i have completely forgotten about fA

...what is my problem

just recently, life has been pretty freaking great <3 :
- gonna get a new camera for christmasss~ (and quite possibly a new laptop, 'cause this old one is on the verge of death)
(anddd I should've posted a journal sooner, but ohhh well xD)
- I'm finally bringing my math grade back up in school ~
- I've finally found a guy who isn't a scaredy-cat in a relationship & likes me for who I am <333
- I finally use my phone (no one EVAR texted me.. like EVARRR)
- winter break is approaching
anddddd I've been improving muh art skills C:
ALSO..
I'mma trrryyy to upload moar arts n stuff~ I've been a lazy potato recently, lolololol

:c yes, it's true.
/downloaded Molten WoW yesterday because I'm too lazy to play real moneys for WoW
and HOLYCRAP
already got to level 30 IN ONE NIGHT. o:

ONE MORE THING.
"Deathwingx12 is Full
Position in queue: 746
Estimated time: 90 minutes"

FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
/nerd-cry in corner

very much so.
I've given up on my Panda fursuit. I'm changing her to a fox and then remaking her fursuit head so she'll look like a fox.

..so I sculpted the mask of fox Panda and the entire thingie that the sculpt sits on in the oven magically flipped over, the mask broke, and now it looks crooked.
the FIRST time I actually make something that looks good, something goes terribly wrong .
FML .

and to top it off, my camera is broken.

so... I decide I want to take photos today
& I ask my mom for my camera because she used it last

..she broke my friggin camera.
seriously mom. seriously?
way to knock my camera into the floor and break the screen :I
YOU KNOW I LOVE MY CAMERA LIKE A MOTHER WOULD LOVE A BABY

..just...

FFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUU !!!!
I want to crawl into a corner. a dark corner.
u___u

hecccckkkkz yeah ; o ;
got the fur for my Panda fursuit today <3
lime green fur, lime green minky fur, black minky fur, and hot pink fur >;D hehehe
I have a feeling that I'm gonna be real busy these next few days c':

..baking a cake.
c:

jus' sayin'

HIGH SCHOOL BAND OF THE WEEK, pshhyeaaah <3
out of around 20 or so bands, I think?
And here I was thinking our performance wasn't that great xDDD

Wow, just..... wow. ; u ;

/nerd moment over

yeahh.
first day of school was terrible. ):
in my first two blocks I have no friends whatsoever.
third block I have 2 friends.
fourth block is band.. so it doesn't count, trolololol.
seriously, I wanted to burst into tears because I felt so lonely today.
YAY FOR HIDING FEELINGS.
also, I didn't even get ANY of the classes I wanted.
our school is CRAP .
"HURRR, LET'S GIVE ART CLASS TO THE PEOPLE WHO HATE IT AND DON'T DRAW AT ALL !"
I mean, seriously? Give ART CLASS to the ARTISTS or the kids who want it, kthnx. >:I

anddd now I am home~
I walk to my laptop to find a box of pocky.
I almost exploded. of happiness.
I really love my mom, she knows me too well.
xD

But, I knew I should've got my mom to switch me to a different school. :/

on a sidenote, OMG .
My mom bought me RAINBOW SHOELACES <3
squeeeee<3
idk which shoes to put them onnn <3
probably my grey converse.. but FFFFFF<333

.. wellllll, atleast a feel a little bit happier now. derp.
:c

I hate that mood where you totally want to draw.. but have no inspiration whatsoever. :I
-totally happening right now :'U-

Anyway, this red velvet cake is great.
It's so delicious and moist.
/portal reference ftw.

...ANYWHO, I'm going to be drawin' a giant pic of my friends fursonas, or just my friends as furries :U
I need one more person for a grand total of 20 people in the pic C: lololol
anyone want to be in the pic?
first come, first serve~ please post a ref of your 'sona or a good description / etc. :P

closed <33 C:
picture in progress <3
(wow, drawing 20 characters and digitally coloring them LIKE A BOSS)

So.. I start school in about 5 days.
Not looking forward to the mass majority of the people in my class that hate me for no reason, not looking forward to the drama, not looking forward to the classes, not looking forward to the kids who try to start crap, not looking forward to the crappy lunch food, nor am I looking forward to the people the annoy the life outta me.

I guess I am looking forward to seeing some of my friends. :/

blaaah. ):
why did summer break have to go by so fast ? u__u
/sulk

so excited...!
getting the fur for my partial fursuit tomorrow !
-crazy dance-

ahhh!!! <33

in other news.. c:
..expect more WIP pictures of my fursuit XD bahaha

...I need something to do D;
any suggestions for things to do while waiting for fur / foam to be shipped? c:


/way to lazy to draw ; u ;

I just realized... I really, realllyyy wanna make a fursuit. :c
-needs a job lolololol-