my life update and new rules about adoptables
Posted 4 months agoHello my little pumpkins, how are you?
I hope you're doing very well and have had a good start to summer (or at least a peaceful one).
I felt I owed you an update about what's been going on in my life these past few months, in the most concise way possible so I don't take up too much of your time.
Thank God my father was forced to leave the house (not without taking a few things, including a piece of gold jewelry my mom made for me when I was a baby), and I’ve had zero contact with him since.
But he left behind many problems that I'm still trying to resolve...
At least, thanks to God and mainly to all of you who helped me so much — and I thank you from the bottom of my heart (especially you, To’ Vark 💕) — I was able to improve the security at home, so I feel safer inside now.
I'm still dealing with my sadness/depression, which has worsened quite a bit... and other issues that have come up over the past months, but that I’ve managed to sort out a little (like electrical problems in the house).
I feel very emotionally exhausted... I feel tired all the time, no matter if I sleep or take the whole day to rest — it’s a constant state of exhaustion and anxiety.
This has led me to make a few small decisions regarding certain aspects of my work.
Mainly with adoptables.
1 - From now on, adoptables with only one (front) view will no longer include additional views or extra features. They will have a fixed base price ($50/60 or a bit more, depending on the design's complexity), and no changes will be allowed.
2 - The only adoptables that will have the option for additional views and design changes will be those sold via auction — which usually already include added clothing.
I believe these changes are quite fair. But I’m open to other opinions and advice.
regarding custom character or adoptables designs, I will make a new journal these days about adoptables in general along with some recommendations.
I hope you can understand the reason behind these changes. I’ll be sharing more things with you very soon.
A big hug to all of you, my little pumpkins ❤️Help wanted...
Posted 6 months agoHello my lil’ pumpkins 💖 I’m very sorry for the long absence, but some serious things have happened to me that were beyond my control. So I need your help only if you have, please, the possibility to give it to me… Below you can read all the reasons why I need it.
Long story short…
I am on edge mentally, emotionally and even physically:
My house has been burgled several times in the last three weeks.
I need to protect my home and myself so that it becomes a safe place for me again.
Due to the fear that the next time I was robbed this time they would do something to me that would seriously endanger my physical integrity, I let my father into my house. My father is a highly toxic, sexist, emotionally and psychologically abusive person and physically abusive to my pets (which he has done in front of me). Now I don’t even get to sleep…
Since before my mother's death I was in depression, which was dramatically accentuated by her death two years ago, and every day I am more and more on the edge. Now with all this that has happened and the abusive presence of my father I have intrusive thoughts every day of ending it all.... You know what I mean… I cannot work, I cannot feel safe in my own house… I’m on the edge…
The long story…
Believe it or not, talking about this kind of things costs me a world because in my family I was taught that you should always keep your problems to yourself, but my current situation has led me to break this teaching.
Three weeks ago I started hearing strange noises in the upstairs of my house (my house is an old two-story house). When I went to check (with a knife, because in my country firearms are forbidden), I found nothing.
Until I discovered my wallet in a strange place where I don't usually put it and the cash was missing. It was very late and I tried to justify it by thinking that maybe I had taken it without realizing it, so I went to sleep again.
The next morning I discovered that my TV was unplugged and my Chromecast device was missing. This confirmed my suspicions that my house had been broken into.
It is very likely that many of you are wondering why I did not call the police... But in my country the police are usually associated with mafias. In this case, the cure is worse than the disease, it would have made everything worse because of their corruption. Many experiences have shown me that I cannot trust them.
That night, I stayed up and tried to trap the access to my house but it was completely useless: they got in again. Only to the upper floor, this time, and they took a welding machine that belonged to my mother, some tools and a full gas cylinder. Yes... I don't know how they managed to steal something so heavy because now we know that all this time they were accessing from the top floor of my house, that is, if the second floor has another owner, from the third floor of the building!
I alerted my relatives, they were alarmed and pressured me to allow my father to stay a few days (which is already almost a month because he always finds an excuse to stay, it is practically impossible to kick him out of my house and I can't do it until I secure my house) in my house so that he could watch that the thieves would not enter again... I allowed my father (an abusive and misogynist being) to enter so that the thieves would enter again this time stealing the TV and even more things.
As I have said, I have a complicated relationship with my father as he is an extremely toxic person who only seeks to bring you down emotionally in order to have control and take what is yours. He offends me, disowns me, gaslights me in my own home (home he abandoned over 15 years ago). On top of imposing things I am not willing to do. My father severely mistreated my mother all her life..... And this world lacks two brothers of mine because of his neglect......
I am worse every day mentally and emotionally due to the presence of this person, I cannot leave my house without feeling watched (several neighbors, including my father, could be interested in kicking me out of my house). I have not been able to work because I am afraid that he will do something to my laptop because of his religious fanaticism and I am afraid that he will do something to my animals, which he has already mistreated in front of my own face.
