To read what happened is just so heartbreaking. He didn't deserve that and it should never happen. May you rest in peace my guy. A part of the old internet is gone with you. You did so much for so many. Thank you.

New journal since last one was two years old. Also oppurtunity to plugin my patreon whatchya!

https://www.patreon.com/xblurp

It's more of a tip jar, but regardless I'll be uploading things here and there for those who join and what not.

Copy and pasted from my Eka's account!

Hiya! So where to begin on things.

Alright let me first get out of the way that the Spectra animation is more or less stuck in limbo loop hell since I never seem happy with what I do with it. It's increasingly agitating to well animate in the way I want with my low level skills. Animating every part of her has become a chore that has been put on repeat as I repeatedly try and fail to get what I have in my mind to "paper". If not done by October then I may soon give up on it. I've been going off and on working on it and I repeatedly apply what I've learned as time goes by to it, but I also find that I've made mistakes that have been repeatedly hurting me without realizing it such as the program I use to view the gif not working the same versus browser where you guys see it. Point is it has been tough with little to show for it :( . Sorry to say that peeps. I even recently got rid of frames I had made just because I redid Spectra for like the 10th or more time. My brain was never meant for high end skilled artwork stuff. It is beyond me lol. Animating little things is much easier.

Moving on there's better news and perhaps for some maybe disappointing.

I've been gathering up things to upload for some intentional part.At first it was because I really didn't have anything to upload, but after working on just whatever I've felt like I've kind of starting building a load to unload lol. Now some of it I won't upload here( like non-vore stuff that I've colored for peeps), but they are around the net. I also have edits I've personally done for my own entertainment that I won't upload since it's prob not right to the original artists who don't have the kind of things in mind I did to their pics.

I've been coloring in some of Moaja's pics he's done for me and aside from shading at least one of the series is done. The Zaida and Phage thing has 5 more pages needed to be added I'm waiting on before uploading. Where is had stopped was fine, but I felt it deserved to at least show it's actual end so it was shrunk down since I also felt Zaida's design was hard on Moaja. Again I really should consider simplifying her or having my characters match somehow. Also need to do a scale to show their relative heights to each other.

I also have commissioned work from an artist I'm lining and coloring. It's just a short sequence, but I think you guys should enjoy it. I do need to go back and work on the character designs a little more I think tho. Their lore perhaps changed a bit? Unsure.

I have done little work my character's wiki as well which I should work on. I started getting distracted by other things, but I think I finally have a good way to put down their lores and stuff. It might be thanks to all the water and fruits I have been eating recently. I feel like for a long time my brain was dried out and I was getting flabbier than usual. Ever since I started drinking more water and eating the occasional fruit I feel a lot better and my brain had been thankful to say the least allowing me to return to my greatness once more! lol. This means I should be able to fill out lore stuff as soon as I'm done writing scripts for possible upcoming commissions.

There's also two artist I'm incredibly excited about working with, one of which you know as I mentioned them before, but there was another recently that may make some jealous XD. I'm super excited about it and hope to hog them to myself for as long as I can and they are willing XD. I only hope you guys enjoy it as much as I do. Regardless both artists are very talented to me and I look forward to the creations by our minds intertwined!!

Now there really isn't much else. I did want to talk about Residence and XX of the Dead (those two recent hentai and ask if anyone knows if they did well). I hope they did as I want to see more from both series. There was also Mahou Shoujo utea? The 4th episode in the series came out this month and I finally saw it. I liked the cum drinking scenes and the futa parts. I just love seeing lovely bulges and the sounds of liquids going inside of women I guess. Even in normal real life porn I especially like watching the girls swallow down the cum willing or not. Both can be hot as I enjoy seeing the neck muscles, the cheeks bulging outward and such. A nice end. Also titfucks under clothing. Just really need more of that. Mmmm... when a dick is completely swallowed up by boobs it is quite. Not such why I'm talking about my normal porn habits, but why not? It's my blog and I'm blogging lol. I've been in a good mood recently and more positive state of mind due to the small amount of life changes I've been taking. Still anti-social in real life but everything else going up! hahaha.

