What have we learned?
From this wee exercise
Where do we go?
Now that it's over
What do we say?
What are we doing here?
Everything's changed
Everything's stayed the same
But it's quiet now, quiet now
Cause it's the end of the world
What if we've changed?
What if we're finished here
Can we be saved?
Does anybody even care?
So many dream
So many make the grade
So many fail
So many fade away
Show you've a soul by crying
Sorry, already
I'm so sorry
So sorry
I know now
So slow down
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

Time to go!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqUW4IidID4

Sit, listen, and relax to the soothing sounds of "Fragile" by God Is An Astronaut.
Post-rock/experimental instrumentals with a lovely space-like atmosphere, I've never come across something so great in music before. (since Nadja)

<3

I hate it when one, ONE thing gets on my mind and pisses me off so much! D:

Argh! Goodnight.

Fuck yeah.

The only problems I have are the fucking itching mosquitoe bites keeping me up at 5 in the morning when I would prefer to be sleeping!
Fuck!

Lucid dreaming.. time to start trying that shit again. I got a couple reality checking things that'll help ;D

Last time all I did was that stupid I-Doser crap - binaural beats or something.

This time, I have a lighter that should never light, and some other crap (and no, I don't smoke either). I also installed a thing on my PC to remind me to check my lighter randomly.

Good luck to me, hooray.

Scrapping all sketches into the scraps gallery, so no things will be deleted... and stuff.


Oh, and TF2 turned out to be a major disappointment. And I never really got into HL2, so I didn't bother with that. Portal was cool, but I don't really enjoy singleplayer games a second time.

Oh well, was only $8, no problem.

I just bought a game I swore I'd never buy.


TEAM FORTRESS 2 (Orange Box). FUCK.

Stol'd from ROZZLE, again. :3

1. First Person Shooters
[x]I've played at least one FPS
[x]I like Realistic FPS! ( Call of Duty, Rainbox six, ect. )
[x]I like SciFi FPS! ( Halo, Metroid, ect. )
[ ]I've played all three Halo games //This must be out of date, considering there's like 6 of them now.
[x]I've played all the Call of Duty games
[x]I've played at least one 007 game
[ ]I've played 007 Golden eye, and beaten it!
[x]First Person Shooters are my Favorite game genre!
6/8

2. Horror / Survival
[x]I've played at least one Horror Survival game
[x]I like Scientific Horror Survival games! ( Resident Evil, ect.)
[ ]I like Fantasy Horror survival! (Manhunt, ect. )
[ ]I've played all four Resident Evils!
[ ]I've played all four Resident Evils in order!
[ ]I know what Green Herb + Red Herb + Yellow Herb means!
[ ]I'm a forensic scientist with alchohol problems!
[ ]Horror Survival games are my Favorite game genre!

2/8

3. Racing
[x]I've played at least one Racing game!
[ ]I love EA sports!
[ ]I like Street racing games! ( Burnout, Fast and Furious, ect. )
[x]I like Professional racing games! (Nascar, Formula 1, ect. )
[x]I own at least one Steering wheel controller
[x]I've played an Arcade Racing game!
[x]I prefer first person racing games!
[ ]I prefer third person racing games!
[ ]Racing is my Favorite game genre!

5/9

4. RPG / Adventure!
[x]I've played at least one RPG / Adventure game!
[ ]I own every Final Fantasy game
[ ]I've imported a RPG / Adventure game
[ ]I prefer Fantasy RPG / Adventures ( Tales of, Final Fantasy, ect. )
[x] prefer SciFi RPG / Adventure games! ( Lost Oddesy, ect. )
[ ]I have a prefered weapon class for every RPG / Adventure game I play
[x]Pokemon
[ ]Rpg / Adventure is my Favorite game genre

3/8

5. Tactics //What is a PINGAS I mean Tactic game?
[ ]I've played at least one Tactic game
[ ]I like fantasy tactics ( Final Fantasy Tactics, Fire Emblem, ect. )
[ ]I like realistic tactics ( Advanced Wars, Battalion Wars, ect. )
[ ]I never let any of my army die
[ ]I balance out my army
[ ]I worship Intellegent Systems
[ ]I worship Blizzard
[ ]Tactic is my Favorite game genre

0/8

6. MMORPG
[x]I've played at least one MMORPG
[ ]I prefer FPS/Tactic MMORPGs
[x]I prefer Adventure MMORPGs
[x]I prefer (other) MMORPGs
[x]I've become addicted to an MMORPG at some point
[ ]I'm still addicted to an MMORPG
[ ]I met a best friend on an MMORPG
[ ]MMORPGs are my favorite games.

