LEFT FOR DEAD 2 LIVESTREAM
Posted 11 years agohttp://www.livestream.com/clockygames We'll be Livestreaming in a few minutes or so playing Left For Dead 2. And by we I mean Huy and Avyris, although MoonstalkerWerewolf (from DA) is also in the call. :3
Meet the Artist!
Posted 12 years agoHello, my name is Megan, but you may call me Madd, Dindella, or Dindy. Close/good friends call me Dell or Dellz.
I'm 19 years old, born January 28, 1994 (during a bad hail storm) and I live in the state of virgins and lovers. That would be Virginia, USA.
I am an artist, poet, and novelist, although my poetry is probably the best thing I do. I also sing and am an extremely amateur actress. Self-expression is extremely important to me.
I am female. Physically and mentally female, although I am not concerned with my gender at all. For seriously you could call me a guy and I just would not care.
I can be a bit antisocial at times, but I'm working on that. Normally apparently I'm very nice, but I promise you I'm a total asshole. I'm both extremely gregarious and socially anxious at the same time, normally causing me to be misread or misunderstood. I try to be helpful when I can and I hate seeing people hurt, so please don't use me as a balancing beam and only a balancing beam. . . I always have this problem with people doing that. Uh. . . I typically think of people as my friends too easily since I was treated so badly by people growing up. I cling to those who are nice to me and if I do that to you and it bothers you, please tell me.
I will probably never post pictures of myself because I'm paranoid. . . what else? Oh. And most of my artwork is on my DeviantArt: dindellathedefender.deviantart.com/gallery .
Thank you for reading if you did. Idea stolen from PinstripedTiger and Kasune, who are really great people and artists so if you don't know them you should really check them out. They're very rad.
I'm 19 years old, born January 28, 1994 (during a bad hail storm) and I live in the state of virgins and lovers. That would be Virginia, USA.
I am an artist, poet, and novelist, although my poetry is probably the best thing I do. I also sing and am an extremely amateur actress. Self-expression is extremely important to me.
I am female. Physically and mentally female, although I am not concerned with my gender at all. For seriously you could call me a guy and I just would not care.
I can be a bit antisocial at times, but I'm working on that. Normally apparently I'm very nice, but I promise you I'm a total asshole. I'm both extremely gregarious and socially anxious at the same time, normally causing me to be misread or misunderstood. I try to be helpful when I can and I hate seeing people hurt, so please don't use me as a balancing beam and only a balancing beam. . . I always have this problem with people doing that. Uh. . . I typically think of people as my friends too easily since I was treated so badly by people growing up. I cling to those who are nice to me and if I do that to you and it bothers you, please tell me.
I will probably never post pictures of myself because I'm paranoid. . . what else? Oh. And most of my artwork is on my DeviantArt: dindellathedefender.deviantart.com/gallery .
Thank you for reading if you did. Idea stolen from PinstripedTiger and Kasune, who are really great people and artists so if you don't know them you should really check them out. They're very rad.
DA: Point Commissions
Posted 12 years agoI'm still doing them, uh: http://dindellathedefender.devianta.....only-263567669
Ranging from 10 to 40 points at the moment. I do plan on raising the price over time as my art improves and I feel more confident in myself, but as of right now I'm neither a good artist or confident. . .
I'll open for money once I've a Paypal, but as of right now my parents are responsible for the household bank situation and they're being actually unreasonably picky. And by unreasonable I mean they expect a 100% trustworthy bank and they're just not going to find one. I don't drive and I don't have experience with banks, so it's not a good idea for me to look into them. : / So I'm simply having to be patient with them, but until then points only.
I'm always open for commissions.
Ranging from 10 to 40 points at the moment. I do plan on raising the price over time as my art improves and I feel more confident in myself, but as of right now I'm neither a good artist or confident. . .
I'll open for money once I've a Paypal, but as of right now my parents are responsible for the household bank situation and they're being actually unreasonably picky. And by unreasonable I mean they expect a 100% trustworthy bank and they're just not going to find one. I don't drive and I don't have experience with banks, so it's not a good idea for me to look into them. : / So I'm simply having to be patient with them, but until then points only.
I'm always open for commissions.
Point Commissions Open on DA
Posted 13 years agoSee the journal here: http://dindellathedefender.devianta...../Com-338317378
They're very cheap, ranging from 5 points to 30 points. I'm very low on fuel, so if you commission I do ask that you try to tell me the kind of pose and whatnot you want as well. I'll do my best to supply it. If you don't tell me, I'll do my best to supply anyways.
