was amazing and random.

Going really help reinvigorate me into being in this fandom, it honestly boosted my drive to stay in it and work on getting better at drawing and posting more art. I hope to get my work space in a more permanent space so I can work on both art and hopefully try my hand at making paws and tails.

But honestly that more into the near distant future then now. Hope this mood boost keeps me going for a while so I can continue to move forward with my life and everything.

Sorry for not posting, my art space is set up in our Dining room so haven't had chance to work on art.


On to main thing will be attending blfc again this year, hope everyone have a good time.

Days staying:
31st to the 5th

Staying at:
Main Hotel!

How are you traveling?
Carvan with friends

Who are you rooming with?
Felix, and then for two days two fox friends

Who will you be with?
Felix but off doing shenanigans with friends

Where will you be?
EVERYWHERE

How is the best way to find you?
telegram if we talk on there

What do you look like?
short brown hair with glasses, usually wearing normal looking clothes

What is your gender?
dude

How old are you?
26

Are you mated/in a relationship?
yes

How tall are you?
5'8

Can I talk to you?
sure

Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
I am fine with hugs

Are you nice?
I have a resting bitch face and some think I am total asshole, but I assure you won't meet a nicer person

Are you cliquey?
Not really I enjoy meeting new people

Are you fursuiting?
maybe

Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
none, may be borrowing a friends

Can I try on your suit?
wouldn't be my place to say yes

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
tap me on my shoulder, bad hearing I wouldn't hear you, or telegram or twitter

Stage Performance?:
no

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
sure

Can we hang out?
sure if we have time


Where will you be eating?
in my room, not going to spend money on too much con food. but I do want to go to a offsite sushi restaurant again

Can I come to dinner with you?
maybe?

Can I buy breakfast, lunch, or dinner sometime?
maybe?

Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
i be a bad dance partner XD two left feet

Can I buy you drinks?
If I know what it is before hand maybe

Do you attend parties?
I am going to try and go to a few

Can I take your picture?
I don't do pics

Attending any events?
Not sure yet

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Honestly, see old friends, meet new ones. Drink and party and have a good time with people I care about.

been a busy moving, going to cons, trying to get a job so I haven't had a chance to upload any art on here, I have on my Twitter
https://twitter.com/OtterDante


I do show off my work when I can on there, but I am trying to be better at uploading on here again.

Commissions currently:

3 badges
3 art scenes
1 ref sheet

finished commissions:
poster
badges I need to upload
ref sheet



Okay on to daily life, BLFC is around the corner but before that i am traveling up to the Chesapeake bay area in a week to visit a friend and work on more art. Plus to see historical sites and what not.


Sorry for the art spam but I have a backlog of things i need to upload and i need to stop procrastinate.

So I still need to upload art, I know but I keep forgetting. Sorry >.<

The holiday season is in full swing and I actually been okay this year. I usually feel a bit more down but I been keeping up my spirits, hanging with friends and making plans. So there is that. I am going camping this upcoming weekend with friends out in the desert so that be fun.

I am still going through the process of getting help and finding out how to deal with my Fibromyagia, which for those who don't follow me on anything else is a disorder characterized by widespread musculoskeletal pain accompanied by fatigue, sleep, and other issues. I got diagnosed earlier this year, and its been tough. I am fighting on and trying to better myself though, so that in it self is a plus side.

As for fandom life, I been asked by so many to go to Further Confusion in January, which unless i make a ton of badges soon, I won't be able to attend. Though still planning on attending BLFC 2016 and IFC 2016.

Speaking on those two cons, Wanting to start up badge making for those cons. I am thinking on doing them in theme with the cons for next year. I do a journal soon with info and a mock badge to give a idea on what I want to do.

I hope that everyone have a happy holiday and bring in the new year with joy and friendship.