So that's that. Hope you guys enjoyed the read and such. Oohhhhh Wait!!!!! I did forget to say that I'm considering waiting to upload all this stuff in OCTOBER! I wanted to do what Hamilton did on here recently, where he just waited and then uploaded something everyday for a month. Now mine may go longer than that or have more pics per day due to the amount of possible reuploads of older works being lined and colored up, but I was considering doing it for October since I love that month and if does go on longer than it'll be going into months I enjoy as well. It also gives me ample time to actually finish all these works to upload them. Now some of the pics from the two artists I mentioned above my be uploaded ahead of time by them which kind of ruins the surprise, but I won't stop them from doing so. It's likely neither of the commissions will be colored by the original artists so mine will have color on them which is still something to look forward to. I may be counting my eggs before they hatch, but there's plenty of eggs. So with all that bid you adieu and let me know your thoughts? Can you wait till October? Or would you prefer I just upload things as finished? I don't even know if I can wait till then to be honest XD.

New things happening at some point lol.

Update on things and news of sorts.

The second image continuing the Spectra sequence is in sketch form right now. I have a donator who is graciously helping me with several projects at the moment and I'm open to more peeps helping out to commission more works.

The animation is getting more frames although I may make it a bit simpler than I wanted since I've had trouble with getting several of the motions right. I wanted to have it done by Christmas but it's looking less and less likely. On the brightside I do kinda want to shad it if just a little. It is working as good practice for me.I'm learning quite a bit from this experience.

Mmaffle thing still on hold unfortunately.

And now for a bit of an odd announcment actually make that two.

On a small note I have decided that when i do finish the visual novel it will be free, but open to donators who like it and wanna give me a pat on the back with their wallet lol.

On a bigger note I've been talking with Hugo more(the guy who's done that apparently very popular Spectra pic as well as the Sistetly bond series) and as both a promotion of his patreon to come as well as some fun ideas we have been tossing around some more pics will be coming out however they will not involve my characters.This isn't a return to fanart, but maybe just a lil something on a side road ;) .

One is a small sequence involving Inque from Batman Beyond and the Dee Dee twins( in their appearance in the "The Return of the Joker"). It will involve possession,sex and absorption, but will be in a clean sketch form. If after seeing the pics anyone here is interested in seeing it colored aside from the donator who has already sent me a nice bit let me know.

The second is also in a clean sketch format involving Ino, the Mizukage, and Hinata. It will as well contain possession, unbirth, and merging themes?

And past that there will be another sequence which we are quite interested in starting involving (for now) Ino and Hinata, but I can't spill the secret on that one yet XD. So let me know guys if these catch your interest. Donation or not I want to see who in interested in seeing these sequences.

So let me know down below and when Hugo get's their patreon up I'll link it. He's really into possession, but may have a soft spot for certain kinds of vorish things like absorption and merging. A link should be up tonight likely.

Hugothetroll: https://www.patreon.com/hugothetroll

Just letting peeps know that I have decided to extend the sequence by at least a pic or two. I've actually scripted out 12 pages continuing it containing 12+ panels (nothing preceding it tho so let me know if you peeps would like a pic showing that or something...) I would like to do all 12, but the issue is money as usual so if anyone is interested in helping out let me know. I really shouldn't lol, but you guys know I have an addiction. Also let me know if you'd prefer doing it through the artist's patreon thing(he doesn't have one I think, but I can ask) or are fine with sending it through paypal to them. I'd personally prefer not to handle the money and have it go directly to the artist.It's just simpler and cost efficient. Each pic is going to be a separate price since they have differing amounts of things to be drawn so those who are interested let me know.The artist has quite some free time this month to work (I believe) so I'm trying to catch them in it XD.

