I'm still alive guys! Sorry that I haven't been around.

I've been really busy with work, with my new volunteer job as a firefighter as well.

Yep, I joined the volunteer fire company in my town, and I'm actually really enjoying it.

I'm looking to commission some art of two characters. Was wondering if people could point me in the right direction. I have two people in mind, but looking at others.

They are human characters

new year...

i just want to be able to find the happiness i know that is out there.

i want to be able to know i'm loved without having to run away from other things.

i've been in just a piss poor mood lately that i can't do a whole lot to make myself happy anymore...

especially after watching friend after friend, family member after family member find their happiness, and here i am going 'what am i doing wrong?'

I know people will say 'look better on yourself. don't think so down of yourself' but it started after my family started to question why i left my ex.... they couldn't respect my life...

Looking for a new ref sheet artist for my character so I can't get her a new sheet with her new name.

I finally got my partial suit I bought off someone.

It was done/remade by fleeting fennec and I love her to bits. When I get picture that are better I'll post them

Just looking at new makers.

Trying to find one that isn't horrible pricing.

But good quality

Any ideas?

I am looking at fleeting fennec since I now own a partial from them

So once anda while i'm going to stream drawing on twitch. I may open commissions at some point. but i am not sure what i'm going to do about that.

I also am now single. I was with someone for a little while. But things went south. So yay, another holiday where i'm like 'wtf did I do?'

I could see the writing on the wall.

I should of listened to the people around me.

Or maybe I shouldn't have... I don't even know

All I know is I'm alone...

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I need a new ref.
like a cute one, where it has outfits
and his likes and dislikes

but idon't wanna spend a whole big ass amount of money on it. like over a 100 dollars

.... like someone I am close too... that I made emotes for.... is having someone else alter them... without even asking ,e first

Yes I'm looking to commission someone. Just looking for ideas of who to commission

I was not accepted into the suit maker I originally wanted.

So I'm still looking for suit makers.

Does anyone have any suggestions?

I already got one idea

I really need to get a ref sheet of Kennidy done. They are gonna be what I feel lately. So ftm. I just don't think I could draw a proper ref sheet

I was working on a new badge for lyka, and while I was lining it, my hands got so shakey that I fucked it right up.

Does anyone have any tips for that?

I've been trying to sell art for like a month.... But no one wants them

What would people want to see? Please let me know

I've been waiting to See If I got in the commission of the fursuit I want.

But argh, it is taking soo long.(not really I'm impatient]

Today, to help a little with my gender feelings, I used one of my sport bras to kind of help me feel more... like me.

It felt good, to not look down all the time and be like wtf right now.

I'm still confused on myself, but it will take time I think. Just need to keep talking about it

I dunno... maybe I'm feeling more trans than I have ever before. I use to just be genderfluid. Then I went to conform to what my parents like. And just identify as female. But now I'm just all... I dunno. I'm feeling more and more like a guy lately and I don't know who I can talk to about this.... help

I need to make 3400 dollars to get my fursuit that I want. I have 365 of it right now.

I am opening up all commissions that I can get. I got a commission sheet already set up

I am also doing badge commissions for 10 dollars for half bodies. and 15 for full bodies. Plus another 2 dollars for complex characters.

Help me get to this goal

And not my little one. But the older one.

He's got either an eye infection going on, or got bit by something. And my cousin came to check on him. And he hates her, so he now hates me because I held him while she checked him out.

I just want to make sure my older cat is okay...

I would love to go to mff but I don't have anyone that would go with me, or a room. Would anyone have an open spot if I was able to go?

I'm ready to start contacting people about getting lyka made as a fursuit.

I wanna get her done by but I don't know when they will be open again.

So does anyone kno2 of someone 2ho is open that I could talk to?

This is her ref sheet

here

When you can't remember the email you made an account under on here....man how do you fix that?