4/8

7. Rhythm Games
[x]I've played at least one rhythm game
[ ]I prefer DDR
[ ]I prefer instrument games
[ ]I bought Donkey Konga
[x]I've played a Guitar Hero
[x]I've played Rock Band
[ ]I've played an Import rhythm game
[ ]Rhythm is my favorite game genre

3/8

8. Trading Cards
[ ]I've played a TCG
[ ]I love Yugioh
[ ]I love Duel Masters
[ ]I love Magic the Gathering
[ ]I've sold personal possesions to buy Trading cards
[ ]I've sold Trading cards
[ ]I own at least one baseball card team
[ ]I love any other TCG
[ ]TCG are my favorite game genre

0/9

9. Other
[x]I own at least one "Pet" care game
[x]I own a Sims game
[x]I own a Puzzle game
[ ]I've made my own video game
[ ]I've played a game I made with a friend
[ ]Chess is better than any other game
[x]I would do a Chocobo

4/7

-5 ~ Not a Gamer
5-10 ~ Sheltered Child
10-15 ~ Novice Gamer
15-20 ~ PreGamer
20-25 ~ Gamer
25-30 ~ Vetran Gamer
30-35 ~ Expert Gamer
35-40 ~ Professional Gamer
40-50 ~ True Gamer
50-60 ~ Gaming God
60+ ~ LIAR!


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I KNEW IT, I'm a Veteran! Woo.

Probably the only reason why I've been into Pokemon so much as of late, but hey - my childhood days were practically the same time as the Pokemon first generation days.

This movie, starring Leonardo DiCaprio was fucking insane.

As confusing as it was to figure it out while watching it, I did, and I just can't believe how well done it was.

The whole idea of dreaming is taken to a level of .... I don't know. lol

I wish I could dream lucidly, now.

Yes, I got it. Just need to colour it first... HMM.

Hmm. Let's see what I can come up with next.

Fuck you, FA. You've figured out a way to beat the ad blocker. You don't even offer a fuckin' subscription service to get rid of the fuckin' things.

Regardless of what's written on them, people're always wanting to click on them and see what's behind them..... most, anyway.

Half the time, it's something pretty decent. The other half, I kinda do read what's on them and won't click them. D:

Ta ta!

Thank God some of them can't exist in real life without being physically impossible or or otherwise illegal.

I hate coming across them when I'm browsing, such abundance!

;p

- posted via mobile

I think I'll start doing these random journals on my thoughts in a variety of different or random topics.

Cloning is an act of playing god; making life against natural means. (not that I believe in the typical god much anyway)

If you were to be cloned, you won't be you, you will be dead if you die, and your cloned self will continue to live on while you're left behind to rot underground (or be spread over the ground as ashes ... or do something in heaven, somewhere along those lines anyway). Your clone will probably keep getting himself in the future, to let "you" live on, without you actually being the host of the body.

A clone of yourself would not possess your soul, and thus acts completely against what you want to do, he might have your knowledge, behaviour, consciousness, your look, and so on. Basically, when you die and ask to be cloned, you will not be achieving anything except for having a kind of "child" in which you're practically an identical twin to him who died at his birth from the test tube.

Unless there was a way to move a "soul" or "consciousness" from one body to another... I'd pass.
Otherwise... I'd love to see the evolution of a dying world. Live in the shadows for countless years, moving my soul from one body to a new one each time the old one dies.

As some people (not mentioning names in particular) say, the human body is just a shell for the soul, and these people would prefer not to be in this shell. Wouldn't you love it if there was a way to get out of the shell into another one?

Perhaps transplanting the brain could carry the "soul"? But then, even an old aged brain will still die.

The game "EVE Online" makes heavy use of cloning, instead of "respawning" or being "revived" when killed, your clone (as in, you're character is always a clone) somehow sends it's (your) soul across the universe to enter a new dedicated clone (or shell, body, etc.) The concept is interesting.

... Yup.

I decided to do an "F-list".

Found here:
http://www.f-list.net

I only done my Ant character, typically, I reflected his personality from my real self - as I do with all the characters I play as.
Here it is:
http://www.f-list.net/c/lord%20ant%20ii

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h7eREddMjt4

This is a game currently in development for 5+ years (and for some reason, classed as vapourware on Wikipedia) by mostly 1 programmer, with all sounds, graphics, etc. supplied by countless volunteers willing to support the project.

