Hi!
Posted 9 years agoSince I've got new followers and I pretty much use FA again, I figured I'd say hello :D
I have Discord which I'm on pretty much often, so if you ever want to talk to me, it's SevenFisher#7037 (F should be captalised too)
I have Discord which I'm on pretty much often, so if you ever want to talk to me, it's SevenFisher#7037 (F should be captalised too)
Looking to commission someone!
Posted 9 years agoHi!
I'm looking for an artist who would be happy to do the following:
- Two alternative images - basically one without a object on top, other with on it.
- It'll be NSFW, although not essentially porn. It's more of very suggestive thing.
- Is okay with drawing chubbies in general (not superchub)
- Is okay with drawing Roegadyns (FFXIV) in general.
I'll be searching, but if anyone saw this and interested doing it for me, let me know! Likewise if you know an artist who'd like to do this, feel free to point them to here (or ask me to ask them).
I will gladly to pay ASAP to after sketch, I have Paypal.
I've got Discord to communicate, as well Tumblr if that helps!
I'm looking for an artist who would be happy to do the following:
- Two alternative images - basically one without a object on top, other with on it.
- It'll be NSFW, although not essentially porn. It's more of very suggestive thing.
- Is okay with drawing chubbies in general (not superchub)
- Is okay with drawing Roegadyns (FFXIV) in general.
I'll be searching, but if anyone saw this and interested doing it for me, let me know! Likewise if you know an artist who'd like to do this, feel free to point them to here (or ask me to ask them).
I will gladly to pay ASAP to after sketch, I have Paypal.
I've got Discord to communicate, as well Tumblr if that helps!
Contact Details up-to-date
Posted 10 years agoSo far I have the following apps/programs that you can contact me directly (* being one I use mostly):
Skype: stevekfisher[at]outlook[dot]com
*Telegram: SevenFisher
Steam: SevenFisher
Game services:
XBL, Nintendo ID and Playstation Network: SevenFisher
I own PS3/Vita/PS4, 3DS/Wii U and 360/Xbox One
Social Media:
FaceBook - Ugh no I hate Facebook! Sorry but I really don't go there anymore.
Twitter - SevenFisher
Tumblr - SevenFisher / deafroegadyn
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Just throwing these up to let people know if they wanna to get in touch or something xx
Skype: stevekfisher[at]outlook[dot]com
*Telegram: SevenFisher
Steam: SevenFisher
Game services:
XBL, Nintendo ID and Playstation Network: SevenFisher
I own PS3/Vita/PS4, 3DS/Wii U and 360/Xbox One
Social Media:
FaceBook - Ugh no I hate Facebook! Sorry but I really don't go there anymore.
Twitter - SevenFisher
Tumblr - SevenFisher / deafroegadyn
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Just throwing these up to let people know if they wanna to get in touch or something xx
So many cartoons I want to watch
Posted 10 years agoI want to watch We Bare Bears and Steven Universe and neither are easily available in UK with working subtitles
It sucks being deaf and cartoon fan :c
It sucks being deaf and cartoon fan :c
Well done America
Posted 10 years agoSaw lot of tweets on Twitter, and it honestly made me smile.
Really, well done America! <3
Really, well done America! <3
Update
Posted 10 years agoWhoops, my last entry was on New Years Eve xD
Urm. Not much to say other than Splatoon's good fun. Starting to use FA less and less :c
On bright side I'm on Skype every day yaaay so um yeah if you wanna chat feel free xx
Urm. Not much to say other than Splatoon's good fun. Starting to use FA less and less :c
On bright side I'm on Skype every day yaaay so um yeah if you wanna chat feel free xx
Happy New Year
Posted 10 years agoI know it's day early (or two, depending where you live at) but I'll not be able to access to FA tomorrow, so... Happy new year to you lot! Hope 2014 wasn't too bad for you, and if not, hopefully 2015'll improve things for you! :)
Will be at mate's girlfriend's place to celebrate NYE with others. Or in my case: Play 3DS all day unless I fancy social and people want to talk to me :I
Will be at mate's girlfriend's place to celebrate NYE with others. Or in my case: Play 3DS all day unless I fancy social and people want to talk to me :I
Oops
Posted 11 years agoNoticed I double-posted a journal. Sorry about that!
Also next week's Christmas. Huh, times goes quick.
Currently playing: Bayonetta, Hyrule Warriors, Super Smash Bros for Wii U
Also next week's Christmas. Huh, times goes quick.
Currently playing: Bayonetta, Hyrule Warriors, Super Smash Bros for Wii U
Figured I'd update with anxiety stuff...
Posted 11 years agoAs of 2013 I started to have major panic attack and other things leading, I become very anxious at that year. Not sure If I've posted about it on here already but to cut it short; 2013 was worst year I've had, thankfully my friends understood and didn't ditch me. So that's something - my aunt has anxiety too and pretty much all her friends ditch her, so I was worried it'd be same for me.
But yeah, anxiety wasn't fun. I started out not drinking milk as much because I thought it made me ill... and it's sorely limiting my social life because I'd be too afraid to go out for some reason. It wasn't until much later in 2013 where things got bit better once I was on my own with dogs, as I learned how to cope with anxiety stuff (I used to rely on other people for help... annoying I know) and it got much better later on.
