Hope everyone is doing okay in these trying times, staying safe, being cautious and not falling prey to fear mongering and political misdierection. Thought about starting to upload here again, just to have something to do and look foreward to. Also contemplated the good times I had back in the land of Oz with my friends here on FA, wondering where the good times went, longing for them to come back. I love all you guys and gals, wish i could give every one of you a hug, or a handshake. Even the ones that are no longer around.
Z~

Eventually life will give you what you're after, you just have to survive till then. Dont give up, keep pushing, and you will find youre peace.

From Lawrence Kansas to Montrose Colorado. Life has taken me places I never thought I would go. From a cheap poor class apartment to what I have now. Yesterday I moved into my new house, a five bedroom 2 bath 2 car garage house for 987 a month. I have been blessed with good friends that I call family and a good job in this horrible economy. It has taken me many years to finally realize this, but life is good and it is definetly worth living. To Yelleena and Duhast, thank you so very much for being my friends, and for being there for me in my moments of crisis. To all my other friends thankyou for the good times and the kindship. I have grown up so much since 2009 when I first joined that I am completely astounded with what I have turned into. Childish man to a responsible tax paying adult. Fur Affinity has been my companion for a long time now, and it makes me sad to put it behind me, but to continue up the ladder of success and joy I must. Those who wish to keep in contact need only note me here.

Well I was going to Fruita Colorado and I was on the intersection of Townsend and Sanjaun around 3:30 Am when out of no where a dodge durango slammed into the drivers side of my van. I wound up with a mild concussion, whiplash and minor lacerations. The emergency crew had to cut my door off to get me out since the drivers door was caved in and my leg was pinned to the steering column. The drivers side breezeway door is now stuck. They said I was lucky that I didnt die and now the police are looking for the ***hole that hit me and sped off. When I got my van back today (Amazingly it still runs fine) there was a massive hole in the door panel. The police said that part of the durango's bumper had penetrated the door and into the cab narrowly missing me. I hope they catch that ****face asap so I can sue him for every damn penny he has.
Other then that I am fine, though I need plexi glass for my van now and a whole lot of duct tape ~_~ I am working at the Mineshack, which is a car wash. Minimum wage pay but the tips are 40 to 60 dollars a day.
I hope everyone else out there is doing okay, miss ya'll.


Zaraxes Fra'Klau Unit 121

I am doing very well. Have multiple jobs and living life. Hope everyone else out there is doing well.

Screw moving! I dont have to do jackshit because of my frickin sister, and the tweaker scum threatening me can eat shit and die!! I am tired of all the drama that my family brings me, so fuck them all! My anger is swelling like a overstuffed stick of TNT and I am planning on abusing Colorado's MAKE MY FUCKING DAY LAW! Anymore of the A&B trash that screws with me will feel the wrath of the filth crew and taste my blade. I have taken this for far to long, and now I must make my stand. I have applied for a carried concealed permit and am currently taking classes so I can adequately defend myself. I have completely disowned my sister and have filed charges against her for harassment and threats on my life.
Sorry for the rant, but all this is driving me insane!!!!

I am moving within the week to Baton Rouge Louisiana. The reason why will be kept private unless it is discussed somewhere private. Not my first choice of places, but hey, it's far from the worst.

This is a general broadcast to all those who take the time, so it will be kept short.

I am searching for any furs in the Grand Junction, Loma, Clifton, Palisade, Fruita, and even as far as Montrose area's of Colorado. The search is a matter of finding people who can relate to my tastes. I have spotted a few fur's in Grand junction at the Mc'Donalds on North, but that was fleeting and I had no chance to engage in conversation. Any help in this matter is appreciated.

Hello FA, and the friends that I have come to know and love in this tiny slice of the world. Things have been very busy for me, and instead of telling my tail, I wish you all a Merry late Christmas for those of you that celebrate it, and a happy new years.

no one will ever guess what my mom just helped me get...
A scholership at intelitec for a general rn degree!!!
i know i know im waaaaay to brutish to be a registered nurse... but im going back to college and i wont have to pay a dime!!!
im on the bus now to go sign the paperwork and fill out admissions.
damnit people this excitement makes me feel like i just slammed a 24 pack of monster!!!
wish me luck! ^__^

hello fa and all my friends. how are you?
i am doing decent. battles on the homefront make life difficult, but i will always endure. i do hope that everyone has had a better life then i have lately?
sorry that i have not been on... its difficult when you have no computer and no internet.
i lost my job when i sent my mate away due to complications. i only did it because i love him and did not want him hurt.
i am residing in grandjunction colorado, 250 miles short of las vegas and 100 miles short of where the shining was filmed. very interesting place. it snows in 70 degree weather here.
i miss lawrence very much and wish i never had to leave.

