I'v been a horrible person and friend to a lot of people. I don't deserve any of you as friends because you were all wonderful. There has been so much anger and frustration for years, and was taken out on people who didn't deserve any of it. I just can't accept myself for who I am, and I appologize for any pain that it caused. There is nothing that can take the memories we have, both the good and the bad. I wish you all the best for what the future may hold.

Z