Since paypal has not returned my account sales number to its normal amount, i have opened art tiers, and will handle commissions as soon as i get other places researched and set up!

https://subscribestar.adult/paddedulf
https://subscribestar.adult/paddedulf

if interested you can hop on <3

so i went through support, got my account cleared...but the strange, arbitrary hold they kept and refused to return it to the 3000$ limit i had(which is just messed up, they even do this) I did some research, and this is something they seem to randomly do, I don't get this. but i cant wait on paypal. so I'm going to open art tiers later today on the substar. I'm going to look into cashapp and google pay today too, as possible payment alternatives. If you guys got any suggestions, please feel free to drop them below <3

I'll keep everyone updated, but paypal is behaving in some extremely shady ways. suddenly they applied a "limit of access" to the funds from coms, raised it twice, then lowered it randomly, to far below where they raised it, with no explanation. as this is clearly a bot i've reached out to the community support. i assume this is simply because of the new influx of coms, they have some automated anti scam system in place, but i know paypal has a very bad reputation for how it treats people, so fingers crossed this is quickly wrapped up with no fuss. ill keep you posted while i finish the paid coms up.

seems tis isnt the season for me so far, pretty rough x3x

hey all. sorry i been kinda quiet, i have issues with anxiety and depression and they have just shredded me. some good news, substar contacted me, and i did what they asked so now im just waititng for approval. ill be opening coms soon, let me know if the new prices are okay, i posted an update ot them, but im gonna adjust them again. theres gonna be a deal on them indefintiely until my income recovers<3 the support from this community has just been insane. you guys are really the best ;n;

i forgot to mention it here, but today mine and many other patreons were deleted, it honestly looks like they planned it out, and just wiped most of them out. im working on a substar, and will keep everyone informed, but for now im going to finish what is left of my patrons coms, then start taking coms . thank you all for the support, and hopefully i can get the ball rolling elsewhere. <3 you all

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4.....7b8xA/featured

so someone has set up an imposter account of me. im trying to get this taken down as i dont have a public youtube account, and i do not post speedpaints. please keep in mind to any who see this, this is not me.

EDIT: when reporting in the about, i see this person has put draws characters in sexual situations only at 13+ this is not what i do and am about, so this feel slike a purposeful and malicious misrepresentation as they are using public art, seemingly nothing from patreon. i have reported the channel and hope it will be taken down.
EDIT2: the person whos stealing my work and coloring it. i do not want this person harrassed, but keep in mind hes stealing my art and re-uploading with his own color job. i'm not sure what to do next as he's a patron but currently under a different name. i have reported him, and unsure what else i can do. thank you all for being supportive <3 you are all wonderful.

its been a rough year, but i still found some things to be grateful for ! lemme know what you guys have found even in a rough year like this <3

so i realized this year is almost over, and i totally blew my vow, so that makes me like most people i guess heh. sorry for that guys xux been trying to keep up but this year has just left me in a rut like everyone else i suppose. anyway, how is everyone fairing in this insane climate? is everyone doing okay?safe and healthy i hope. anything interesting? think it would be fun to have people tell their stories, collectively vent!

also, i just wanna say i checked the watchers and pageviews and its just insane. little known fact as i tend to be to myself is that i beat the hell out of myself, i always go ill never get to x, ill never be able to y, while pushing myself hard to. the fact the page has almost 4200 followers, i never dreamed id see that many, you guys are awesome. it makes me feel really bad i dont make more a more social creature of myself, i just dont know how to. im jsut a quiet person, but im willing to try! so, please comment, i would love to hear how everyones doing, new and old watchers alike! ill respond when i wake up!thats enough rambling for me, have a good day all!

im sorry im so distant around here, that will be changing this upcoming year. have a wonderful new years, and make plans for the future!

i been kinda lonely lately(okay really lonely) life has been busy and alot of changes are going on right now, so i was wondering, would people be interested inw atching me stream games?it is something i always think is more fun to do with an audience, gaming, so everyone can enjoy and watch ouo.it would also help me unwind as i barely do much but work most days, so im probably gonna give it a run, but id like to know how much people enjoy that stuff in general. also, whats the preferred platform? twitch, youtube, does picarto work well for people?