Z~

So then.
It has been a bit of a length of time since I was last on this reputable site of furry fandom, and I am pleased to see that it has not been imploded. I have some news that is thrilling to myself, as well as many others.
I have found 2 jobs thus far in my search, and both are going very well. I have a job at a place known as Weinerschnitzel, and am also my mothers caretaker. I get paid about 300 to 350 a week at the restaurant, and 978 from being my moms caretaker.
Things are looking up for me. And I do hope that all of my friends are doing well.

Right now things may seem like its the end,
But always remember.
In the end we will be free again.
In the end we will be one again.
In the end we will be together again.
My mind is reeling with the sadness that is pressing down.
Drowning in the despair that is my heart breaking.
But in the end, You will come back to me.

I love you from now and until forever.


Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I had been raised by my family... My mom was a Shotgun toting biker and my dad was a Neo Nazi. Maybe I was better off to be shoved into the governments system for taking care of orphaned children. But when I lived with my dad, I loved him so much. They ripped me away from him after a year, and 6 months later he died. My mom, I love her dearly to. And now I have the threat of losing her as well. I cant choose between my mate and the last of my family... It isnt fare... I havent cried in so long, but now Im on the verge. I cant handle all of this. I try, and slowly all then pieces that I desperately try to hold together, begin to slip through my fingers and shatter into destroyed fragments of memory that I can never again hold close to my heart.

Sorry for the inactivity, and pics are going to have to wait for awhile probably.

I think I may scrap Dragoon and start a new novel. I just dont think that I could edit enough content out of it to make it publishable. Ive hitten the 100 page milestone on my TF story, but other then that I havent been typing much.

One thing that I have been doing allot of is minecraft. So far ive leveled a mountain that went up into the clouds down to sea level and left sheared off sides that ive built bases into. I have a powered minecart track that ferries supplies from my Gathering outpost to my main base, and a train that runs from a strip mine to the outpost for smelting raw materials. Had a bit of trouble when a creeper rode my train into the outpost through the door that only the cart can get through. Ruined 4 pieces of track, and the powered tracks need gold to be made.

Anyway, I hope that everyone is doing good ^^

Okay so not so extreme... But hopefully I will be posting some pics of me and my mate soon. We are happy, even if we are short on funds. Hope everyone is doing well. Tata

I was at Borders the other day and perusing some Stephen King, when a store clerk came up and mentioned that King had a son. We excahnged lively words about the two, then I mentioned that I liked King and he was my insperation to become a writer. That in turn brought up that I am working on a novel, and he suggested that I put it on Pub It. He told me that it is a website that publishers troll for potential future writers, and that what I have written thus far could use work but could go far if I want to put it on Pub It. If I do, I need to edit out allot of content and streamline it, and the website sells your book/ story in E reader format and you name your price. Since Dragoon is copyrighted, I need to figure out a new name.

Rules:
- You must post these rules.
- Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
- You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
- Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them!

Meme:

1. I am deathly allergic to peppers
2. I love leather and chromed metal
3. I am in desperate need of a job
4. I hate the taste of earwax
5. I find it very exilerating to intimidate people
6. I think Rob Zombie looks like a really awesome homeless guy
7. I am not as mean as I look
8. I miss Lawrence Kansas and all my friends and family
9. When I was five years old my mom had to have a talk with me about pawing off in public
10. Traffic will stop for me if I step into the street

(Will tag people later, not in the mood.)