For multiple reasons, did some art right before last Saturday. everyone that I had art done loved them, just need to upload them onto here.

so birthday is today, only real present is a trip to Indy fur con as a business trip, but that is a week away. So for today lets be lazy

I had a huge haul on some badges about a month ago and it was a really nice thing to do. It kept me busy through panic attacks and just being anxious. The person who bought all the badges which feels like it was 10 of them had decided that he wanted me to hand them to him in person. So as a gift I was given bus fair to Indianapolis Fur Con. The awesome guy said he wanted to do this as a mixture of taking up all my slots and also as a birthday present. Honestly this meant a lot, I haven't celebrated my birthday in years and I wasn't planning on anything for the 7th anyways.



Happy birthday to all the Leo's out there.

Ninety-Nine Questions Meme

1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
partially open

2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
nope

3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
no I sleep with a mound of them

4:Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
not that I remember

5:Do you like to use post-it notes?
love them

6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
should, havent in a long time

7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
bees, I been though swarms of them before

8:Do you have freckles?
a crap ton, I forget sometimes my shoulders are lined with them.

9:Do you always smile for pictures?
no, what is smiling?

10:What is your biggest pet peeve?
have a few main ones are taking over others on purpose, dirty houses, and tardiness

11:Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
yeah used too, ran into a few signs and crossed streets without looking when I did. I look up and not remember how I got there.

12:Have you ever peed in the woods?
yeah because camping

13:What about pooped in the woods?
same as 12

14:Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
nope don't dance

15:Do you chew your pens and pencils?
used to like crazy also tap them or for a pen click them non stop

16:How many people have you slept with this week?
mmmm none as far as I remember

17:What size is your bed?
half of a queen, but I sleep on pillows

18:What is your Song of the week?
Mushroomhead Out of my head

19:Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
not my cup of tea but if others want to wear it let them

20:Do you still watch cartoons?
not as much as I used to

21:Whats your least favorite movie?
too many to count, I guess Twilight series and the 50 shades bs

22:Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
I wouldn't I forget where I buried it

23:If you're a girl, bra size? If you're a guy, pants size?
not sure I think 32/30 losing weight so may change

24:What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
what ever dip there is, if none then none

25:What is your favorite food?
I am a foodie too many, but if I had to choose one it be S.O.S./ biscuits and gravy

26:What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
day after tomorrow, good film to have as background noise, when actually watching it decent film.

27:Last person you kissed/kissed you?
Believe  thecatboyfelix

28:Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
nope

29:Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
mmm if I lost more weight and it was a steady job maybe

30:When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
12 or 13, my older cousin and I would try and see who would read the Harry potter books first and I usually would win against her XD

31:Can you change the oil on a car?
sadly no, need to learn though

32:Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
no, was given a trolley ticket when I had my pass, didn't want to fight it the officer and judge were dicks.

33:Ever ran out of gas?
no

34:Favorite kind of sandwich?
Tuna or black forest ham

35:Best thing to eat for breakfast?
SOS

36:What is your usual bedtime?
no bedtime it when ever I can pass out

37:Are you lazy?
I can be due to my body causing me pain

38:When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
Ninja turtle, clown, reaper, Joker, cat in the hat, lion, a killer, did two years paint my face like a drawing I did, Victorian doctor, shadowhunter. Halloween was a big part of my family

39:What is your Chinese astrological sign?
Horse if I remember correctly and I am I believe a metal one. I have a book on it.

40:Are you horny?
most of the time.

41:Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
used to have gamefly, before that no

42:Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
why not both

43:Are you stubborn?
can be, i try and not to be

44:Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
neither, no preference for either

45:Ever watch soap operas?
had to with my mom growing up, went to a friends house and watched the mexican soaps one night as well,

46:Are you afraid of heights?
depends on the heights

47:Do you sing in the car?
yes

48:Do you sing in the shower?
I have

49:Do you dance in the car?
no

50:Ever used a gun?
only airsoft, need to go shooting though

51:Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
2011 I believe it was last time with my sister.

52:Do you think musicals are cheesy?
mmm no? havent seen a lot of musicals can't give you a definite answer

53:Is Christmas stressful?
no I try and make it fun, another holiday my family loved doing so I try and mimic it.