Also this serves as a little announcement for HugotheTroll since his page is apparently hard to find and I'm sure he'd like some commissions not just from me and my odd self. He is a bit picky when it comes to vore and what he'll do, but his prices are good from my experience and I don't think you can complain with the results. But if you like the kind of stuff I post in my gallery and commission stuff like that then I'm sure he'll be fine with it.

Here is his page: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/hugothetroll/

The next blog will likely be an update on the visual novel. Maybe a picture or something on my patreon for it since at the moment the demo doesn't have any transitions and some pretty bad music I made lol. Also I just used reused pictures at the moment for placeholders and made some backgrounds just to fill stuff in.

In the meantime, back to stuff I still owe lol. :lol: , The Spectra animation was just a hobby thing to help my own drawing, but now I feel like I have to complete it for ya peeps which ain't a bad thing btw, but it's odd making something like that and worrying about if it actually looks good. Kinda like the other pics I uploaded of mine cept they were singles. Ok ok. Bye!

Copy and pasted from my other blog.

As the title says I desire help in finding the source of this image. While I have tried using my own "Google-Fu" as well as reverse imaging, I have come across very little in finding the source of this image and there is only so far I can go with the image alone.

So if any one of my watchers knows the source of the image, can crawl deeper through the depths of the internet using search engines that don't hide shit, or knows Japanese (I assume that's the language the characters are speaking) and can tell me what the characters are saying to help give me a clue that would be of great help. If anyone has any idea( a name of a character, if that thing going into the girl is a slime, if it's a manga or doujin or even an artist's name if you feel it's their style) I'd appreciate if ya let me know.

I doubt anyone here will know, but maybe I'll get lucky or someone on 4chan will know.

https://i.4cdn.org/d/1473701863724.jpg

Update: New information regarding the manga. Apparently the character getting filled's name is Miyoko.

Right page:
p3 "It's... going... inside?"
Left page:
p4 "It's all... gone inside..."
p5 "Miyoko!?" "Get up...!!"
p6 "Hey... hey!! Get up!!"

That moment when you realize that after all the time you have spent looking for your specific fetish needs that there is none left of it on the internet except for what you've seen and what may or may not come. I'm sad now...

Just a journal to move past stuff. As you guys can tell I've start uploading some stuff from Ekas to here. What else I may I'm unsure of but I hope you guys enjoy.

Yeah I'm still around, but I don't really post here. Just on my main site, but I felt bad and figured I should tell you guys what's happening. So since I've gotten fed up with commission stuff, I've decided to get into art myself and just make what I want. Now I can't draw, so I've instead jumped into 3d modeling. I've learned a lil of it so far and am currently working on some models though production has stopped on one due to lack of reference images,

I need a front and side view of the characters with their arms out to the sides so if you guys want to help me out by finding pics that show the full body of the characters that'd be great. You can look in my gallery for the characters needed. Ummm so besides all that I've just been working on that. I want to start animating things and perhaps one day even put it into some interactive vore games. But yup that's what's been happening, and what I'm hoping will happen. Until the next update I suppose.

You can fine more updates on my Eka's account.

First let me say that I'll try to end the Kim and Assimilated comics with an end page. That means the story will end in some way. I don't know how I'll do it in one page, but I will if that even happens. So we will see one more page of Kim comic, two more possibly of Assimilated a few years from now, and unfortunately no end for the Starfire and Raven comic from me. Donutwish and whoever it is that wants to use the beginning of my storyline for their commission will be doing an alternate end to the comic, more likely not containing any vore which is what mine was going to have. I'm not happy with it, but I've already been enough of a dumbass and have had enough "debates" given the matter.

Also while I remember, I'd prefer no one uses my storylines as the basis to continue the comics. Or to be more specific I don't want my storylines to be used so that the comics turn out differently. I can't control what people do, but I'd prefer no one continue the comics. I am currently working on 3d modeling. I'm still just a beginner, but I've at least gotten a grasp for things and perhaps in the future I be uploading my own artwork and continue the comics.

