Howdy y'all! I had a bit of a realization that I wanna make this the year I seriously consider fursuiting, but I'm not sure where to start. I was thinking of a partial for Mymyaow(NSFW ref warning), but I don't know where to start with making or commissioning such a thing. Guess that's something I'll figure out this year, but you have any advice or tips to get me in the right direction let me know!

Howdy all. First journal on this site.

I'll be 27 as of today. In some ways, it's quite a lot.
In other ways, I've barely changed.
It feels awkward to be this far along and not feel like I've changed much.
But that's perfectly okay.
Not everything has to change.
It can be calming to have a sort of anchor to keep things rooted through all the progress and change.

I don't consider myself an anchor, I already have a father who fulfills that role.
And he tends to be more of a reminder of what not to be at times.
But in spite of that, he remains an anchor of what hasn't changed.
And a reminder of the good and the bad of such things.

I haven't come out to him yet, and it's been over a year since I've had to hide that from him.
Part of me yearns to tell him.
To be able to not fear what he'll think.
To have hope he'll be accepting of it.
But I know deep down, he'll let me down in my expectations.
So for now, not much will change.
But that's okay.
Not everything has to change as soon as possible, after all