Sadly even onto 2014 I still didn't want go to Glasgow (it's basically where furmeets at) nor drink milk... until last month, actually. I was like fuck it, I'll just have a milk because there's nothing else to drink and I didn't want water and I didn't feel ill at all. Granted, I feel odd but for reasons I will not mention it didn't make me ill as much as in past. Drinking milk again, although not as much as in past. Then I started to attend furmeet in November and... well, what do you know, I get on bus to Glasgow and I didn't feel the fear any more. The funny thing I felt the fear when I was in Ayr (hard to breathe thing) but managed to cool it and now I'm happy to say I managed to overcome the fear :D Now going to Glasgow is no problem to me at all. I still dislike the trip back home though, but hey it's MUCH better than before. Now I've got more reason to get out of house bit more. In fact, yesterday (Friday) I went to Glasgow thinking furmeet's on that day.... only for it to be actually today (Saturday), oops! Normally that would put me off going to Glasgow next day, but it didn't. Glad I bothered to go, had a great time and actually managed to socialise with some people :)
Hopefully next year I'll be seriously looking into volunteering, if I couldn't get job I may as well do something with my free time. I'm not 100% better - yes I keep saying that - but I feel like 2014 has been fantastic year for me and I'm looking forward to what 2015 brings to me.
In other news, aka gaming stuff: Saving up for Xbox One next year, though I'm not really in rush. Do want D4, Sunset Overdrive and couple of others but I want to get Christmas presents out of way first before I can even think about saving... oh and I have those lot to play:
Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix, Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep Final Mix, Pokémon Omega Ruby, Dragon Age Inquisition, Bayonetta 1&2, Hyrule Warriors
and I'm still playing Mario Kart 8, Super Smash Bros for Wii U (and also 3DS, but mainly singleplayer stuff on that) and I'm considering going back to either Persona 3 FES, Persona 4 or Final Fantasy X. And I quite fancy replaying The Sims 4. Hmm. So yeah I'm not really in rush. Maybe I'll get Xbox One before birthday, or after. I do know I want new 3DS though.
But yeah, anxiety wasn't fun. I started out not drinking milk as much because I thought it made me ill... and it's sorely limiting my social life because I'd be too afraid to go out for some reason. It wasn't until much later in 2013 where things got bit better once I was on my own with dogs, as I learned how to cope with anxiety stuff (I used to rely on other people for help... annoying I know) and it got much better later on.
Sadly even onto 2014 I still didn't want go to Glasgow (it's basically where furmeets at) nor drink milk... until last month, actually. I was like fuck it, I'll just have a milk because there's nothing else to drink and I didn't want water and I didn't feel ill at all. Granted, I feel odd but for reasons I will not mention it didn't make me ill as much as in past. Drinking milk again, although not as much as in past. Then I started to attend furmeet in November and... well, what do you know, I get on bus to Glasgow and I didn't feel the fear any more. The funny thing I felt the fear when I was in Ayr (hard to breathe thing) but managed to cool it and now I'm happy to say I managed to overcome the fear :D Now going to Glasgow is no problem to me at all. I still dislike the trip back home though, but hey it's MUCH better than before. Now I've got more reason to get out of house bit more. In fact, yesterday (Friday) I went to Glasgow thinking furmeet's on that day.... only for it to be actually today (Saturday), oops! Normally that would put me off going to Glasgow next day, but it didn't. Glad I bothered to go, had a great time and actually managed to socialise with some people :)
Hopefully next year I'll be seriously looking into volunteering, if I couldn't get job I may as well do something with my free time. I'm not 100% better - yes I keep saying that - but I feel like 2014 has been fantastic year for me and I'm looking forward to what 2015 brings to me.
In other news, aka gaming stuff: Saving up for Xbox One next year, though I'm not really in rush. Do want D4, Sunset Overdrive and couple of others but I want to get Christmas presents out of way first before I can even think about saving... oh and I have those lot to play:
Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix, Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep Final Mix, Pokémon Omega Ruby, Dragon Age Inquisition, Bayonetta 1&2, Hyrule Warriors
and I'm still playing Mario Kart 8, Super Smash Bros for Wii U (and also 3DS, but mainly singleplayer stuff on that) and I'm considering going back to either Persona 3 FES, Persona 4 or Final Fantasy X. And I quite fancy replaying The Sims 4. Hmm. So yeah I'm not really in rush. Maybe I'll get Xbox One before birthday, or after. I do know I want new 3DS though.
New Skype ID
Posted 11 years agoI have new Skype ID, so if people want to chat to me; go ahead and add me :)
stevekfisher[at]outlook.com
Please note I don't do roleplay, but I'm up for chat whenever I'm on it :)
stevekfisher[at]outlook.com
Please note I don't do roleplay, but I'm up for chat whenever I'm on it :)
Videogame meme
Posted 11 years agoGrabbed by Bob, I like videogames, and I don't mind these kind of memes, so let's go!
Favorite video game?
Super Mario 64
First console you owned?
Master System
A game that holds a special place in your heart?
Duck Hunt - I loved this game so much. Probably first game that actually got me competitive with a old friend.
Favorite video game character?
Luigi! And for hotness? Bowser.
Least favorite video game character?
Handsome Jack for [SPOILERS ETC]. Other than that I don't think - OH WAIT. Hope from Final Fantasy XIII. Ugh I hate that guy.
Favorite genre?
Platformers, RPGs and FPS
Video game character you’ve had a crush on?
Zangief was my first, I still have hots for him though.
First video game you remember?
Sonic The Hedgehog (for Mega Drive/Genesis)
Age you started gaming?