So yup I've had enough of the bullshit. I've tried to be nice, fair, and as compatible with artists as I can be, but I've had enough. From wanting more money, to paying for the paypal transaction fees, to not being around or just disappearing, to just stringing me along to call it quits I've had enough. I hated asking for donations for the comics, I know crazy, and want to thank those of you who did contribute to the comics. I've apologized so much for things in the past months I'm embarrassed to say sorry any more for I feel it's lost it's strength coming from my tongue, but I am sorry you won't be able to see them continued. I feel like it's gone to waste on me, and it was the only thing that made me want to continue commissioning after all the fun of seeing ideas become visual disappeared; but if I continue, I feel it'll just go to more waste. These comics can't be finished by another person apparently.

Perhaps I am a bad commissioner, and that's the reason so many problems keep arising, but in all honesty I've felt that I've done nothing, but care for making the artist more comfortable than myself. And if any artist I've worked with wants to debate that, it's fine. As always I can be wrong. I accept that. Still considering the problems that have arisen I can't say they have been because of me, but because of the problems the artists have.

And I'm going to say this now, I'm tired of a lot of artist looking down at commissioners. What kind of bullshit is it to take someone's money and then expect to wait till you feel like drawing? Not all artist do this, but too many do. Don't take commissions if you can't fulfill them within a timely manner. Or at least say that you work like this as I've seen some artist do. It saves a lot of heartache for the commissioner to know that they are paying money to someone to do it when they feel like it. I would never think there would be so much complication to drawing a picture, but damn if I would be surprised.

And I can't understand artist logic. This is a job, but it isn't a job? This is a job where you get paid to apparently do the work when you want, take as many sick days as you like, want to get paid like you are working at a company and will constantly complain that you are below minimum wage (which reminds me, I want to know how many companies are willing to hire artist to do porn/fetishes and how much they pay), throw out whatever work you rushed together to meet a deadline, not care if the commissioner doesn't at first notice the 20 odd mistakes you made in the pic till it's too late, and complain if the commissioner doesn't like it. Within reasonable means of course.

But at the same time you don't want to have a deadline, you want the commissioner to accept anything you draw, don't want to make changes and in some cases want the changes to be paid for at early stages (I'm not talking a completed picture), want the paypal fee paid for, which I still don't get why the commissioner has to deal with that, want the payment up front, and don't want to be in a market (the internet) where people will compete for commissions of the same quality and lower prices to get more customers. Why would I want to pay a $100 for a picture when I can get the same quality for $60? Why is the commissioner considered an asshole for going to the lower cost? When you go to a store and find a product cheaper than another store do you buy it for the higher price? Is it a job or not? I have no idea, but if it is a business and minimum wage is wanted I'd expect a lot of artist not be happy about the taxes that come with it. Just saying.

And again this isn't for all artists including the ones I have worked with. There just has been some serious issues that me, and a few other commissioners have had enough bullshit with. I won't mention names, but waiting a year for a commission is more common than you would think. And that's with the artist saying some excuse about how they'll do it until another 6 months pass and they say they can't. lol. And my favorite are the ones who get paid, don't do the work, and then when the commissioner keeps asking for an update, fans of the artist have, for lack of words, verbally abused them saying they should care more about the artists and stop pestering them. :lol: . Yup. Fuck the guys "feeding the artist". They're just assholes. I wonder how many of them have commissioned artists.

Ah man. This blog is ridiculously depressing. I don't think I'm over reacting at this point. I've been given lenience by artist and I feel I've given it back, but one side took more than the other. Money has been paid, and fucks haven't been given. Rather not giving a fuck seems pretty normal. And I guess that's it. The other pictures I had that were going to continue aren't. That includes Moaja, Inkie, and other things that were planned. :( Again sad. They certainly don't deserve not to get commissions, because they should get them. I hope I didn't forget anything. There's one person I believe I have to get a refund to. I'll be in contact with that person and the artist.