Although I have been dragging this depression since before the death of my mother two years ago, with all this it has gotten much worse and I barely have any strength left, wanting to continually escape from all this.
So my little pumpkins, I would like to please ask for your help to reinforce the security of my home and finally ask this person to please leave.
I know it's a lot to ask, I don't want you to feel obliged to help me... In other circumstances I would have simply tried to do anything with my effort and work, but this situation has pushed me to make this decision having endured as much as possible before carrying it out.
If you can help me through my Kofi or by adopting one of the adoptables I have available I would appreciate it from the bottom of my heart forever.
https://ko-fi.com/milkydreams
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....Adoptable-Open
Thank you for reading all this and for all your great patience with me,
I love you all very much,
MilkyDreams
About the adoptables and my health...
Posted a year agoHello my little pumpkins~
I know I don't usually communicate or anything like that very often....
I'm really the type of person who is very shy and usually keeps things to herself...it's hard for me to be open, although little by little I've been able to be more and more open thanks to some people.
In the last few months I've been feeling on the edge of my physical and mental health due to many situations in my private life, so I continually feel drained and barely feel up to most things...whether it's my personal life or whatever.
When I do my work, be it commissions, personal drawings or adoptables...I put a lot of love and effort into them down to the smallest detail and try to do my best.
but I have taken the decision that from now on, in the case of the adoptables I will make them much simpler and with a more affordable price (with a minimum of $45) and that you take the decision of what clothes or extra things you want for the character or not.
I am doing this for the reasons stated above.
I will still make adoptables for auction and with clothes or accessories but it will be only with the characters with more complex or detailed designs.
greetings my little pumpkins and kisses to you all Happy new year 2024!!!
Posted 2 years agoHappy New Year my little pumpkins
May this year be full of prosperity and health for you.
Do not miss a single moment to be with your loved ones and embrace them with all your strength.
And, if you have any conflict with a family member or someone close to you. Leave your resentment aside and take a small first step. Not for that person, but for yourself.
And if that person doesn't change...fly away my little pumpkins.
Take care and have a great time tonight ♥️
Notice...
Posted 2 years agoi'm so sorry for the inconvenience my little pumpkins
but I wanted to let you know that I had to end the Zonai auction early.
because my mother died today and I need the money for the preparations and the paperwork...
Again, I'm so sorry for that.
I appreciate all your understanding and support....✨ Ainainu's dragon species information ✨
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Please read all the information my little pumpkins
Creators and owners of the species
Original concept and design
milkydreams | Lore and story:
IhashiKuroMori
Ainainu's lore
Once upon a time, in a fantasy world, the Great Creator Spirit, Ainulindr(ainulínder) flapped her wings and from them came sound, light and fragrance. The land called Ainanëa had been created. Glowing with happiness she decided to endow this earth with new life. Supreme life.
So she created beings from the waters of Ahirë vibrating within it: First plants of all sizes and then animals of all of them as well. They themselves found amusement in leaping, and some species wanted to float beyond the water so they flew through the air, skimming the waters to enter and return to their element. Ainulindr was pleased and happy to see the fun of her creations.
Then she created the beings of the earth by resting her feet on the soil of Liëa. It was carbonaceous and dirty, so she created again first the plants to dress the earth and put it in order, then the animal beings of all kinds to inhabit the forests and proliferate vegetables, grasses and trees. She paused for a moment and felt the scent of the flowers, the petricor of the dew on the stone, the woods of the trees and the softness of the moss and she rejoiced in her creation , blessed it. But it was time to bring into this world some creative essence like her own, that would not only navigate the cycle of life, for such were the Kumnya: insects, bugs, beasts of all kinds that remained in perfect harmony with nature but were not able to be free in fullness.
Thus she created the Ainainu. Beings of smooth iridescent skin with tiny scales only fully visible on their front parts and on the underside of their long turgid yet fluffy tails. Such iridescence is enhanced by sunlight, visually displaying the heritage of Ainulindr. The rest of its body is covered by a smooth coat of natural colors that neutralize over time. Fur that can grow widely in extension even more so when the graceful Ainainu puppies have not yet mastered their powers as they can alter the length of their fur. For example, very funny is when the little one has suffered a haircut to keep it free to play and stumbles because the next moment a long sneeze puts it back. The face, of these graceful beings, of close but solemn expression, a mixture of mammal, usually canid, and Lóng (oriental dragon) is adorned with a smile on its thin muzzle showing the kindness of their souls. The Ainainu are new beings, a celestial species in charge of guiding the different races whose genesis soon happened, because these new beings will be intelligent. And the Ainainu, Ainulindr, considered their children, standards of their very identity. All of them would have gifts since part of Her creative spirit was in them. They were originated for the purpose of being teachers and to enact in them His essence. Because the source of their being is primarily the Great Spirit, they can change form at will to exercise their asinged labors with ease before the various species of this vast and diverse world. Such labors are assigned according to the source of their energy and these are the aspects of existence, such as joy, justice, hope, love, forgiveness, etc. However, only 2 or 3 of each source of nature may exist throughout Ainanëa.