I want to say 5? Maybe 6/7, I dunno. I do know I started getting into it properly when I was ten (that's when Nintendo 64 came to my life)
Hardest video game you’ve played?
Jet Force Gemini. Could never collect everything because it was so difficult. My brother managed to do that, and got to last boss... and never beaten him at all. Seriously, that's very difficult game.
Video game you’ve spent the most time on?
Pokémon series.
Most embarrassing gaming moment?
In game: I was playing through Metal Gear Solid 4 on easiest difficulty and because it was so easy I never had any deaths... then I fell into a floor trap but luckily, Snake grabbed the edge.... Sadly I pressed wrong button and Snake let go & that was my first and only death in MGS4 Easiest run.
Outside of game: I punched light switch in anger (Seth on Street Fighter IV basically) and I broke it. I've broken other stuff, but that was worst one :lol:
Scariest video game you’ve played?
I'm fairly sussy but I'd gotta say it might be Resident Evil 3 Nemesis, Amesina or Lone Survivor.
Most memorable gaming moment?
Getting to play Super Mario 64 for very first time.
Video game character you wish you could meet in real life?
Hmm... I dunno. In fantasy wise I'd like to say Bowser, Ganondorf, Donkey Kong or Salavator for personal reasons.. but other than that I've not thought about this.
PC, Xbox, Playstation, or Nintendo?
Nintendo>PC>Xbox=Playstation
Gaming company you’re most loyal to?
Nintendo
If you could only play one video game for the rest of your life, which would you choose?
If you ever curse me to do this, I will punch your face. But other than that... Super Mario 64, I guess.
Do you use strategy guides?
Yup! There's been times I try not to though, and as of puzzle games like Picross & Pullblox I flatout refuse to use them. I'm fine with hints though.
How often do you use cheats?
When I was younger I used them all time. Nowdays I use them after I've beaten the game if I want to muck around.
Competitive or single player?
Singleplayer & co-op, but I like competitve/MP at times.
Video game character you want to/have cosplayed?
I'd like to cosplay as Salavator, but I'd have to earn some muscle... and I'm too lazy.
Ever go to a video game convention?
No, would like to.
Hardest boss fight you’ve been in?
Um, I'm not sure...
Video games you wish you could burn from your memory?
In good way: Super Mario 64. Just so I can experience it as if it was brand new to me. Ugggggu <3
In bad way: Final Fantasy XIII, Sonic The Hedgehog 2006, Bomberman Act Zero... ugh.
Favorite gaming series?
Mario, Pokemon, Borderlands, Fable, Yakuza, Ratchet & Clank, Mario Kart, Super Smash Bros, Half Life, Halo
Do you skip tutorials, or find them useful?
I use them at times. But I hate it when I'm forced to watch them. I'd rather to do stuff on my own, and if I'm genuinely stuck gain access to help. I want to discover stuff.
Best online gaming experience?
Perfect Dark Zero. Despite the game being pretty awful now, I still fondly remember it for being my first ever console online gaming. As of PC wise, Diablo 2: Lord of Destruction... spent so many hours on that.
Worst online gaming experience?
Super Smash Bros Brawl, honestly. I do have good time with friends but it was SERIOUSLY LAGGY AND SHIT.
Why do you game?
It's basically my huge hobby. I love games, I could never stop gaming (other than breaks, of course) and well, they make me happy (apart from rages ofc).
Favorite video game?
Super Mario 64
First console you owned?
Master System
A game that holds a special place in your heart?
Duck Hunt - I loved this game so much. Probably first game that actually got me competitive with a old friend.
Favorite video game character?
Luigi! And for hotness? Bowser.
Least favorite video game character?
Handsome Jack for [SPOILERS ETC]. Other than that I don't think - OH WAIT. Hope from Final Fantasy XIII. Ugh I hate that guy.
Favorite genre?
Platformers, RPGs and FPS
Video game character you’ve had a crush on?
Zangief was my first, I still have hots for him though.
First video game you remember?
Sonic The Hedgehog (for Mega Drive/Genesis)
Age you started gaming?
I want to say 5? Maybe 6/7, I dunno. I do know I started getting into it properly when I was ten (that's when Nintendo 64 came to my life)
Hardest video game you’ve played?
Jet Force Gemini. Could never collect everything because it was so difficult. My brother managed to do that, and got to last boss... and never beaten him at all. Seriously, that's very difficult game.
Video game you’ve spent the most time on?
Pokémon series.
Most embarrassing gaming moment?
In game: I was playing through Metal Gear Solid 4 on easiest difficulty and because it was so easy I never had any deaths... then I fell into a floor trap but luckily, Snake grabbed the edge.... Sadly I pressed wrong button and Snake let go & that was my first and only death in MGS4 Easiest run.
Outside of game: I punched light switch in anger (Seth on Street Fighter IV basically) and I broke it. I've broken other stuff, but that was worst one :lol:
Scariest video game you’ve played?
I'm fairly sussy but I'd gotta say it might be Resident Evil 3 Nemesis, Amesina or Lone Survivor.
Most memorable gaming moment?
Getting to play Super Mario 64 for very first time.
Video game character you wish you could meet in real life?
Hmm... I dunno. In fantasy wise I'd like to say Bowser, Ganondorf, Donkey Kong or Salavator for personal reasons.. but other than that I've not thought about this.
PC, Xbox, Playstation, or Nintendo?