This user page is about to become a lot quieter so it was fun for those of you who don't stick around. I might still upload stories now that my time will be more open from dealing with artist. I will still upload works I've requested and believe it or not a picture every now and then that will be commissioned. No more comics, no more sequences. Just single pics that might have a sequel pic here and there. And that's a big maybe. For all the effort I'll just do it myself. Sorry if I disappoint anyone. I've now got to go tell the news to the artist I was working with and hopefully little to no trouble with happen.

Also I know that everything above will be 100% correct, but I ranted.

P.S. It took me like a half hour to click the submit button because I had to be sure I wouldn't turn back on my decision. And part of me already regrets it.

Assimilated 12: 4/100 (Not taking any more donations for the moment)

Drakken's New Scheme 6: 20/70 ( http://ryuuminari@hotmail.com/ ) (Paypal email)

Starfire and Raven 8: 30/120 ( https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webs.....=H6ELAAWL8F2ZS ) (Donation link)

Remember if you donate to message me or the money doesn't go to the commissions, but the artist themselves.

Alright so now for news and updates.

Assimilated page 10 is still being worked on. I was hoping to bring it out this month, but the way things are going it might still be another month. Ginka is currently busy doing things that take up a lot of her energy so progress on the page has been slow and little. At this point I'm worrying that the next page won't be worth the time it took to be released to you guys. It's mostly lined, but one panel is going to be redone so yeah. Released date is TBA.

There hasn't been any progress on the Starfire and Raven comic although I did pay the money I owed Donutwish. I don't know how many of you remember that from my earlier blogs, but I paid him back completely. And while there won't be a new page coming out for the comic, there will be another drawing coming from him that I requested. I hope you guys enjoy it. Also I should mention that the Starfire and Raven comic does contain vore.

Drakken's New Scheme is being drawn by a new artist as you guys can see. I've received positive reviews for the new style thus far and hope it continues to please. Work won't begin on it until the page is paid for.

And now for the Misc. commissions.

Inkie is currently working on a follow up pic to the Lois Griffin and Francine pic. They are busy as well though, but we should see something within a week or two. Currently it has been sketched.

Moaja's Teen Titans's parasite Assault and Legend of Jane series are still being worked on. Several pages of the Teen Titan's series has been done. The Legend of Jane series hasn't had any news pages as I'm trying to figure out where to go next with it.

That's all for now I believe. I hope you guys got the info you needed.

If you donate please tell me how much so that I can track the money. If you don't then the artists will receive the money and think it's just a regular donation which means none goes to the comics. Thank you.

Donations for Kim page 6: 0/70 paypal email: http://ryuuminari@hotmail.com

Starfire and Raven page 8: 30/120 donation link: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?c ... LAAWL8F2ZS

The new Kim Possible page is coming out tonight in a few moments. Please tell me your thoughts towards it. The page is done by the new artist for the project Blitzdrachin whom you can find here: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/blitzdrachin/

Look forward to it and comment on the page coming up! I'll have another blog in a few days on more info for stuff happening.

Kim Possible page 5: 70/70

Starfire and Raven: 30/120

paypal account email Kim Possiblel: ryuuminari[at]hotmail.com

Donation Link email Starfire and Raven: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webs.....=H6ELAAWL8F2ZS

Alright so the results from the poll are as expected. You guys said Blitzdragon is a good match and he will be continuing the comic from where it left off. He can begin work on the comic a week from tomorrow. So 7 days from the 29th I believe more or less.

In the mean time donations for the comic can start coming in again. The link is above as well as how much more is needed for the next page. Please tell me if you send in money and how much. It is very important that I know to keep track of money. You wouldn't want it to get confused with any other money the artist might get, you get me? So please let me know.

The Assimilated comic is still a WIP. We are currently halfway done with the line art. I'm hoping next month we will get to see page 10. I might upload a preview pic in the meantime.