Also, I normally hate self-advertisement. . . but, uh, feel free to pass this journal around if you want to. I can't do money commissions yet, because personal reasons. But once those reasonings are solved I can have a paypal and take money, also transfer all my points into actual money supposedly.
They're very cheap, ranging from 5 points to 30 points. I'm very low on fuel, so if you commission I do ask that you try to tell me the kind of pose and whatnot you want as well. I'll do my best to supply it. If you don't tell me, I'll do my best to supply anyways.
Also, I normally hate self-advertisement. . . but, uh, feel free to pass this journal around if you want to. I can't do money commissions yet, because personal reasons. But once those reasonings are solved I can have a paypal and take money, also transfer all my points into actual money supposedly.
Anyone Play Wizard101?
Posted 13 years agoBecause.
If you do.
Lemme know.
I just.
Reinstalled it.
And I haven't played in years.
My main character is Level 8 and I play for free, so no payed for areas. :c I'm sowwy.
If you do.
Lemme know.
I just.
Reinstalled it.
And I haven't played in years.
My main character is Level 8 and I play for free, so no payed for areas. :c I'm sowwy.
I'm Such a Tomboy. How do I girl?
Posted 13 years agoI don't remember who I stole this from.
YOUR BOY SIDE
1. [x] You love hoodies.
2. [x] You love jeans.
3. [ ] Dogs are better than cats.
4. [/] It's hilarious when people get hurt and fall.
5. [x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
6. [x] Shopping is torture.
7. [ ] Sad movies suck.
8. [x] You own a Xbox 360.
9. [x] You played with Hot Wheels as a little kid.
10. [ ] At some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter.
11. [x] You owned a DS, PS2, or Sega.
12. [x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
13. [ ] You watch sports on TV.
14. [ ] Gory movies are cool.
15. [x] You used to go to your dad for advice.
16. [ ] You have at least 1 trophy of a sport.
17. [x] You used to play Pokemon (LOL. Used to?)
18. [/] Baggy sweat pants are nice to wear. (I prefer jeans)
19. [ ] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
20. [x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
21. [x] You love to go crazy and not care what other people think.
22. [ ] Sports are fun.
23. [x] You sometimes talk with food in your mouth. (Hahaha. Sometimes?)
24. [ ] You sleep at night with your socks on.
25. [x] You have fished at least once. (I love fishing. <3)
TOTAL= 15
YOUR GIRL SIDE
1. [ ] You like to shop.
2. [ ] You wear eyeliner.
3. [x] You wear the color pink.
4. [x] You consider cheer-leading a sport.
5. [ ] You hate wearing all black.
6. [x] You like going to the mall.
7. [ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
8. [ ] You like wearing jewellery.
9. [ ] You cried watching The Notebook.
10. [ ] Skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe.
11. [ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
12. [ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
13. [ ] You are/were in gymnastics.
14. [x] It takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed.
15. [ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
16. [ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
17. [ ] You care about what you look like majority of the time.
18. [ ] You like wearing dresses.
19. [ ] You like wearing body spray.
20. [ ] You like high heel shoes.
21. [x] You used to play with dolls as a kid.
22. [ ] You like putting makeup on others.
23. [ ] You like being the star of almost everything.
24. [ ] You are always talking on the phone.
25. [x] Most of your friends are girls.
TOTAL= 6
YOUR BOY SIDE
1. [x] You love hoodies.
2. [x] You love jeans.
3. [ ] Dogs are better than cats.
4. [/] It's hilarious when people get hurt and fall.
5. [x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
6. [x] Shopping is torture.
7. [ ] Sad movies suck.
8. [x] You own a Xbox 360.
9. [x] You played with Hot Wheels as a little kid.
10. [ ] At some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter.
11. [x] You owned a DS, PS2, or Sega.
12. [x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
13. [ ] You watch sports on TV.
14. [ ] Gory movies are cool.
15. [x] You used to go to your dad for advice.
16. [ ] You have at least 1 trophy of a sport.
17. [x] You used to play Pokemon (LOL. Used to?)
18. [/] Baggy sweat pants are nice to wear. (I prefer jeans)
19. [ ] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
20. [x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
21. [x] You love to go crazy and not care what other people think.
22. [ ] Sports are fun.
23. [x] You sometimes talk with food in your mouth. (Hahaha. Sometimes?)
24. [ ] You sleep at night with your socks on.
25. [x] You have fished at least once. (I love fishing. <3)
TOTAL= 15
YOUR GIRL SIDE
1. [ ] You like to shop.
2. [ ] You wear eyeliner.
3. [x] You wear the color pink.
4. [x] You consider cheer-leading a sport.
5. [ ] You hate wearing all black.