54:Ever eat a pirogi?
not sure, most likely no

55:Favorite type of fruit pie?
if your talking about the hostess little fruit pies, then cheery and chocolate, if not not a big fan of regular pies, I guess apple or cherry in that case then.

56:Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Anthropologist, explorer, artist.

57:Do you believe in ghosts?
Seen too many, once in a group of 10 or so. all seeing the same thing. i know others don't and I respect them

58:Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
multiple times

59:Take a vitamin daily?
have too so yea

60:Wear slippers?
no barefoot or flip flops

61:Wear a bath robe?
I think once as a kid

62:What do you wear to bed?
naked or just boxers

63:First concert?
never been to a real one, went to a party where my friends band played in a punk club

64:Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Target is preferred but wal mart due to budget

65:Nike or Adidas?
neither, converse or whatever I can wear

66:Cheetos Or Fritos?
why not both

67:Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
again why not both

68:Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
no

69:Ever take dance lessons?
no

70:Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
artist or owning a book store would be nice

71:Can you curl your tongue?
somewhat

72:Ever won a spelling bee?
I been in one I think

73:Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
I think so

74:Own any record albums?
no

75:Own a record player?
I sued to fucker was haunted

76:Regularly burn incense?
used to

77:Ever been in love?
I am still in love

78:Who would you like to see in concert?
Jimmy Hendrix, Janis Joplin and Mama Cass but they are sadly dead

79:What was the last concert you saw?
nothing

80:Hot tea or cold tea?
COld sweet tea but warm tea is nice

81:Tea or coffee?
Tea, but coffee if its a cold frappe

82:Sugar or snickerdoodles?
both

83:Can you swim well?
I used to, need to swim again

84:Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
yeah

85:Are you patient?
I can be

86:DJ or band, at a wedding?
what ever the other person would want, its their day as well

87:Ever won a contest?
yes

88:Ever have plastic surgery?
no

89:Which are better black or green olives?
I just hand them over to  thecatboyfelix

90:Can you knit or crochet?
no would love to learn

91:Best room for a fireplace?
living room or bedroom, only if I lived in the mountains though, live in San Diego no need for more heat

92:Do you want to get married?
plan on to, technically been engaged since early 2013

93:If married, how long have you been married?
not yet

94:Who was your HS crush?
had a few, girls I became friends with, one I though was so funny but she went for emo guys

95:Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
I don't think so

96:Do you have kids?
I want kids

97:Do you want kids?
yes I do

98:Whats your favorite color?
its colour and its green and blue

99:Do you miss anyone right now?
I do

doing a crap ton of badges!!!

A lot.. I mean a lot has happened since then, lots of good some bad, and a lot of panic attack.

So on the first Saturday this month  pager let me wear his Wade fursuit, it was fun but I need to be a better Jackalope lol. it was a lot of fun and I understand why people wear fursuit. I honestly want to applaud anyone who does it because it is hard.

So officially I am a Fur now, I am a otter and I am building a persona up. I been going to meets with two people since April and lately I made a decision to do this. I made him last week and this weekend was my first meet up as him so it was different. I also went to a Halloween party and hung out with furs for the weekend.


The reason I am writing about this is because I am usually really anxious about stuff and being around people and this weekend I met three Furs a few towns North of me and they really helped me unwind and had a ton of fun with the local Furs at the meet and the other places this weekend.

I am getting my printer/scanner in a week or so and I hope to post some pictures up so I can be more active on here.



I hope everyone had a good weekend and had fun on Halloween and The day of the dead.

well first, made it for a person so we could continue a rp that died long ago. It was great but yeah died. He now works for Bad dragon so I haven't really spoken to him in forever.

Another reason is I have no scanner and I haven't really been up to draw furries or anything vore related in a good year. I should but I haven't.


just wanted to update the journal even though people may not care if I did or not.

I am doing a sotry with a good bloke and it is just getting so many people reading it and he even did artwork for it. Check him out http://www.furaffinity.net/user/madness2142/