Some of you may have been wondering why I haven't updated in a while. Well apparently all those "free" models I had been getting messed up my labtop, I pretty much had to wipe my harddrive (which I didn't really mind because I used this oppertunity to upgrade to windows 7). So you sould not expect any renders for a while. Hopfully I'll be able to start a 3D animation class here soon, that way I'll be able to get a discount on a program and actually know what I'm doing with it. But untill then I'll be updating with journals. Just thought you guys should know why I haven't been making anything lately.

The EMT's where called in when an 18 year old male lost Consciousnessin front of his mail box around 1900 hours on January 28th. He was found clutching a small package. The EMT's were able to sucsesfully recesitate the subject, after a few moments he noticed he was still holding the package; that is when he sprinted away from the EMT's and headed in the direction of the Sandburg North Tower. He was later found in his dorm room (the door was left open) with the package ripped open and disscareded on the floor and the subject on his labtop intesly staring at the screen. After further examining the package the words gamestop.com were clearly printed on the side and the packing list had one item on it: Mass Effect 2.

Kind of how I felt after opening my mailbox, now excuse me I have some serious gaming to do.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/3480586.....inment-movies/

Mabey these guys are having the same problem I did when I first Avatar. When I first saw it I thought it was going to be full of anti-Marine subtext so that is what I saw. I guess they expected it to be full of race issues so thats what they saw. Still I find it funny that some people will conect race to everything that happens.

p.s. I'm I the only one that has heard of the claim some people made about Avatar makeing them clinically depressed?

Stolen from

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)"

• Pick your Artist:
Five Finger Death Punch

• Are you a male or female?
Hard to See

• Describe yourself:
Dying Breed

• How do you feel:
Falling in Hate

• Describe where you currently live:
Far from Home

• If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Salvation

• Your favorite form of transportation:
Walk Away

• What did you get on your last Birthday?
White Knuckles

• Your best friend is:
Never Enough

• You and your best friends are:
Stranger then Fiction

• What's the weather like:
Ashes

• Favorite moment:
Crossing Over

• If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
Meet the Monster

• What is life to you:
My Own Hell

• Your last relationship:
Burn it Down

• Your fear:
A Place to Die

• What is the best advice you have to give:
No One Gets Left Behind

• Thought for the Day:
Can't Heal You

• How I would like to die:
Death Before Dishonor

• My soul's condition:
The Bleeding

• Most Faithful Companion:
Bad Company

• My motto:
The Devil's Own

At lest they'll be over soon and then I can make some more renders, that is if I don't spend too much time playing Modern Warfare 2...

Man thats a fun game. *goes back to playing online*

The time of Year when we sit down and remember all the things that we have to be thankful for. So in the spirit of tradition I'd thought I would make a list:

I'm thankful for:

...Being in college, to have a chance to further my education and learn about things I enjoy.
...Living in such a progressive and open minded time time
...Living in a place where I do not need to worry about the essentials and that it is not a war-zone.
...Having a chance to defend all that I love and believe in.
...For my family who has always been there for me.
...For my Uncle who is always a phone call away.
...For my Recruiter who showed me what the Corps could do for me and to show my parents that this would change me for the better.
...For my best friend Karl who is always there when I need him, especially when there are guns involved ;)
...Dave, who was the big brother I never had.
...Boot Camp, for making me a Marine and showing me just how important family really is.
...My Mom, who raised me on her own, gave me numerous opportunities and never gave up on me, not matter what other people said.
...My Step-Dad, who came in at the nick of time to save me from myself and to show me what it really means to be a man.

That is what I'm thankful for,

what about you?