6. [x] You like going to the mall.
7. [ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
8. [ ] You like wearing jewellery.
9. [ ] You cried watching The Notebook.
10. [ ] Skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe.
11. [ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
12. [ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
13. [ ] You are/were in gymnastics.
14. [x] It takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed.
15. [ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
16. [ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
17. [ ] You care about what you look like majority of the time.
18. [ ] You like wearing dresses.
19. [ ] You like wearing body spray.
20. [ ] You like high heel shoes.
21. [x] You used to play with dolls as a kid.
22. [ ] You like putting makeup on others.
23. [ ] You like being the star of almost everything.
24. [ ] You are always talking on the phone.
25. [x] Most of your friends are girls.
TOTAL= 6
Vaaacaaaayyy
Posted 13 years agoVacation. :'D No one will notice, but yeah. I'll be gone until Tuesday, although I'll probably be on at night (to talk to my Mooneh AKA my best friend).
What It All Comes Down To -Vent-
Posted 13 years agoPoliticians are assholes. The true criminals will always get away and the innocent always prosecuted. Business men lie and will always want more money than they'll ever need. There is no such thing as customer service. Hospitals, doctors, and dentists don't care about you or bother to do their job correctly. Vets don't care about your pets. The majority of the Earth's population is stupid, ignorant people and care more about dogs than abused and abandoned children. People will always hate you for one reason or another. Only lucky people move up the status pole, otherwise there is no such thing as moving up. No such thing as talent.
Most of the time people with less talent in a field tend to be more popular than someone who spends their lives working hard, especially when it comes to artists, actors, animators, and directors. Art will always be taken for granted. People love characters in books and movies more than they do real people. Popularity will always get to people's heads in some way or another. The only real good people are destroyed by those who are bad in one way or another. Life is unfair. People won't do as their suppose to. The Middle Class will always be treated like dirt, while the poor are treated like angels and the rich as deities. Those who work the hardest will always be the ones who suffer during tax time. People are greedy in general. There will always be war and hatred and pain. There will always be violence. Everything is about love or money.
. . . . So why is it that money means more. . . than love?
Most of the time people with less talent in a field tend to be more popular than someone who spends their lives working hard, especially when it comes to artists, actors, animators, and directors. Art will always be taken for granted. People love characters in books and movies more than they do real people. Popularity will always get to people's heads in some way or another. The only real good people are destroyed by those who are bad in one way or another. Life is unfair. People won't do as their suppose to. The Middle Class will always be treated like dirt, while the poor are treated like angels and the rich as deities. Those who work the hardest will always be the ones who suffer during tax time. People are greedy in general. There will always be war and hatred and pain. There will always be violence. Everything is about love or money.
. . . . So why is it that money means more. . . than love?
If MY Fursona Had to Be. . .
Posted 13 years ago1.) If your fursona had to be a primate, it'd be: Baboon
2.) If your fursona had to be a feline, it'd be: Main Coone
3.) If your fursona had to be a canine, it'd be: Corgi, doesn't matter which breed
4.) If your fursona had to be a hoofed animal, it'd be: Ibex
5.) If your fursona had to be a rodent, it'd be: Kangaroo Rat
6.) If your fursona had to be reptile, it'd be: Komodo Dragon
7.) If your fursona had to be a marsupial, it'd be: Tiger
8.) If your fursona had to be a fish, it'd be: Squid
9.) If your fursona had to be an amphibian, it'd be: Tree Frog
10.) If your fursona had to be an avian/bird, it'd be: Great Horned Owl
11.) If your fursona had to be a creepy crawly, it'd be: Grasshopper or Butterfly
12.) If your fursona had to be a hybrid, it'd be: Tiger-Squid-Owl-Rat
13.) If your fursona had to be a mythical creature, it'd be: Dragon
14.) If your fursona had to be a Pokemon, it'd be: Sawk--I don't care if they're all males. . . I love them!
15.) If your fursona had to be a plant, it'd be: Sakura Tree
2.) If your fursona had to be a feline, it'd be: Main Coone
3.) If your fursona had to be a canine, it'd be: Corgi, doesn't matter which breed
4.) If your fursona had to be a hoofed animal, it'd be: Ibex
5.) If your fursona had to be a rodent, it'd be: Kangaroo Rat
6.) If your fursona had to be reptile, it'd be: Komodo Dragon
7.) If your fursona had to be a marsupial, it'd be: Tiger
8.) If your fursona had to be a fish, it'd be: Squid
9.) If your fursona had to be an amphibian, it'd be: Tree Frog
10.) If your fursona had to be an avian/bird, it'd be: Great Horned Owl
11.) If your fursona had to be a creepy crawly, it'd be: Grasshopper or Butterfly
12.) If your fursona had to be a hybrid, it'd be: Tiger-Squid-Owl-Rat
13.) If your fursona had to be a mythical creature, it'd be: Dragon
14.) If your fursona had to be a Pokemon, it'd be: Sawk--I don't care if they're all males. . . I love them!
