You swallow them whole and wish for the best,
my emotional turmoil , just as it finally settled in me
My pc broke completely gonna have to get a new one and pray data on the disk is transferable n shit,
yesterday was a shit show tho i arrived early home bc i was feeling ill slept half the day, got ill then my pc died smth with the battery and if my lifes luck says anything motherboard as a good friend suggested.
at least, im just a bit better today pc still broke plans to get a new one are slowly rolling uh thats about all

Worth to mention a lone word document (in this case pdf) ( for my grey vali char (completely unfinished btw that it was still a wip when my pc died) is now sitting around until i get this shit fixed as im mentally too focused on „restoring the calmer times of my life“

I had a pretty bad falling out with a really good friend, ended up cutting the friendship, i dont want to reveal more then that.

to the three people reading my profile shits im going on a Hiatus until this calamity level inner turmoil wanes

so no new art and a cold stop on everything i was doing (ignoring the fact that my shit motivation was already stopping me from doing anything)

take care