These had the talent of being able to have fertile offspring that would receive from their parents a natural mixture, containing, despite this, a lower magical power especially at the defensive level. However, these will have much more vivid colors that will change according to the nature that surrounds them.
Facts about Ainainu's
⭐️Their species is very long-lived so they can live thousands and thousands of years , making their aging process much slower than any living being on earth, even so that does not mean that they are immortal.
⭐️Their physical appearance is inspired by canids and oriental dragons, but there may be variations that may be inspired by felids and others that may have unique characteristics such as longer tails or necks.
⭐️The body type of the Ainainu is mostly ample breasts and hips for females and stocky bodies for males in general, but there are members of this species that break this rule although they are really rare to find, the ainainu with unique characteristics are treated with great respect by the others of their species.
⭐️Gender and tastes depend on each individual, each one is its own world!
⭐️They can modify their size and height to adapt to the space they have available and of their own free will.
⭐️The scales on their body (usually on the chest and tail) are iridescent, they have more than one color and stand out in sunlight or bright environments.
⭐️The claws of its body usually share the same coloration as the scales.
⭐️Each Ainainu is in charge of representing an aspect of existence: joy, justice, hope, etc...
⭐️The Ainainu can reproduce with other individuals of other species and have offspring, these would have characteristics of both parents and would be stronger physically but their magical power could be weaker at the defensive level (contrary to the more "pure" individuals).
⭐️The fur of the Ainainu can have many shades of colors but older individuals have neutral tones in their fur compared to younger members, while hybrids have much stronger and vibrant colors.
⭐️There can be more than one Ainainu representing one aspect of existence, 2 or 3 at most.
⭐️Their fur can become very very long, but they can cut it, even so, if the individual has no control over its own power, it can quickly grow back in a matter of a couple of days.
⭐️They have the ability to fly using air currents and descend smoothly, but this can be affected by various external factors (serious injuries or emotional state for example).
Rules
1-The Ainainu are a closed species only controlled by MilkyDreams and IhashiKuroMori who are the creators of this species.
2-Those who acquire characters of this species have the right to freely ask other artists for illustrations of their characters, but the only one who can create characters of this species and design them is MilkyDreams exclusively.
Therefore, she must always be credited as one of the creators of this species and its designs.
3- If you want to redesign or update the character, you can ask any artist to do it as long as you respect the characteristics of the species (long furry ears, fluffy, etc).
4- The owners of this species can exchange their characters to other people for something of the same value as the one that was acquired or higher, but they must notify MilkyDreams who the new owner is (to keep the list of owners of these characters updated), if they don't want to be reflected, they will simply be placed as "anonymous or private" in the list.
5- Also, they have the right to sell their characters but only at the price that was acquired the same, if the character has more illustrations made by artists or by the owner (drawings with a reasonable quality and that can be recognized that it is the same character), then the price can be high.
6- The owners can create the story they want for their characters as long as they respect the basic characteristics of the species (physical appearance and basic magic).
7- Only the ainainu that appear in the list will be considered official.
8- Whoever acquires one of these characters must report to be added to the official list.
9- If the owner of the character wants to remove it from the list or no longer belongs to the species, all the characteristic elements of the species must be removed from the original design (long tail, long fur, and iridescent scales).
10- You must never involve this species in topics related to politics, racism, homophobia, xenophobia, pedo, farts, zoo, diapers, scat, rape, gore or any topic that involves harming others or themselves in any way.
11- If you do not follow the rules, your character may be removed from the official list and may be added to the blacklist.
Ainainu's official list
🌟Zielle Dummont: Ainainu (Dragoness) of Life belongs to
milkydreams https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55305144/
🌟Aiden Rozen: Ainainu (Dragon) of Perseverance belongs to:
milkydreams
🌟 Mira "Mimi" Jones Ainainu (Dragoness) of creativity belongs to:
milkydreams
🌟Gwynevere: Ainainu of Spirituality belongs to:
Alzerith https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53005433/
🌟Sif , Eleanor Ainainus of Death belongs to:
Alzerith https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56650014/ https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56661189/
🌟Melody Ainainu of Lust belongs to:
Alzerith https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56650086/
🌟Harmony Ainainu (Dragoness) of Peace belongs to:
Alzerith https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59854476/
🌟 Farrah: Ainainu (Dragoness) of fear belongs to:
Alzerith
🌟Mel Ainainu (Dragoness) of Melancholy belongs to:
AkariDraws210 https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59839350/
🌟 Winston: Ainainu (Dragon) of loyalty belongs to:
Alzerith
🌟 Valentine: Ainainu (Dragoness) of love belongs to:
Alzerith
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60941294/
If you have any doubts or questions about the species, don't hesitate to ask them in the comments or via note!




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