15.) If your fursona had to be a plant, it'd be: Sakura Tree
LotusGarden is Holding a Free Art Raffle
Posted 13 years agoI'm Holding Art Trades <3
Posted 13 years agoI know I only have, like, 1. . . or. . . 2. . . watchers, but whatever. I'm holding art trades to anyone who is interested! Keep in mind I do not draw porn. I will open my slots to about 6 people. In order to trade with me, you need to pimp this journal, link me to that journal, have one or more clear refs of said character you want me to draw, and then I'll get back to you as soon as this is done.
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Vacation
Posted 13 years agoNot that it matters, since I'm sure it bugs my (2?) waters that I don't really post anything. . . but I'm really excited because later today (around 6pm 8U) I finally get to meet my best friend ( MoonstalkerWerewolf on DeviantArt) in person. So, I'll be gone from today (June 7th) probably until June 16th or 17th. If there's anything important I'm missing that you feel the need to show me you can pop a comment about it below. . . I'm not the most talkative person in the world, since I'm a bit nervous of people but I have my random social moments.
Love ya all. See you sometime soon. (And don't worry, I know you won't miss me. . .)
Love ya all. See you sometime soon. (And don't worry, I know you won't miss me. . .)
Drawing Takes Forever!
Posted 13 years agoGeez, it's insane. . . on average I have to sketch/fix-sketching 5 times on most things, but recently it's moved up to where I'm sketching/fix-sketching at least 20 times.
Sketching/fix-sketching can go up to 4 hours, and on one of my latest WIPs up to 20 hours. Haven't even started the lineart on it yet.
Linearting tends to take me about an hour or two, because I carefully go over my sketch.
Coloring tends to take me thirty minutes to an hour, unless I'm getting detail happy and then it can take me 6 hours.
Then, shading, being addicted to it takes me about 3 hours to do.
It's INSANE. Absolutely INSANE. 8U
But, yes, that is why I tend to get so little done. . . perfectionism is a bitch.
Sketching/fix-sketching can go up to 4 hours, and on one of my latest WIPs up to 20 hours. Haven't even started the lineart on it yet.
Linearting tends to take me about an hour or two, because I carefully go over my sketch.
Coloring tends to take me thirty minutes to an hour, unless I'm getting detail happy and then it can take me 6 hours.
Then, shading, being addicted to it takes me about 3 hours to do.
It's INSANE. Absolutely INSANE. 8U
But, yes, that is why I tend to get so little done. . . perfectionism is a bitch.
FREE ICON DAY!!! and FREE ART!!!
Posted 13 years agoSee here for free icons: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:24775672
Check here to enter a free art raffle: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3208683/
Check here to enter a free art raffle: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3208683/
I Am Rediculous
Posted 13 years agoI'm looking around, trying to research cost, instructions, prices, ect because I'm debating making a living out of craft. Craft such as clothing, costumes, fursuits (yes, fursuits--they're amazing), toys, ect. Not only does it seem like a good field to get involved in if you know what you're doing, but there's plenty of self-satisfaction in actually creating something.
I also am finding myself more and more attracted to crafts. My desire to own them as well as create them is passionate, and there's a fursuit crafter I desperately want a fursuit from if I had the money: [link] . This person has amazing fursuits and is currently open for them.
IF anyone has some helpful tips and advice, ect, I'd greatly appreciate it.
Love you guys.
~MaddBoX
I also am finding myself more and more attracted to crafts. My desire to own them as well as create them is passionate, and there's a fursuit crafter I desperately want a fursuit from if I had the money: [link] . This person has amazing fursuits and is currently open for them.
IF anyone has some helpful tips and advice, ect, I'd greatly appreciate it.
Love you guys.
~MaddBoX
SOCLINGY HRRrrr
Posted 13 years agoA sick Dellz is very clingy and constantly needs someone to talk to. Hrrrr.
Art Request
Posted 13 years agoSo, no one is probably going to see this or anything, but I hate asking people personally for requests. . . IDK why, I just do Soo, um. . . yeah. . . I need to make a ref of this guy, but currently don't have the available technology to do so.