I'll be posting some kinda com advertisement sheet to show my current skill, i wanna open for commissions next month, i havent in a while and finances have been hurt since, on the 9th, i went to the er and it was very expensive....ill be opening early in the month, and want to get alot of commissions, since i'm close to clearing my due work as is.


still trying ot keep up with everything, im so bad at updating xnx sorry guys

gonna upload some stuff later, im trying to get better at watching everything! give me a follow! show me how twitter works! oh, and NO politics please, i dont like politics at all! its a happy place for happy people :D



https://twitter.com/PaddedU
https://twitter.com/PaddedU
https://twitter.com/PaddedU

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL i hope you all follow your resolutions, i have a whole list of things to improve, including being much more active here, since im struggling to keep up cause i have terrible hours and scheduling, and that needs to change!!

as for the comic, im going to do a double feature this friday and double upload pages, since i have to shade them up, at the time the pages werent shaded so i could get them up, but ill be shading them throughout the week! thanks for all the support and comments, i love you guys <3 be optimistic and make this a great year guys!

so today was interesting. break lines snapped, so i have to worry about that while getting tires changed. thankfully it was a accident and i had to coast back home with the fluid leaking. so im gonna try and get todays done asap, and tomorrows on time, but there might be a bit of lateness to the next 2-3 by not too much!! im really sorry for that, just today went off the rails

so, i decided, I'm going to release , one page a week, emily pages, for every 10 i complete. so this friday, ill start releasing emily part 2 one page a week, MAYBE monday as well. Im still thinking on it.


please, consider supporting my patreon!! I the higher i get it the more i can do! and I have ALOT of comics planned for the future, with Kitsune the next comic planned, about a little recently adopted foxette, adjsuting to her new life, and some of the struggles that come with it!

https://www.patreon.com/paddedulf
https://www.patreon.com/paddedulf
https://www.patreon.com/paddedulf

i know im quiet here.ive said before i'm not a very social person, and i never have much to say. but i figure venting here wont bother anyone, i dont think many people read journals.

im just so frustrated and fed up with art. i have been working non stop for the last few months, on patreon, trying to keep up with work for people and coms and stuff, and to be honest, i feel like i have made very little gains. people have told me opposite, but i just so disappointed with myself and everything i do, i've really come to hate myself.i watch others make what feels like enourmous gains, and i am still just not making enough ground. it feels like something is just wrong with me, and i'm incapable of being what i want as an artist.

i want to end this pity party by thanking everyone who watches, comments, hops on the patreon and buys from me, everyone who supports me, i am terrible with words, so all i can say is it means so much to me you find me worth your investment and i try really, really hard to be worth every one of you people's time

Multislot with 6/6 available!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27694291/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27694291/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27694291/


and bid ych here!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27694252/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27694252/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27694252/


AND FOR STREAM COMMISSIONS
ill put an image and open a journal, to see if theres a demand for them, with a example of how they will look! ill be doing them as colored sketches, probably like...15-20 for full colored sketches. lemme know your thoughts!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26013928/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26013928/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26013928/

im gonna slow down the pages to 1-3 a day cause uploading 5 at a time feels obnoxious. it should still be all up xmas day, but it might finish a day or so after, plus i wanna span it out a bit, since im finishing up with chap 2, and wil be starting that pretty soon :D

also finishing the last ychs,s o those should be done later tonight or tomorrow at some point, if no holiday nonsense slows it down<3

well, you guys are amazing <3 i got way more then i thought, so im going to put approx a week-week and a half for completion, ill be releasing sending them out as completed, and 5 are already started and almost done!! thank you so much for your support and i will get these to you in an expedient fashion <3

been behind and really out of it, this month. alot of emotional ups and downs, but i want ot say thanksgiving all. thanks for being here and giving me a reason to draw, and keep drawing. have a good one, all

i have been working overdrive, but it MIGHT be a late upload, or half a day late. working very hard ot get it on time, but im very sorry if it ends up being a bit late. all pages are done with lines mostly, color is taking a bit longer then i thought >n<


jsut a heads up but working to get done on time!

i have been working ALOT lately, on lots of things, and i really want to know, what are the thoughts of those watching me?

how would you rank me as an artist?
where are my strengths?
where are my faults?
what type of stuff do you want to see me do more often?themes, drawings, ideas, etc?

id really like to know what you guys think. where should/can i go to be a better artist for my viewers?

now i need the people who autopaid and the who paid the highest from last years ych to be in the 10 page comic!i have the whole story written and ready to start, just need a quick role call :D