I don't know why but I'm stuck on the subject of movies today and I feel the need to talk about them. Mainly, why didn't anyone tell me about District 9?? My friends knew that I'd love to see this movie, but no they must have thought that I would have known about it. Yeah it's my bad there is no way could have not heard of it, I mean I was only in Boot camp when the ads started, movie came out, and when the ads ended. How could I have missed it?? Well all that matters I guess is that I ended up seeing it about about same day I found out it existed.
Maybe I shouldn't leave my computer on for when I come back from from a house party....;) *hick*
anyway its been a busy week (god it feels like a month), Moar renders will be on the way shortly. Also I've started to get into sketching, but you won't see any of those for a while, not until I think there at least decent. So until A new render is ready, or at latest thirsty Thursday, good night and however the rest of it goes.

First off let me say hello, gosh it's been a while, about 8 months if I'm right. I'm not going to lie in the months leading up to June 1st shit got really crazy and (I'm not going to lie) didn't have the motivation to make more renders. Now, why do I say June 1st? well because thats when I left for MCRD San Diego, thats right I went to Boot Camp and am now a U.S. Marine. A LOT of life changes have been happening with me and now that I'm kind of in the grove I want to come back and continue making renders.

However there is a problem, all those models I was using before are now gone and I am working off of a new computer. I wanted to know if enough people would care enough that it would be worth it for me to fork over more $ on making new renders. I know in the past I have been really infrequent on making them and making promises that I couldn't keep, but this time around I will tell you straight up if I will do it or not and do my best to give you a time frame on it, and when a marine makes a promise he sticks to it.

So Please just let me know if you want me to start pumping out new renders (at a much more consistent rate) you just have to write something. The more responses I get, and it really doesn't matter who you are (come on lurkers I don't bite), the more motivated I will be to start this up again. Otherwise I will take it as a sign that it would be a waste of my money. Because thats why I was making them was the comments and when they got infrequent I started to do less and less.

So main points:
1. Comments=renders
2. no comments=no renders
3. Being a Marine is awesome

Hope to hear from you all very soon -PAC102

Oh and P.S. Thanks for all the watches and fav's while I was gone!

I haven't posted the rough sketches yet because I not going to be getting it for a while. I recently found out that some people have been disqualified from NROTC because of a tattoo so I'm playing it safe until I get word back from them. Also I'll try to get it up soon.

So my birthday is coming up and as a gift to myself I wanted to get a tattoo. I have a basic design and was wondering what you guys thought. I'll post it latter after work, but I'll describe it as best I can until then. I'm thinking of making it look like part of my skin has been scratched off and under it there is dragon scales. Reasoning for this is because even as a kid I loved dragons and look at them as a figure of strength and a source of virtue. Now with all the changes that I've gone through I feel that I am becoming what I had looked up too for so long. This tat will small and hopefully on my lower leg so that it can be coved up by a sock (USMC tattoo regulations). I'll post some rough sketches tomorrow, until then please write down what ever your thinking about this. Thanks!

I know that I haven't been around much lately and I'm sorry that I have not thanked you for your comments, watches, and faves. I'm writing this to say that I am not going to be pumping out as many renders as I once have. A lot of my free time is being taken up right now and don't have time to visit here every day. So if you leave a comment or question please, be patent I'll get to you ASAP.

-PAC

I know everyone does this, but who cares I'll do it to.

1000 page views in less than a month, now that makes me feel accomplished :p. now I know what your thinking, "PAC why are you taking time out of your rendering to write this, we want MOAR". Well it's because I wanted to say thank you.

Thank you all of you who have watched, fav'ed, commented, PM'ed, and gone to my page. Thank you for being so supportive.

-PAC102

Time for some thing completely non-vore related.
Big day today, I'm off to take the Marine Corps PFT (Personal Fitness Test). It consists of a 3-mile run, pull-ups, and sit-ups. This is the last step that I need to take in order to finish my NROTC application. Am I nervous? Hell no! I am motivated and good to go!

When I get back I'll make another render (maybe even a couple, if I'm still as pumped as I am now).

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Just got back,
stats:
3-mile: 25:07 minutes
pull-ups: 5
Sit-ups in two minutes: 100 (max limit)

I'm going to be taking this yet again after even more training with my recruiter. Thats all for now.