"27" is a 20-year-old-looking Mountain Lion/Sumatran Tiger hybrid, specifically a Mountain Tigon. His dull amber eyes do not glow in the dark and his face, especially his eyes, are covered in various scars over-lapping each other. The scars range from cuts to burns to almost brand-looking and make his eyes squint virtually shut, his teeth show partially even when his mouth is shut, he's mostly blind, and at some angles his face appears completely mauled due to the fact his bone can be seen straight through some of the deeper scars. P77261145 in Times New Roman font hides on his forehead under short, untended hair purposely grown to cover it.
Despite his face, scarred body, docked tail, and his hoarse, scraggly voice, 27 is very well endowed. Typically hiding his body under a black hoodie, with plenty of hood, mind you, and jeans that are tight and holey cut off right above the knee, from there he personally sowed on extremely baggy pants, especially over the knees. However, he never wears shoes.
27 is selfish and greedy more than anything else. He doesn't care what happens to anyone as long as he is rich and happy. 100% thief, 55% jerk, and 45% not-so-much a jerk, he often finds himself in denial over guilt and simply trying to act tougher than he feels when someone he actually cares about gets hurt because of him. With a knack for danger, and a sarcastic tongue guaranteed to put anyone in a bad spot, it is never safe to be around him. Especially with such a mysterious past.
"27" is a 20-year-old-looking Mountain Lion/Sumatran Tiger hybrid, specifically a Mountain Tigon. His dull amber eyes do not glow in the dark and his face, especially his eyes, are covered in various scars over-lapping each other. The scars range from cuts to burns to almost brand-looking and make his eyes squint virtually shut, his teeth show partially even when his mouth is shut, he's mostly blind, and at some angles his face appears completely mauled due to the fact his bone can be seen straight through some of the deeper scars. P77261145 in Times New Roman font hides on his forehead under short, untended hair purposely grown to cover it.
Despite his face, scarred body, docked tail, and his hoarse, scraggly voice, 27 is very well endowed. Typically hiding his body under a black hoodie, with plenty of hood, mind you, and jeans that are tight and holey cut off right above the knee, from there he personally sowed on extremely baggy pants, especially over the knees. However, he never wears shoes.
27 is selfish and greedy more than anything else. He doesn't care what happens to anyone as long as he is rich and happy. 100% thief, 55% jerk, and 45% not-so-much a jerk, he often finds himself in denial over guilt and simply trying to act tougher than he feels when someone he actually cares about gets hurt because of him. With a knack for danger, and a sarcastic tongue guaranteed to put anyone in a bad spot, it is never safe to be around him. Especially with such a mysterious past.
FREE ARTWORK!
Posted 13 years agoDuskyAsher is giving free artworks, yo. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3147696/ See her journal for details.
Keep on the Look Out
Posted 13 years agoAs I begin working harder on my inter-linked stories Short of Moons and Red Stars for publishing, and it WILL be a long time before they're ever published, I will be asking for conceptual artists who get sneak-peak insight into these stories. Even still, I will try to reveal as little as possible, and my real hope is to eventually finish the entire series as novels and ask an artist/group of artists to create the series as a comic.
I already have two or three artists in mind for the comicing, but I won't say who. Mostly because I want to talk them personally at some point and because this may never happen.
Not to mention no one probably cares, especially since I'm new here and I have yet to show any of my real writing capabilities.
As said, if anyone DOES read this and is interested, I would like to let you know you must be comfortable drawing anything. Nudity, smex, gore, blood, skeletons, people, monsters, animals, yadda, yadda.
Thanks.
GTG for now.
I already have two or three artists in mind for the comicing, but I won't say who. Mostly because I want to talk them personally at some point and because this may never happen.
Not to mention no one probably cares, especially since I'm new here and I have yet to show any of my real writing capabilities.
As said, if anyone DOES read this and is interested, I would like to let you know you must be comfortable drawing anything. Nudity, smex, gore, blood, skeletons, people, monsters, animals, yadda, yadda.
Thanks.
GTG for now.
So, I'm Totally Clueless
Posted 13 years agoI have no idea how to respond to people yet.
When I receive notice that someone I'm watching has made a comment somewhere I have no idea how to see the message and where it was posted.
I feel epically bad when I don't know how to respond to people.
I'm always having submission troubles.
;A;' I'm so confused. Why am I such a retard?
When I receive notice that someone I'm watching has made a comment somewhere I have no idea how to see the message and where it was posted.
I feel epically bad when I don't know how to respond to people.
I'm always having submission troubles.
;A;' I'm so confused. Why am I such a retard?
New, but Not Improved
Posted 13 years agoLame cliche title is lame.
But yeah. . .
o.o' Hai?
But yeah. . .
o.o' Hai?