Nintendo>PC>Xbox=Playstation
Gaming company you’re most loyal to?
Nintendo
If you could only play one video game for the rest of your life, which would you choose?
If you ever curse me to do this, I will punch your face. But other than that... Super Mario 64, I guess.
Do you use strategy guides?
Yup! There's been times I try not to though, and as of puzzle games like Picross & Pullblox I flatout refuse to use them. I'm fine with hints though.
How often do you use cheats?
When I was younger I used them all time. Nowdays I use them after I've beaten the game if I want to muck around.
Competitive or single player?
Singleplayer & co-op, but I like competitve/MP at times.
Video game character you want to/have cosplayed?
I'd like to cosplay as Salavator, but I'd have to earn some muscle... and I'm too lazy.
Ever go to a video game convention?
No, would like to.
Hardest boss fight you’ve been in?
Um, I'm not sure...
Video games you wish you could burn from your memory?
In good way: Super Mario 64. Just so I can experience it as if it was brand new to me. Ugggggu <3
In bad way: Final Fantasy XIII, Sonic The Hedgehog 2006, Bomberman Act Zero... ugh.
Favorite gaming series?
Mario, Pokemon, Borderlands, Fable, Yakuza, Ratchet & Clank, Mario Kart, Super Smash Bros, Half Life, Halo
Do you skip tutorials, or find them useful?
I use them at times. But I hate it when I'm forced to watch them. I'd rather to do stuff on my own, and if I'm genuinely stuck gain access to help. I want to discover stuff.
Best online gaming experience?
Perfect Dark Zero. Despite the game being pretty awful now, I still fondly remember it for being my first ever console online gaming. As of PC wise, Diablo 2: Lord of Destruction... spent so many hours on that.
Worst online gaming experience?
Super Smash Bros Brawl, honestly. I do have good time with friends but it was SERIOUSLY LAGGY AND SHIT.
Why do you game?
It's basically my huge hobby. I love games, I could never stop gaming (other than breaks, of course) and well, they make me happy (apart from rages ofc).
No biggie, but:
Posted 11 years agoThink I'm losing reason of calling myself furry these days. To be honest it had a good run but when you don't seem talk about it, nor do roleplay of any sort, and I rarely draw, I just doodle. I just want to talk about other stuff. Do other stuff. I don't really care if you're furry or not - being yourself is all I care about. It's been like this for good few years and I'm not sad about it - of course I'll not stop love some aspects of furry stuff but it's not my main thing now, not that it ever is.
Friends drifting away probably didn't help but that's really my fault if anything - I have hard time talking with people I don't really know, which is ironic considering I love to be social. Guess I'm not like I was in past - add bunch of random people and just chat away. I feel I'm more selective these days, that and MSN is pretty much dead anyway (and I don't like Skype).
SOOOO yeah.
Gaming related: Been playing Final Fantasy XIII-2. Really loving it, which is surprising considering I dislike the original. It has some good points, sure... but holy fuck on corrider world. Booooooooring. in XIII-2 however it lets me do what I want, go and explore for loot or carry on with the story. It's also nice to see cities full of people, it feels more 'alive' than XIII.
Shame I know what happens at the end (thanks EMS @ Threathymth Final Fantasy Curtain Call... which is brilliant game) but meh, I'll live.
Also playing Mario Kart 8 (still), Super Smash Bros 3DS (I suck at it) and I plan to play Lego Marvel & Witcher 2 again, this time on 360. Need to go back to Fantasy Life for 3DS too.
Friends drifting away probably didn't help but that's really my fault if anything - I have hard time talking with people I don't really know, which is ironic considering I love to be social. Guess I'm not like I was in past - add bunch of random people and just chat away. I feel I'm more selective these days, that and MSN is pretty much dead anyway (and I don't like Skype).
SOOOO yeah.
Gaming related: Been playing Final Fantasy XIII-2. Really loving it, which is surprising considering I dislike the original. It has some good points, sure... but holy fuck on corrider world. Booooooooring. in XIII-2 however it lets me do what I want, go and explore for loot or carry on with the story. It's also nice to see cities full of people, it feels more 'alive' than XIII.
Shame I know what happens at the end (thanks EMS @ Threathymth Final Fantasy Curtain Call... which is brilliant game) but meh, I'll live.
Also playing Mario Kart 8 (still), Super Smash Bros 3DS (I suck at it) and I plan to play Lego Marvel & Witcher 2 again, this time on 360. Need to go back to Fantasy Life for 3DS too.
No need to pay attention, just putting it here for safekeep
Posted 11 years ago...ing.
Max
Species: Orc
Gender: Male
Cock Size: Average (6"); Uncut
Age: 34
Description: Green skinned - few shades lighter than dark green - expirement? I might want go for lighter green but will have to see.
He's small than average in height wise, about 5'8"ft and is fairly muscular but also chubby. Red Hair [provide picture of hairstyle - something I need to decide on], has very hairy legs while some on belly (thicker[?] on middle towards crotch - which he has huge pubes as well hairy bum), but other than that not hairy at all. Usually wears (recentage) glasses, and while he gives off 'daddy' image... he isn't serious, instead he gives the feeling of him being someone you feel you can be comfortable with? Maybe gentle guy who knows not take things seriously and just have a good time.
I wanted a orc character I can potentially comission for NSFW art pieces I guess, something like that. Always wanted to do a orc character, but wasn't sure what I wanted. It's too easy to want on something that's fairly common but I thought fuck it, let's have a good laugh thinking one up.