I'm still looking for donators towards the Starfire and Raven comic.

And um I think that's it. I had other things planned, but they seemed to have fallen. Does anybody here know a good way to make money online. Like something legitimate that could help pay for commissions? I already do a survey site, but if there isn't that doesn't require for me to focus on it as much to do beside it that would help. Anyways I hope the news has gotten you guys hype for the coming attractions.

Ginka is alive.

Robomax is no longer working on the Kim Possible comic so don't donate to him anymore.

And lots of other stuff has happened.

Donation link on the right side of the page: http://robomax.tumblr.com/

58/50

Re-opening it just because I don't see a reason not to. I hope you guys are enjoying your holiday season.

There was a bit of an incident with my last journal so I'm just going to think on things before I continue.

Again no really looks at my journals on this site so this is just here to be here.

First to start off let's start with the Kim Possible comic. Donations are open for it again and you can donate through the link below.

0/50

http://robomax.tumblr.com/

Well I've got some bad news guys. I rarely have good news. Assimilated is cancelled at the moment or I should say postponed until I find a new artist. It would be apparent that Ginka has taken the donation money for the next two pages of the comic(possibly more) and disappeared. Or in truth she has just refused to respond to any messages I send and so I am left to assume this. Aside from making me very depressed I've had to apologize to the people who did donate to the comic since their generosity was just slapped in the face. To be fair to Ginka I had messaged her through multiple ways just asking that she responds to me at all and I have been left unanswered. I gave her till today to message me, but instead I found my message boxes absent her reply. I don't know why she chose to do this as I know she's seen my messages and as far as I know the last time we talked it was on a good note. She asked me for the page 10 script and seemed to be in a good mood (smiley face and all), and then after I sent it she never replied back. I would usually give two months to any artist I commission to respond to me, but considering how much we have worked together thus far I didn't think that much necessary. I gave her a month from the last time we talked.

So with that said I'll likely be in the market for a new artist to continue the comic. I don't know if I'll do it right away as I need time to think whether I should just continue from where the comic left off or start over again... Both options suck. And in general I feel this makes me look bad.

So please! Do not donate any more to Ginka for the Assimilated comic! I repeat! Do Not Donate Anymore Money to Ginka For the Assimilated Comic! Fair warning hopefully.

I've also made a new rule for myself as a result of craziness. The max payment I plan to put towards any artist for a page of work comic or otherwise will be brought down to $50. There's lots of reasons, some of which can be guessed, but it'll be for the better in the end.

The Starfire-Raven comic has become the same though not for bad reasons. With the new rule I set for myself the Starfire-Raven comic will be cancelled as well. I don't know if I will find a new artist or perhaps go back to it in the future, but since me and Donutwish differ on price it isn't likely.

I had a lot more to say, but honestly I don't feel like saying any more.

Donations for anything are closed at the moment. Nobody here on Fur Affinity donates so it shouldn't be a problem, but just in case I decided to put this here as well. More news should come in a few days.

This is going to be my little spot for any interested in donating to the comics that I'll be uploading at some point. I don't expect any, but it doesn't hurt to broaden the views on the pics and I love comments so a whole new community to see the works and comment make me very very happy. Anyway let me put the links and stuff down below. Sorry for the outgoing message from Deviant art.

Assimilated: Donation link: http://www.deviantart.com/users/out....._donate_SM%2egif%3aNonHosted

Starfire-Raven: Donation link: http://www.deviantart.com/users/out.....=H6ELAAWL8F2ZS

Kim Possible: Donation link: http://www.deviantart.com/users/out.....ax.tumblr.com/ donate button on the side.

For the moment my commissions are human only, but I plan on having a few fur pics at some point. They'll likely contain stuff like Lamias, Insect people and so forth. Who knows. I did have another project that had some monster girl action, but unfortunately I didn't have the money to fund that alongside these 3. If you have any questions you can note me.