So, some of you may know I'm on my final weeks of work at my current job, as I'm finally leaving the place due to the number of issues built up, and mistreatment of the staff there. So, what better way to spend some of the time for the last weeks then ill amirite? :<

Yeah, I've been ill way too many times this year its starting to bother me. Obviously I hope its not gunna be anything long term, but may need to start seeking professional help regarding it, doesn't seem right really :/

So, work may still be one of the biggest pains I have to deal with, I'm finally running a decent mobile and great data amount for it :D Skype, FA, Twitter whilst at work :D ever want to get ahold of me, just add me on Skype for a chat, I'll happily talk x3

So, work may still be one of the biggest pains I have to deal with, I'm finally running a decent mobile and great data amount for it :D Skype, FA, Twitter whilst at work :D ever want to get ahold of me, just add me on Skype for a chat, I'll happily talk x3

So, been pretty unresponsive on here for a little bit, appologies for that ^^; I normally like to give a kinda personal thanks to all new watchers, but haven't been able to :< But to those I haven't, I appreciate it ^w^

Anyhow, been going through a fair bit recently, with work reopening into immediate 50 hour weeks :/ I guess it'll cover the missed pay whilst we were closed, but it still sucks. Also, as you may have noticed, I started artsing a little bit. I'm not really good at the moment, but it'll take time. However, that also has slowed down due to confidence and motivation issues from a week or so ago.

Gaming, I picked up Dawngate with the pushing of , and well, I'm high Plat in the top 2k players worldwide :o I accomplished something! :D And I finally got granted my Heroes of the Storm Alpha access, so gunna be getting content of that x3


Sorry again for being quiet, and for this being short and a little rushed, work calls :<

Called out by  Teran~ to keep this going, so let's do et x3

Throw a comment down below, and I'll...:

1. Tell you what animal/creature you remind me of.
2. Tell you what color I think fits you.
3. Tell you how I feel about you.
4. Insult you.
5. Tell you my favorite OC of yours. (If you only have one, I'll tell you my fav thing about him/her)
6. Tell you what season you remind me of.
7. Tell you what food you smell like in my head.
8. Think of a random nickname for you.
9. Tell you what element you remind me of.
10. Tag you to do this list yourself! You gotta really xP

Did one a few weeks ago, but decided I may as well throw out another x3 Last time I didn't get many, BUT HEY, maybe it'll be different this time x3 And if you feel uncomfortable asking here, you can always just PM me, and I'll answer it under anonymous xP

Heh, so a while ago a work colleague suggested to me to try and look into a new field of work, to which I was actually really interested with the idea, and to be honest, really excited about. However, following it through now, I'm left feeling really worried, nervous and unqualified for it due to my lack of training, and employment in the field, which would ultimately make me a low candidate choice, no matter how good I may be at it (Which, I really don't think I am T_T)

What field of work would this be? Well.... Voice acting ^^; I'd love some advice or similar really, just so I know if I'd be wasting people's time or not really

I keep seeing people doing these, and, well, I'm pretty bad at asking questions. On top of that, I'm normally bad at giving answers to alkward questions, so let's see who can get the best one outta me, eh? x3 Feel free to ask me anything, no matter how personal, alkward, or silly you may think of x3 The response may be a little bit slow, but I'll try my best to answer it ASAP ^w^

And hey, don't feel like you're limited to just one question, if you got a few, fire away!

So, as most of you may not actually know, I've been Bi-curious for..... quite a large number of years, before I even discovered FA's existence. From what I feel and have, well, experienced, I'd like to be able to call myself actually Bi, however, it leads me to my biggest concern really: what if that's not the case in an actual physical environment? What if I'm comfortable with it only because it's not happening? I don't know really, and it's been kinda giving me a few issues, sometimes sleepless nights I guess.

What I'm basically getting at here is, how would I actually learn/figure out if I am or not, or if I'm actually all the way? Like, I mean, besides the obvious, how would I? Is there something I'm missing or don't understand? Am I just over-thinking all of this? I don't really know, but if anyone out there does, I'd really appreciate some kind of point in the right direction I guess.

It's that time of year, and I imagine most of you are excited for this day, whether it be spending it with family, friends, regardless, I wish you all a merry Christmas, and when it comes, A happy new year! :D

Woo! now it won't feel weird being one of the senior members of staff, whist being the youngest! :D

..... I feel old now... T_T

So, in celebration, livestreaming a few games to enjoy the day. Feel free to come along, maybe even join in! :D

Bleh, yeah.... felt fine most of the day. Then just under 2 hours until shift end, and I start feeling odd. 15 mins later, I'm in the toilet sick T_T

What makes it feel worse for me is tomorrow's a day off anyway, so I'll be having my day off in bed sick. Always happens just before or on my days off T_T

Basically, I finally started up a channel on Youtube, and have begun uploading content onto it. It's mostly just League of Legends related stuff, but I'm planning on expanding the content when able to, as I've placed my first World of Warcraft related piece there too. Any support or tips on what I could do regarding this would be much appreciated :3

My channel is Silidirian : http://www.youtube.com/user/Silidirian

Even if you just give it a look, It'd be appreciated :3

So, I've recently signed up to take part in this years "Movember" as it's call. Basically, quick rundown for those who aren't aware, this requires the participant to go the entire month without shaving off a moustache. Whilst you do this, you attempt to get people to sponser you, or to make donations to your "Mo Space" page.

The whole purpose of this is to raise money for charity (Movemeber usually is directed towards "Men's Health"), so it's all for a good cause. Unfortunately for me, I kinda got a bit of a head start, and the damned thing itches already. That, and I can't imagine work to be the happiest people about me doing this. This may be a long month...

Though yeah, not outright asking for support, but if you feel prompted to make a donation to my "Mo Space" (http://mobro.co/BeastFromTheEast), or even a friend's that you weren't originally aware were doing this, then by all means, go ahead. May or may not give updates. Depends on if anyone nags me or now ;)

Epic event today. Me and my mates at the Excel Center, enjoying the awesomeness that's there. Look forward to the one in May and then next year :D However not looking too much forward to the double shift at work I got tomorrow D:

Went in for a trial shift today, hoping for the best as you'd do I suppose. So, the day went well enough, made a few mistakes here and there unsurprisingly, and get told at the end of the shift that they'd call me between 24-48 hours time to let me know if I got the job or not. Not much more I could do, so get back on the bus, and head home.

Get back home, start up a short gaming session, and get a phone call from an unknown number. The guy on the other end of the phone lets me know it's one of the shift managers, and asks me if I'm comfortable coming in on Thursday 5:00 for another shift. Before offering me the job. Between 24-48 hours my ass, at least give me time to relax!

Still, feeling brilliant. And who was it that said finding a job in today's economic climate was hard?

Well, as you guessed, I'm back, and what a way to return. I guess it'll happen from time to time, but trust it to be my return home that causes FA to go down ¬_¬

Anyhow, yeah. I'm back :3

It's probably really late in the summer to be going abroad.... But I'm doin' it anyway! Yeah, I've taken a break from the usual to go to Guernsey with family, and will be mostly away for the time being. I'll still be contactable, as the hotel has free WiFi access (Hell yeah!), and i brought my laptop for music.

So yeah, if you need me, just drop a message/shout, and I'll get back to you ASAP

As of recently, I've begun an attempt to make it out of the 1200 elo bracket, however have had a few issues with the Solo Que teams. Due to this, I've started looking for a Duo Partner for ranked. Any suggestions or requests etc would be greatly apreciated. The Summoner name you're looking is Silidirian.

Alternatively, any suggestions of how to get out of elo hell effectively would be greatly apreciated too.