(Yes I like orcs in general.)
Max
Species: Orc
Gender: Male
Cock Size: Average (6"); Uncut
Age: 34
Description: Green skinned - few shades lighter than dark green - expirement? I might want go for lighter green but will have to see.
He's small than average in height wise, about 5'8"ft and is fairly muscular but also chubby. Red Hair [provide picture of hairstyle - something I need to decide on], has very hairy legs while some on belly (thicker[?] on middle towards crotch - which he has huge pubes as well hairy bum), but other than that not hairy at all. Usually wears (recentage) glasses, and while he gives off 'daddy' image... he isn't serious, instead he gives the feeling of him being someone you feel you can be comfortable with? Maybe gentle guy who knows not take things seriously and just have a good time.
I wanted a orc character I can potentially comission for NSFW art pieces I guess, something like that. Always wanted to do a orc character, but wasn't sure what I wanted. It's too easy to want on something that's fairly common but I thought fuck it, let's have a good laugh thinking one up.
(Yes I like orcs in general.)
Pokemon + Mario Kart 8 DLC stuff
Posted 11 years agoSo I'm playing Pokémon X again. Tsk. I guess if you want to trade/battle with me feel free to let me know <3
Oh yeah and Mario Kart 8 getting all this DLC stuff... well, consider me hyped. It's like as if I never got off Mario Kart 8 hypetrain, excellent stuff considering I'm also on Super Smash Bros 3DS Hypetrain... and Wii U one as well :o I've seen Pokémon Tekken thing, I really like the look of it! Just don't know when it'll be available over here though.
I've been trying to get back on AIM but I forgot my ID =| Looks like I might have to make another, but I was hoping I'd avoid that. *sigh*
Oh yeah and Mario Kart 8 getting all this DLC stuff... well, consider me hyped. It's like as if I never got off Mario Kart 8 hypetrain, excellent stuff considering I'm also on Super Smash Bros 3DS Hypetrain... and Wii U one as well :o I've seen Pokémon Tekken thing, I really like the look of it! Just don't know when it'll be available over here though.
I've been trying to get back on AIM but I forgot my ID =| Looks like I might have to make another, but I was hoping I'd avoid that. *sigh*
hurry up 30th may
Posted 11 years agoi want to play mario kart 8 like now ;_;
Been playing Mario Kart Wii loads. Shame Wi-Fi goes down on 20th though, which is shit. Ah well.
Been playing Mario Kart Wii loads. Shame Wi-Fi goes down on 20th though, which is shit. Ah well.
April already (And anxiety update)
Posted 11 years agoWhat the, March went over quick! Still if it means hot days are coming soon then I'm all for it. Anyway I've learned that my anxiety is getting loads better, I was be able to drink without worrying too much. Of course, I do feel "uneasy" but I can still enjoy a pint without freaking out.
I generally feel uneasy most of time which is better really, if it stays this level I'd be okay with it but hopefully it'll improve. I've been doing stuff I wanted to do anyway, so that's some progress! Will help further when I finally finish my bedroom... but been at sisters' lot which doesn't really help. As much as I love my sister it annoys me having to sleep there so often because I don't really have lot of 'freedom'. While I say that I mean trivial things. Like I can't really cook eggs without getting moaned at - and god forbid if I cook something then don't clean straight away as I want to enjoy meal and chill for bit, cause I'll be moaned at doing that even if she does same thing in first place anyway!
Hopefully after weekend's over I'm only needed for 3 days then go home on Wednesday, and then I'll finish re-decorating my room... or at least.... wall scraping. Not long to go, and I'm saving good amount of money for bed but will save more just to make sure. I do plan to buy computer desk after the bed (and wallpapers/paints if needed) so there's that.
The only problems I'd like to try get solved over next time is:
- Be confident when talking. I love to talk, and I want to make more friends. While I'm not hugely awkward person, I still am very shy and anxiety makes it even harder. Getting better though - although new people are still difficult to do.
- Getting a job but then again, I'm not going to be too stressed about it. Honestly finding a job is like finding pin in haystack these days so all I can do is do my best and search at my own pace (Job Centre Plus can fuck off with their "forceful" ways, my way works ta)
- Learn how to drive. No seriously I have provisional licence in 2012 and yet I haven't started lessons why I do this
- Get used to idea of going to Glasgow. Before I don't really like Glasgow but was able to go there anyway without worries. Now I dread idea of going there. This is last thing, and can be optional thing because honestly I don't like Glasgow. It's just for furmeets (which I'd like to attend again) and considering there's possibly of needing to work there.
So yeah something to do over April. My bedroom is main goal, though - hopefully I can get it almost done before May is here.
I guess that's all I want to say... oh yeah I've been using Twitter / Skype again, same screen name (SevenFisher) so if you want to follow/chat, feel free! Will try go on Skype when I'm at sisters'.
Also why nobody even shouts on my frontpage anymore ;_;
I generally feel uneasy most of time which is better really, if it stays this level I'd be okay with it but hopefully it'll improve. I've been doing stuff I wanted to do anyway, so that's some progress! Will help further when I finally finish my bedroom... but been at sisters' lot which doesn't really help. As much as I love my sister it annoys me having to sleep there so often because I don't really have lot of 'freedom'. While I say that I mean trivial things. Like I can't really cook eggs without getting moaned at - and god forbid if I cook something then don't clean straight away as I want to enjoy meal and chill for bit, cause I'll be moaned at doing that even if she does same thing in first place anyway!
