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Posted 10 years agoso here's some music i guess...
i'm tired of writing down feelings...if no one seems to care to reach out...i'm drowning...
anyways..
here's this;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGYh90Nsq4c
i'm tired of writing down feelings...if no one seems to care to reach out...i'm drowning...
anyways..
here's this;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGYh90Nsq4c
Going threw some shit...
Posted 10 years agoso ...it's been a while since my last boyfriend and i had broken up... almost 3/4 months now... but things at home haven't gotten any better... and i'm not sure what i should do anymore... i can't focus on studying for my GED or studying for my Driver's license ...
I thought by re-directing my attention to something more important i'd get over him... but i can't seem to do so...(side note: he & i have been trying to be friends,for now..) ... -sighs- ... i have no idea...what else to do...but sit here in my room and mope, like a teenager in high school...
I barely draw anymore...i just don't have the time nor the patience to do so... and when i do draw it's some half- ass pile of crap...
Now i have friends who are talking about suicide...i'm trying my hardest trying not to lose my mind...when i was in middle school, thinking back , I never thought my life would be like this... i used to have big dreams... now here i sit, 21, losing friends, sitting at home on Friday nights...feeling so lost & lonely in this huge world... i feel like i'm drowning...and you'd think when your drowning, someone would notice at some point and try and help... but everyone is so caught up in their lives ... that here i am again trying to figure out how to get myself out of this mess...
My re-built elbow hasn't been helping me either...painful, painful ...PAINFUL piece of shit... thankful i still have an arm... regardless...i didn't think 9 months later... i'd have sharp painful pinches internally ....in my elbow... ugh.... *face desk* ...i would ask the universe on how my life could get any worse... but i don't feel like challenging the universe... anymore..
i thought my life was looking up after the accident , but alas.. i was lied too... my life's just one big joke i guess... not only do i have friends trying to kill themselves my family is falling apart, and i cannot be happy with the one i love....and siting here on a friday night all i want to do is rip my arm off... =_=; ...due to the excruciating pain it has been putting me threw all day long... -sighs-..
just needed to vent somewhere... anywhere...i honestly have no where else to turn to anymore...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhdNa3iy5rw
I thought by re-directing my attention to something more important i'd get over him... but i can't seem to do so...(side note: he & i have been trying to be friends,for now..) ... -sighs- ... i have no idea...what else to do...but sit here in my room and mope, like a teenager in high school...
I barely draw anymore...i just don't have the time nor the patience to do so... and when i do draw it's some half- ass pile of crap...
Now i have friends who are talking about suicide...i'm trying my hardest trying not to lose my mind...when i was in middle school, thinking back , I never thought my life would be like this... i used to have big dreams... now here i sit, 21, losing friends, sitting at home on Friday nights...feeling so lost & lonely in this huge world... i feel like i'm drowning...and you'd think when your drowning, someone would notice at some point and try and help... but everyone is so caught up in their lives ... that here i am again trying to figure out how to get myself out of this mess...
My re-built elbow hasn't been helping me either...painful, painful ...PAINFUL piece of shit... thankful i still have an arm... regardless...i didn't think 9 months later... i'd have sharp painful pinches internally ....in my elbow... ugh.... *face desk* ...i would ask the universe on how my life could get any worse... but i don't feel like challenging the universe... anymore..
i thought my life was looking up after the accident , but alas.. i was lied too... my life's just one big joke i guess... not only do i have friends trying to kill themselves my family is falling apart, and i cannot be happy with the one i love....and siting here on a friday night all i want to do is rip my arm off... =_=; ...due to the excruciating pain it has been putting me threw all day long... -sighs-..
just needed to vent somewhere... anywhere...i honestly have no where else to turn to anymore...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhdNa3iy5rw
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Posted 10 years agoSkype: skylarIDEK
in search of some free art
Posted 10 years agoI'm in need of someone who is willing to an art trade...
my boyfriend and i have been dating for 9 months now , and i'd really love for someone to do an intimate picture of our two fursonas T^T
(preferably a digital one)
...i could do it...but im currently missing my drawing tablet D<
(( but it also wouldn't be as pretty and as detailed x.x)(i suck at digital junk)
so if anyone could please help, it be much appreciated...i don't have enough money to currently pay anyone D< T^T
*wags tail* please help. *whimpers*in search of:
Posted 10 years agofriends ;3;
who dont party ...who dont regularly do drugs...or drink on a daily basis...(who are not alcoholics T^T)
...im 21 ...and i dont do any of these things...well, i socially drink.
but im in need of some decent friends...
who dont party ...who dont regularly do drugs...or drink on a daily basis...(who are not alcoholics T^T)
...im 21 ...and i dont do any of these things...well, i socially drink.
but im in need of some decent friends...
follow me on ask.fm
Posted 11 years agoskype?
Posted 11 years agodoes any of you have skype?
cause im in the mood to chat with someone...
if anyone does, please add me if you'd like..
skylarIDEK
cause im in the mood to chat with someone...
if anyone does, please add me if you'd like..
skylarIDEK
im in need of ID icon ;3;
Posted 11 years ago....is anyone willing to do a free ID icon for me?
i would appreciate it <3
....i dont mind which of my fursonas you would use, i'd would love to have some art one of one of them <3
i would appreciate it <3
....i dont mind which of my fursonas you would use, i'd would love to have some art one of one of them <3
something random ..
Posted 11 years agoi dont exactly dont know what to say... because im still new to this site...
so im sorry that i have not uploaded any art of mine...
...once i learn how too, im sure ill upload a shit ton...but its hard for me to stick to one fursona of mine...since after a while i have a hard time drawing them, so i just create new ones and abandon my older ones i seem to not be able to draw anymore...but i have more than one fursona now T^T...
so im sorry that i have not uploaded any art of mine...
...once i learn how too, im sure ill upload a shit ton...but its hard for me to stick to one fursona of mine...since after a while i have a hard time drawing them, so i just create new ones and abandon my older ones i seem to not be able to draw anymore...but i have more than one fursona now T^T...
