Lied to. Talked down to. I want a new start. But I have 2 amazing kids so I can't ever really restart. It's always going to be there as a reminder of what my first love did to me. Someone help me and save me. I'm so hurt and sad and so alone right now. I have family to help with kids. But my heart and soul hurt. And no one can fix those x.x

Anyone care to join my pity party.
*crawls in a deep dark hole*

She has her own youtube channel now...

they grow up so fast...

XD

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gPkA2WQr6xo

Both were sick. Both are better now. Foxes have some crazy food aggression. It wasn't mentioned in all the posts I read for those two years of research before buying -.- But there sure are a shit ton of posts about ppl having trouble with it when you look it up. Sora keeps tearing up my hand every time. Fae isn't as bad so I'm trying to work on curbing hers at least. She's amazing though if food isn't involved XD acts like a puppy gets excited when I walk over to see her. Snuggles into my neck when I hold her. Doesn't bite or growl or snip. But the food man. Makes em all crazy XD i am super worried about Sora he's not at all like Fae. I can't even put my hand in. We are trying two different ways of handling but nothing is curbing his behavior. We don't know if something happened at the breeder to make him this way. Because even though many kits were available the breeder seemed to really push for this specific one for some reason.

Also Fae is too smart for me. She's gotten Out of her pen twice now XD luckily she still walks up to me when I call her~ otherwise I'm sure she could find a nice hole to hide in forever

The breeder hadn't trimmed their nails sooo we are covered in little scratches since little bugger likes to climb. But within 30 min of the car ride home she settled down and started napping on and off. She tried to play bite me maybe 5 times over the 3 hours and I would say no and she would startle a bit and leave me alone. She would bury her nose into the crook of my arm and snuggle into me after a bit ^.^ put a harness on her at one stop maybe 15 min into the car ride and she didn't even mind it one bit so I left it on her to get used to for the whole trip. I had read a tip online to wear the harness and leash around me so that my scent would be on it and not the stores and it seems to have worked! Let's see...you know that thing dogs do when they sleep and they start dreaming and kicking their legs? She does that too XD Got home a little while ago and she immediately went poop in the litter box I set up in her pen. Yay! Then I went bathroom came back and she had peed on the floor of it x.x boohoo lol so it won't be as instant as I hoped upon seeing her go number 2 right away lol. Overall it's been amazing so far! Can't wait to see what comes next!

Leaving within the next 30min to head out to Auburn Indiana and pick out and bring home my baby pearl cross fox! Will take about 3 hours to get there. ^.^ will post pics!

Is only a daaayyyy aaaa waaayyyy!
Or so they say.
Really it's like 12,000 lightyear from now.
-.-
But yessss
Tomorrow.
BABY FOX
<3

Fae
rika
Kairi

Hype is so real. 10 days. I get to pick out and bring home my fuzz butt. Thye just uploaded pics today and hnnnng. The need for the 10th to be here is real. 2 years of wanting a fox baby and looking into it and bam! Almost here. I want to thank my most amazing Soulmate He is buying it for me and he has helped with every step of the process! I cannot thank him enough for thissss!!! Love you babe!!!!!!

People making adopts based highly on others designs.
People bad mouthing artists in their submission upload. Both Paid and free art.

*party cannons initiated* So yes indeedy today is mah birthday! Super excited and happy. There's been a fair amount of stress and stuff lately with my huge move from Florida to michigan. Not everything has been smooth and we still have new issues popping up daily. But it's okay I suppose! Lemme just say I got an awesome call yesterday and May 14th cannot get here soon enough <3 Mah baby fox has been born and should be ready for pick up that day! After monthhhhs of planning and waiting. After many years of wanting one. It is sooo close to happening!! I would really appreciate yall watching my two other accounts! My character account  nyx. and my adopt selling/art by me account  nyx.art ! Thanks for reading and have a magical day!

I moved from Florida to Michigan. Thinking things would be better and that they would change. I was wrong as usual. Now I am either stuck here with my two kids. Or admit my family was right and ask them for help to move back in with them. And I feel bad asking them for help cuz they don't have alot of money to spare. I just can't believe I did this to myself. I knew this move would fuck me over. But I drowned out that nagging feeling to give this a shot. I'm such a fucking fool. What was I thinking? I can't even remember now.

Open Broadcaster
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Mishira
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If you can please donate! This poor doggy has a broken jaw! x.x
Owners journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7488739/
GoFundMe https://www.gofundme.com/13zghc

http://imgur.com/gallery/FT22P3z

all the cute

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7386499/
tell them i referred you plzz

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Seriously good stuff happening over here~
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7342914/

How do people do this? XD
Bleach makes my hair yellow x.x so I don't know how they get to white

I wanted to make a new live email account . I already have one but it's really long lol. So I got to make my new one and live isn't an option anymore?? So I need to find a decent one XD i like short. So help me out please?

I know of

Hotmail
Gmail
AOL (I hate aol now XD)
Outlook
Yahoo

Go here for more info!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7277210/
Little-noko was the designer of Skye and many other characters I had! Their work is always above expectations and done in a timely manner <3