Hopefully after weekend's over I'm only needed for 3 days then go home on Wednesday, and then I'll finish re-decorating my room... or at least.... wall scraping. Not long to go, and I'm saving good amount of money for bed but will save more just to make sure. I do plan to buy computer desk after the bed (and wallpapers/paints if needed) so there's that.
The only problems I'd like to try get solved over next time is:
- Be confident when talking. I love to talk, and I want to make more friends. While I'm not hugely awkward person, I still am very shy and anxiety makes it even harder. Getting better though - although new people are still difficult to do.
- Getting a job but then again, I'm not going to be too stressed about it. Honestly finding a job is like finding pin in haystack these days so all I can do is do my best and search at my own pace (Job Centre Plus can fuck off with their "forceful" ways, my way works ta)
- Learn how to drive. No seriously I have provisional licence in 2012 and yet I haven't started lessons why I do this
- Get used to idea of going to Glasgow. Before I don't really like Glasgow but was able to go there anyway without worries. Now I dread idea of going there. This is last thing, and can be optional thing because honestly I don't like Glasgow. It's just for furmeets (which I'd like to attend again) and considering there's possibly of needing to work there.
So yeah something to do over April. My bedroom is main goal, though - hopefully I can get it almost done before May is here.
I guess that's all I want to say... oh yeah I've been using Twitter / Skype again, same screen name (SevenFisher) so if you want to follow/chat, feel free! Will try go on Skype when I'm at sisters'.
Also why nobody even shouts on my frontpage anymore ;_;
April already (And anxiety update)
Posted 11 years agoWhat the, March went over quick! Still if it means hot days are coming soon then I'm all for it. Anyway I've learned that my anxiety is getting loads better, I was be able to drink without worrying too much. Of course, I do feel "uneasy" but I can still enjoy a pint without freaking out.
I generally feel uneasy most of time which is better really, if it stays this level I'd be okay with it but hopefully it'll improve. I've been doing stuff I wanted to do anyway, so that's some progress! Will help further when I finally finish my bedroom... but been at sisters' lot which doesn't really help. As much as I love my sister it annoys me having to sleep there so often because I don't really have lot of 'freedom'. While I say that I mean trivial things. Like I can't really cook eggs without getting moaned at - and god forbid if I cook something then don't clean straight away as I want to enjoy meal and chill for bit, cause I'll be moaned at doing that even if she does same thing in first place anyway!
Hopefully after weekend's over I'm only needed for 3 days then go home on Wednesday, and then I'll finish re-decorating my room... or at least.... wall scraping. Not long to go, and I'm saving good amount of money for bed but will save more just to make sure. I do plan to buy computer desk after the bed (and wallpapers/paints if needed) so there's that.
The only problems I'd like to try get solved over next time is:
- Be confident when talking. I love to talk, and I want to make more friends. While I'm not hugely awkward person, I still am very shy and anxiety makes it even harder. Getting better though - although new people are still difficult to do.
- Getting a job but then again, I'm not going to be too stressed about it. Honestly finding a job is like finding pin in haystack these days so all I can do is do my best and search at my own pace (Job Centre Plus can fuck off with their "forceful" ways, my way works ta)
- Learn how to drive. No seriously I have provisional licence in 2012 and yet I haven't started lessons why I do this
- Get used to idea of going to Glasgow. Before I don't really like Glasgow but was able to go there anyway without worries. Now I dread idea of going there. This is last thing, and can be optional thing because honestly I don't like Glasgow. It's just for furmeets (which I'd like to attend again) and considering there's possibly of needing to work there.
So yeah something to do over April. My bedroom is main goal, though - hopefully I can get it almost done before May is here.
I guess that's all I want to say... oh yeah I've been using Twitter / Skype again, same screen name (SevenFisher) so if you want to follow/chat, feel free! Will try go on Skype when I'm at sisters'.
I generally feel uneasy most of time which is better really, if it stays this level I'd be okay with it but hopefully it'll improve. I've been doing stuff I wanted to do anyway, so that's some progress! Will help further when I finally finish my bedroom... but been at sisters' lot which doesn't really help. As much as I love my sister it annoys me having to sleep there so often because I don't really have lot of 'freedom'. While I say that I mean trivial things. Like I can't really cook eggs without getting moaned at - and god forbid if I cook something then don't clean straight away as I want to enjoy meal and chill for bit, cause I'll be moaned at doing that even if she does same thing in first place anyway!
Hopefully after weekend's over I'm only needed for 3 days then go home on Wednesday, and then I'll finish re-decorating my room... or at least.... wall scraping. Not long to go, and I'm saving good amount of money for bed but will save more just to make sure. I do plan to buy computer desk after the bed (and wallpapers/paints if needed) so there's that.
The only problems I'd like to try get solved over next time is:
- Be confident when talking. I love to talk, and I want to make more friends. While I'm not hugely awkward person, I still am very shy and anxiety makes it even harder. Getting better though - although new people are still difficult to do.
- Getting a job but then again, I'm not going to be too stressed about it. Honestly finding a job is like finding pin in haystack these days so all I can do is do my best and search at my own pace (Job Centre Plus can fuck off with their "forceful" ways, my way works ta)
- Learn how to drive. No seriously I have provisional licence in 2012 and yet I haven't started lessons why I do this
- Get used to idea of going to Glasgow. Before I don't really like Glasgow but was able to go there anyway without worries. Now I dread idea of going there. This is last thing, and can be optional thing because honestly I don't like Glasgow. It's just for furmeets (which I'd like to attend again) and considering there's possibly of needing to work there.