Things are going allot better then they where as of a few months ago, but the job that I had landed actually turned out to be not so good. The people there where just using me, and they never had any plan to pay me. They said that all the work that I was doing was going towards rent for a Rv trailer home that had no power, no power, no heat, no nothing. yet I had done allot of worik for them yet they still refused to pay me. I got out of there needless to say and am now living in trailer with my mom and her BF looking for yet another job that hopefully wont be another scam to try and use and abuse me like some stupid slave that has no idea what is right and what is wrong for a employer to do.
I am optimistic about finding a new job however, and currently I reside in Fruita Colorado right at the base of the Monument Mesa. Its really beautifull here and I plan on going on a hike this sunday.
Ive lost allot of weight as welll, and am now nearly 6 foot 10 due to the wieght loss, as a result none of my clothes fit me.
Another topic of discussusion that has been on my mind allot lately is that my mate will be arriving on either monday of this upcoming week, or on tuesday. I am very excited about this.
Last thing.
I have been working on allot of stories and art lately, ahnd have progeressed allot of stories that I have stalled out on. I guess that all this time off the internet and without allot to worry about has my writers block semi gone.
I hope that all my friends on here are doing well, and I look forward to hearing form you all again.

So we were on the verge of being homeless, and my mom and her BF went out and about the day we were to be living in a tent, they found these people that needed yard hands around their property. We now live in a 36 foot long RV bus that is in fairly good shape.
I have the job for fixing cars and things that are of a mechanical nature that need fixing, and fixing computers.
So far Ive fixed 2 desktop computers and 2 laptops that didn't work. I'm working on a 95 Chevy pickup and will soon be working on over 300 riding lawnmowers. For each vehicle or mower that I fix, he will sell and split the money with me, as well as get paid for fixing it since I'm on the payroll.
I cannot believe my luck with this. I simply could not have gotten a better deal. Karma has given me what I deserve.
Thank you everyone for your support.

I feel pretty peppy and upbeat right now ^^ The guy who runs this business just hired me on as their computer repair and support tech. *cheers*
Ive got the best job I could ever wish for. I don't have set hours, I work at my leisure, and Ive got access to anything they have. If I need it they will get it for me.
Overall, I would say that my luck
really took a hairpin turn for the better.

I'm going to be homeless as of 10:30 am Saturday morning. I've ran out of money, and have no other alternatives. My mom will be staying in a woman's shelter, but I must find a place to stay somewhere in the mountains foothills. I hate to ask, but I am desperate. If anyone could spare any money at all, it would be helpful. Sorry for asking, but Its not me that I'm concerned about. Its my mom.

Been in Grand Junction Colorado now for a week and a half. its really nice up here, still trying to get things sorted out.

Also, the recent Tsunami has me slightly off beat. Was in a 200 miles long by 60 miles wide, that area raised 50 feet and generated a 9.0 level earthquake. If this isn't even the 19th yet, imagine what will happen when the super-moon thing happens.
Also, late this year the earth will tilt 23 degrees off its access. Things may be getting allot more interesting soon.

We move on tuesday. Things are pretty well set in colorado, though we will be staying in a motel for a week or so. My mate will be moving in with me shortly after we move as well, so im really excited.

Also theres this new program where the government will give you a free phone and minutes if you apply. If anyone wants more info note me.

That I could better handle my anger and rage and hurt. I dont understand why I have black out rages so badly. But right now im constantly having violent thoughts. Im slipping back into when I only dressed in black and metal. Meh. I just hope that all this ends soon...

Some things.

I really hope that everyone is doing okay. I know im doing my best under the circumstances. We can all only do our best with what where given. Life has given me lemons, and im making spiked lemonade.

this stupid mexican me and my mom are staying with right now has been hurting my mom. she is dying from his emotional and mental abuse. not to long ago i was about to have dinner and my thoughts started racing. i stood up and took deep breathes then my heart started beating uncontrolably. my breathing was loud and ragged and my hands went numb.
if my mom hadnt stopped me i would have went into a black out rage. i cant take this shit anymore. ive pressed my mom to move. but we have yet to. its set for the 1st now. if we dont move then. well. there will be two less abusive assholes in the world. i cant control my rage anymore. i cant do it.

Well Ive lived in Kansas all my life, and now Im moving in less then three hours. BEEN A BLAST KANSAS. Oh, and all of Kansas's weather forcasters are going to hell XD *Inside joke in kansas* My family says that because the weather is so unpredictable here, that the forecasters say one thing, then it does the complete opposite so their always lying. Anyway...