Finally got a job! I’m working as an activity assistant at an assisted living facility. :) I mostly work in memory care and it’s been a blast!

Just as a reminder I am still open for commissions. My first paycheck comes this Friday and I’d greatly appreciate any commissions.

Hey everyone!

Things are going decently well these days. Been plugging away at art and I am planning on posting some new art today. I got a new iPad Air and it’s much easier to draw/animate on there. Still trying to find a job which has been a struggle, but I hope everyone is doing well.

With that being said, I am open for commissions again. Prices can be found here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59784226/

I’m sorry for leaving so suddenly. It was necessary at the time but I’m ready to be back.

I know it’s the 500th time this has happened - I am distancing myself from the agere/dreaming fandom for the foreseeable future.

I had a really bad meltdown yesterday over not being able to wear diapers bc I haven’t been doing the tasks that I need to do. I was literally tantrumming from 8-11 when I fell asleep. I suck and until I grow up I’m going to continue to be a bad, impulsive shit head. I’m no longer pursuing diapers as long as this relationship is going and if that’s a problem it is what it is.

Things are looking up. Had a long convo with my GF and she is finally willing to let me age regress/wear diapers/etc. She said she’d even buy the diapers from her own pocket.

I feel really happy. Like a huge weight has been lifted from my chest. She apologized and we hugged it out. It was genuine.

There’s been a lot of misunderstanding on both our ends. GF admits that she was wrong for withholding it from me for so long. We are a team and we’ve been in each others lives for longer than we’ve not known each other. Like she literally predates my FA anniversary as far as being friends goes.

I don’t want to hurt her. She doesn’t want to hurt me. We are going to get through this.

Hope all of you are doing well!! I want to share a song that I enjoy plus an update on my mental health.



This song always makes me feel like crying but in a good way!! I stumbled across it in my senior year of high school and finally got the lyrics all translated today.

Here are the English lyrics for anyone curious:

"Congratulations on turning a new year
with joy we sing to you today
so never lack illusions in your life because the future has a place for you

Congratulations, congratulations
That your heart always laughs
Congratulations, congratulations
For many years health and love

Congratulations because we all love you, and in this song we give you our love

Always remember that life is the most beautiful thing and you have to take care of it, not stain it with resentment

Congratulations, congratulations
That your heart always laughs
Congratulations, congratulations
For many years health and love"

I think it's a cover of a song by a different Mexican children's artist from back in the day (El Duende Bubulín iirc) but I like this version by María Elena best. <3 The way they play the instruments strike more of a chord in this version for me. Like there's an undertone of sadness/melancholy bc growing up can be a struggle to do, and watching kids become older when you're raising them can make one feel that way sure, but there's this like... sparkle of "let's see what fun the future holds!" which I can appreciate.

Also, the lyrics that say "Recuerda siempre que la vida es lo mas bello y hay que cuidarla no mancharla con renco" (English: "Always remember that life is the most beautiful thing and you have to take care of it, not stain it with resentment")

Such a good message that I didn't translate til now. Just very inspiring to me. It always makes me teary-eyed listening, even before I "understood" that previously mentioned line. That'll be my new mantra to wake up to, I think.

It's been really difficult for the past few weeks keeping myself centered/calm. I've had more breakdowns than I can count. I was able to keep it calm on GF's birthday this week but the day after I was in shambles. I know my life is good when I'm centered, but it's difficult to fathom when I'm having a bad day. Even the slightest inconvenience/critique has felt like a level 10 emergency for the past who knows how long. Again, hoping that repeating the lyrics "Recuerda siempre que la vida es lo mas bello y hay que cuidarla no mancharla con renco" (English: "Always remember that life is the most beautiful thing and you have to take care of it, not stain it with resentment") as some sort of mantra will help me to come back to reality.

I mean it's something to try. I feel pretty good today which is a relief for everyone including me. Love y'all.

I’m going to Busch Gardens with my GF & her brother!! I haven’t been there since before COVID-19 began to appear in the US. I’m looking forward to seeing the Sesame Street characters, in a live show and/or meet-n-greet style!! I’ll be bringing my little TEMU stuffed animal (basically Sunny in plush form) and we have an all-day dining pass too!! But yeah we are planning to be there most of the day, so I apologize in advance if I don’t see/respond to messages on here. Will post photos when I can. :3

Basically:

If you post art, writing, etc. featuring underage characters messing and/or wetting (or any other "kinda-sorta fetishes") please do not share it with me. If you have something inappropriate to say about any of my art, keep it to yourself or be blocked. I have my "blocked keywords" activated, and my maturity rating is on SFW. I've done my part, so please do yours if you decide to interact.

In regards to minors - seeing as this site is 13+ still (kinda wild but whatevs), and I will not post anything that wouldn't be found in a children's book illustration, I do not mind favorites, comments, or watches/shouts, but keep in mind that I'm not your friend, nor do I desire to be friends with minors. If someone who is an adult seeks out your friendship, irl or online, please block them and tell a trusted adult.

That is all.