So yeah something to do over April. My bedroom is main goal, though - hopefully I can get it almost done before May is here.
I guess that's all I want to say... oh yeah I've been using Twitter / Skype again, same screen name (SevenFisher) so if you want to follow/chat, feel free! Will try go on Skype when I'm at sisters'.
Anyone with Nintendo Network IDs want to add me?
Posted 11 years agoJust curious, since I fancy more people to add on my friend list on my Wii U. I'll be getting Mario Kart 8 when it comes out in UK and I have Sonic Transformed, Wii Sports Club (Tennis and Bowling at the moment) and... uhhh that's it for games. Most of time I post on Miiverse with my best scores on VC games though. Oh and SM3D World speedruns which I'll be attempting.
Speaking of Super Mario 3D World it's so good. Just beaten it yesterday, but I've still got extra stages to do and I also plan to get better score/times on each level so far over time. Best game I've played that's released in 2013.
Hyped for Mario Kart 8, I liked Mario Kart 7 but didn't like the tracks that much. MK8's ones look even better though, so consider me happy. Not really fussed with Koopa kids though (considering I feel there's too many Koopa characters... 80% of every online race to be full of koopas!) And Super Smash Bros I guess, but that isn't released till... god knows what.
Speaking of Super Mario 3D World it's so good. Just beaten it yesterday, but I've still got extra stages to do and I also plan to get better score/times on each level so far over time. Best game I've played that's released in 2013.
Hyped for Mario Kart 8, I liked Mario Kart 7 but didn't like the tracks that much. MK8's ones look even better though, so consider me happy. Not really fussed with Koopa kids though (considering I feel there's too many Koopa characters... 80% of every online race to be full of koopas!) And Super Smash Bros I guess, but that isn't released till... god knows what.
FYI people with PSVitas
Posted 11 years agoGet Danganronpa Trigger Happy Havoc if you haven't already.
OR YOU WILL BE EXECUTED!
Nah, but it's great. Might be one of strongest games to fit my Game of the Year 2014 so far.
OR YOU WILL BE EXECUTED!
Nah, but it's great. Might be one of strongest games to fit my Game of the Year 2014 so far.
Updates
Posted 11 years agoHey, sorry if I don't seem to post on here much - I just have fuck all to share, honestly. I can talk about games all day but I don't think people are interested in that. :P I don't really do art these days - just doodles and shit. Still, miss most of you at least. Since MSN totally died and I only have Skype/Steam, IM chatting is like out of window as it seems totally dead these days.
At least I guess I can stop by, and check out content/journals and comment if I have anything worthable to say.
So yeah, update time:
Not doing art much anymore, if I draw it's mostly doodle which isn't really worth my time uploading to FA.
My fursona is buffadog again. As much as I like my dragon fursona (and keeping it), I think I like my buffadog fursona better. :P Not it that matters as it's not huge life decision. Can just go back to Dogman or Dragon fursona if I really fancy it.
I've pretty much ditched my Xbox 360 these days due to PS3 having better exclusives and I tend to game on PC more. Wii U and 3DS/Vita also makes 360 laughable. I'll be playing 360 again though once Fable Anniversary comes out. Fable goodness <3~
I still use Skype, although different address. Since it's now "MSN", if you know my MSN address you should be able to add me via that, otherwise it's "sevenfisher@googlemail.com"... I think. Or just use Steam (SevenFisher) since I'm on Steam very often.
And finally, currently playing...
Layton 2 on NDS, Saturday Morning RPG on PC, Sonic Transformed on PC, Tomb Raider on PC, Joyride Jetpack on PSVita and Ys: The Ark of Napishtim on PS2.
I guess that's it. :P
At least I guess I can stop by, and check out content/journals and comment if I have anything worthable to say.
So yeah, update time:
Not doing art much anymore, if I draw it's mostly doodle which isn't really worth my time uploading to FA.
My fursona is buffadog again. As much as I like my dragon fursona (and keeping it), I think I like my buffadog fursona better. :P Not it that matters as it's not huge life decision. Can just go back to Dogman or Dragon fursona if I really fancy it.
I've pretty much ditched my Xbox 360 these days due to PS3 having better exclusives and I tend to game on PC more. Wii U and 3DS/Vita also makes 360 laughable. I'll be playing 360 again though once Fable Anniversary comes out. Fable goodness <3~
I still use Skype, although different address. Since it's now "MSN", if you know my MSN address you should be able to add me via that, otherwise it's "sevenfisher@googlemail.com"... I think. Or just use Steam (SevenFisher) since I'm on Steam very often.
And finally, currently playing...
Layton 2 on NDS, Saturday Morning RPG on PC, Sonic Transformed on PC, Tomb Raider on PC, Joyride Jetpack on PSVita and Ys: The Ark of Napishtim on PS2.
I guess that's it. :P
haha typical furaffinity
Posted 12 years agoDay after I got back on Furaffinity the site becomes read-only, and it lasts about what more than few days...then it's slow as hell right now.
Oh Furaffinity
In meantime I have spare codes for Steam games, let me know. (Assuming I know you and like you.)