I tell you what, at this stage, the game looks fucking amazing! Mind the swearing... it's just how astounded I am about it.

The aim of the game is to be a MMOG, massively multiplayer online game, in a practically infinite sized world - minus the fact that we're limited to the Milky Way Galaxy, or 200+ million solar systems. All generated randomly and on the fly - so if you wanted to visit a random star, you'll jump there, and the area will be generated randomly, then saved, so you can come back to the same place in the future!

Players are also limited by a ship, for travel, I was hoping we'd be able to get out and walk on foot - but I can understand why not, considering how much WORK is put into this thing! Players basically have to work their way up the ladder, starting as a nobody and doing... stuff to get to be well known in the universe. Something along those lines - my dad says it's like a game called "Elite"

EVERYTHING is to scale, as in, if you really wanted to travel star systems without using a hyperjump... you're looking at a long waiting time. The planets are even to scale, just look at that in the above posted video!

The story involves 3 factions, at a time where humans have split off into the said 3 factions and earth has been lost. There won't be any aliens, as far as I've heard about, which is a bit disappointing to me, and other sci-fi fans. But then again - it is a simulator after all.

All I can hope for is that this project won't go downhill, and will be completed eventually!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GYo1tSM2qh0

By Atticus Ross, by far one of the most soothing sounding songs I've ever heard - that's within my tastes. This guy did the soundtrack to "The Book of Eli" which was a very interesting movie. He works with Trent Reznor of Nine Inch Nails as well.

Yup....wut

Playing it again.

I rage 50% of the time I'm playing it, but I freaking love it sometimes.

Can only be your own. Can be your main or other characters.

Character: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4210065 <-- This guy

Conception
[ ]You created the character from a dream
[ ]Your character secretly represents someone you admire
[ ]You modeled your characters powers after your favorite superhero //His old uniform kinda was.
[ ]His/Her name is a nickname you were given at some point.
[X]You chose its species based on a favorite animal or pet. //Birds

Score: 1

//These questions are far too specific and offer no variation in the answers.

Thoughts
[ ]You day dream about your character daily // I do sometimes.
[ ]You imagine your character talks to you in your head for comfort/boredom
[ ]You imagine hugging your character for comfort, or even hug a pillow and pretend
[ ]You imagine having adventures with said character
[X]You draw/write about the character during class/bored/compulsively/when you're not supposed to. //Rarely

Score: 1

Development:
[X]You developed your characters history off of events in your life, even symbolically.
[X]Your character shares a liking for a character you like.
[X]Your character shares a disliking for a character you dislike.
[X]Your characters imperfections are your own.
[ ]You hate your character when you hate yourself, putting character in downspiral to parallel.

Score: 4

Drawing/Writing:
[X]You've drawn/written your character with yourself.
[ ]You've drawn/written your character in pain when you were
[ ]You've cosplayed or want to cosplay as your character. //Don't really want to, he has too much of my personality and I'd prefer to be a different person than another image of myself when it comes to Cosplay, since that Is what it means.
[ ]You drawn/written your character doing something you wish you could.
[x]You've drawn/written your character in a promiscuous or studly(whoreish) manner when you felt "that way"

Score: 2

Sexual Thoughts: (be honest)
[X]You imagined having sexual relations with said character.
[ ]You've drawn yourself/fursona having sex with said character. //I guess you can count BF-109 and Ross, since they're both my fursona. But I've never drawn it.
[ ]You imagine impregnating your character (female only)
[ ]You imagine letting your character impregnate you or someone you love
[X]You imagine a sub/dom relationship with the character.

Score: 2

TOTAL: 15
x4
40%

Times total by 4 to get your percentage.

0-25% - Not attached to your character. You built him/her out of the blue.
26-69% - You hold some inspiration for the character from your experiences and likings, not much more.
70-79% - This character is all around on inspiration and life parallels. You enjoy drawing/thinking about him/her and putting effort to make the character close to you.
80-89% - This character is a part of you.
90-100% - How is this character NOT your fursona/mate character?

Again, another flaw with this meme is the huge percentage range with the first 2 then suddenly bam 3 different things if you got over 69 percent.

Don't even know why I did this terribly made meme... oh well.