Little Inferno
AaaaaAAaaaAAAaaAAAAaAAAAA!!! for the Awesome
Anomaly 2
Hero Academy
Killing Floor
Rising Storm
Oh Furaffinity
In meantime I have spare codes for Steam games, let me know. (Assuming I know you and like you.)
Little Inferno
AaaaaAAaaaAAAaaAAAAaAAAAA!!! for the Awesome
Anomaly 2
Hero Academy
Killing Floor
Rising Storm
Hello!
Posted 12 years agoI know it's been a while since I'm on here, I won't spare a bored details but let's say I'm back living with my mum's at the moment. I now have anxiety issues (although it's not that bad and I'm getting better), got Wii U, I'm uncle again - got another niece (which means my brother has 3 daughters and no sons... ) and most of time I've been sleeping at my sisters' cause I'm needed to babysit my nephew.
No PS4 or Xbox One yet. I would like one but I need to save my wages for important stuff after Christmas presents are done.
Oh and I found my new thing- well it's been around since few years ago but I'm into masks of sorts. Not plastic makes, but rather armoured masks of sorts. Weird I know. I blame Iron Man (<3) and Dishonored. Also I now see myself as part of bear community (Gay wise, not furry) although I'm not outgoing one, it's just small interest - I'm mainly into bears in general anyway...
Mmkay well that's it really. No job still and nothing interesting to report. Feel free to drop a comment/note/whatever if you want to catch up xoxo I'm mostly on Steam but I do have Skype (which is now new version of MSN, I guess.)
No PS4 or Xbox One yet. I would like one but I need to save my wages for important stuff after Christmas presents are done.
Oh and I found my new thing- well it's been around since few years ago but I'm into masks of sorts. Not plastic makes, but rather armoured masks of sorts. Weird I know. I blame Iron Man (<3) and Dishonored. Also I now see myself as part of bear community (Gay wise, not furry) although I'm not outgoing one, it's just small interest - I'm mainly into bears in general anyway...
Mmkay well that's it really. No job still and nothing interesting to report. Feel free to drop a comment/note/whatever if you want to catch up xoxo I'm mostly on Steam but I do have Skype (which is now new version of MSN, I guess.)
2012 Summary
Posted 12 years ago2012 is pretty boring year for me, to be honest. There's nothing bad thankfully, but it also lacks good moments. Other than my brother getting married... that's it.
Even on games front it has been pretty boring. Sure, I have Vita as well 3DS which I love to bits but 360&PS3 front has been...lacking and I've find myself disappointed with many of games I was looking forward to, especially Mass Effect 3. I still like it, just nowhere much as I thought I would.
Still, the gaming is still considered great due to having enough of games for me to enjoy at least, and there's Wii U which I plan to pick up next year.
I'm just looking forward to 2013 where - hopefully - I can finalise some things for my flat so I can finally (partially) move there. Really looking forward to it, hopefully means socialising more than before, as well score myself some more stuff to do when I'm bored with games & internet.
so in short: 2012 - Okay year, nothing bad but nothing special either. I'm not asking for another year that matches 2009 & 2010; I'm asking for more memorable stuff in next year. =P Will need wait and see.
Other than that, hope everyone'll have a great Happy New Year Eve/Day :)
Even on games front it has been pretty boring. Sure, I have Vita as well 3DS which I love to bits but 360&PS3 front has been...lacking and I've find myself disappointed with many of games I was looking forward to, especially Mass Effect 3. I still like it, just nowhere much as I thought I would.
Still, the gaming is still considered great due to having enough of games for me to enjoy at least, and there's Wii U which I plan to pick up next year.
I'm just looking forward to 2013 where - hopefully - I can finalise some things for my flat so I can finally (partially) move there. Really looking forward to it, hopefully means socialising more than before, as well score myself some more stuff to do when I'm bored with games & internet.
so in short: 2012 - Okay year, nothing bad but nothing special either. I'm not asking for another year that matches 2009 & 2010; I'm asking for more memorable stuff in next year. =P Will need wait and see.
Other than that, hope everyone'll have a great Happy New Year Eve/Day :)
Got my own place
Posted 13 years agoHell yeah :D
...Not sleeping at my flat though, due to lack of gas and uh, decorations. xD Hopefully can sort this out by next week though!
I know I don't use FA much but I had to share information here. Whoever's still reading my journals, anyway...
...Not sleeping at my flat though, due to lack of gas and uh, decorations. xD Hopefully can sort this out by next week though!
I know I don't use FA much but I had to share information here. Whoever's still reading my journals, anyway...
Batman / Weekend / other stuff
Posted 13 years agoLast four days has been busy....and tired. I'm so tired. D:
I did manage to watch new Batman film though, which is cool. My brother got married and I'm one of best man (I also have to give rings to priest haha) then after-wedding party which is great too.
But I'm also really tired. I only have like 4-5 hrs of sleep each day until today which I pretty much got long-ass nap.
Still, cool busy peroid. Beats weeks of doing nothing except Pokémon (which I've spent over 70hrs on it this week already on Black...)
I did manage to watch new Batman film though, which is cool. My brother got married and I'm one of best man (I also have to give rings to priest haha) then after-wedding party which is great too.
But I'm also really tired. I only have like 4-5 hrs of sleep each day until today which I pretty much got long-ass nap.
Still, cool busy peroid. Beats weeks of doing nothing except Pokémon (which I've spent over 70hrs on it this week already on Black...)