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Been really inactive, where I've been...
Posted 7 years agoNow, I am sure people noticed my inactivity on this site for quite a while. The reason being, I've pretty much moved to DeviantArt to reinvent myself. I've-- pretty much departed Second Life, I think around 2009-2010 (if memory suits me), due to losing interest in it, on top of the slander I received during my time on Second Life. Though it is heart-rending that I left those on Second Life that I could call friends, namely TinyTheFolf, I couldn't remain on Second Life-- to be frank, I got fed up. I tried running a Second Life Group called 'Werewolf Nation,' but since its inception, It, for lack of a better phrase, went down the toilet as the years went on. Admittedly a lot of it was my doing since back in that time, I was picky since I wasn't sure how members would react. The rest was due to the fact people were joining for its' own sake. Yet, the prominent reason I left was because of a 'Hacking Conman,' which I assumed he's potentially part of the Furry Fandom for Second Life, had thrown me 'under the bus' when he got caught for what he is, causing my account to get banned and leading me to make a new account.
This, however, may require some context. I met this Hacking Conman; I think his Second Life Name was Connor; I don't remember his Second Life Last Name. At the time, if memory suits me, he was in a relationship with another Second Life Furry, under the name of "Wolf Mavendorf" before they broke up at some point. I was introduced to Connor, who later offered me a free apartment residence, which I thought, "Alright, cool, finally a place to call home in Second Life." Afterwhich, I got to my designated room number and furnished it, whilst also setting up a tip jar, in the event that the apartment's policy would change so I would have to pay rent, which fair enough, it is an apartment after all.
At that point, I invited some Second Life Friends to hang out in the apartment room. Now, at the time, I had a router that was busted and dying, which led to it resetting every thirty minutes or so, which made it challenging to remain online for any length of time. I think it was hours later, perhaps, the next day, I discovered that I had been evicted from the Second Life apartment room and the parcel, which I thought, "Well, that's rather strange, I wonder what the reason for the eviction was." When I contacted Connor, he angrily accused me, falsely, of being a conman and that I had somehow conned him.
I calmly refuted his claim, If I recall correctly, but then, Connor called me a liar, and after a few minutes of going back and forth, he unfriended me and put me on ignore, which had me thinking he wasn't someone to be friends with, obviously. Following that, I found out Connor had also talked behind my back, told people that I was a lying conman and that I should be report banned from their parcels and sims. No matter how many times I refuted, they believed Connor over me. I had later been booted off and was banned from second life, though, not IP banned. While I could have called the helpline for the developers of Second Life, I figured I would just create a new account and start over.
However, it happened all over again for over a month. Through wiki pages and Youtube Videos, I later discovered that Connor was a known conman and hacker in some circles of Second Life who would con people in communities, which they'd shared their experiences of him. If he were ever confronted upon being caught and banned, he would either make another account under a different IP address, hack someone else's Second Life Account, or deny the accusation, deflecting it to someone else, in essence, throwing them under the bus, or almost all the above. Now, by this point, I was accused of conning people again, when a single linden was removed from them individually, regardless of their role in the group. For those who don't know, every time you invite someone into your second life group, if you made it to where it wouldn't take any linden from people, it would set it back when you invited someone into the group.
Despite my constant refuting, no one believed me. And yet, no matter what I did to avoid Connor, too, he would get me banned from locations in Second Life, telling more lies about me just to make Second Life more of a hell for me. It was at that moment that I pretty much threw up my hands, and departed Second Life altogether-- I was truly fed up. To this day, I still wished I'd never been introduced to Connor nor ever met him. There's no doubt in my mind that Connor, the Conning Hacker has already hacked my Second Life account since my departure from Second life. Him attempting to have more hate put on me than he had prior to me leaving. it has now been well over a decade since I left Second Life, and I have no plans whatsoever of returning to Second Life, let alone make screenshots for FurrAffinity of Second Life.
So if you're seeing this journal after a LONG time of inactivity-- ehm-- hi. I'll probably just do journals and just discuss things.
With that said, have a good morning :)
This, however, may require some context. I met this Hacking Conman; I think his Second Life Name was Connor; I don't remember his Second Life Last Name. At the time, if memory suits me, he was in a relationship with another Second Life Furry, under the name of "Wolf Mavendorf" before they broke up at some point. I was introduced to Connor, who later offered me a free apartment residence, which I thought, "Alright, cool, finally a place to call home in Second Life." Afterwhich, I got to my designated room number and furnished it, whilst also setting up a tip jar, in the event that the apartment's policy would change so I would have to pay rent, which fair enough, it is an apartment after all.
At that point, I invited some Second Life Friends to hang out in the apartment room. Now, at the time, I had a router that was busted and dying, which led to it resetting every thirty minutes or so, which made it challenging to remain online for any length of time. I think it was hours later, perhaps, the next day, I discovered that I had been evicted from the Second Life apartment room and the parcel, which I thought, "Well, that's rather strange, I wonder what the reason for the eviction was." When I contacted Connor, he angrily accused me, falsely, of being a conman and that I had somehow conned him.
I calmly refuted his claim, If I recall correctly, but then, Connor called me a liar, and after a few minutes of going back and forth, he unfriended me and put me on ignore, which had me thinking he wasn't someone to be friends with, obviously. Following that, I found out Connor had also talked behind my back, told people that I was a lying conman and that I should be report banned from their parcels and sims. No matter how many times I refuted, they believed Connor over me. I had later been booted off and was banned from second life, though, not IP banned. While I could have called the helpline for the developers of Second Life, I figured I would just create a new account and start over.
However, it happened all over again for over a month. Through wiki pages and Youtube Videos, I later discovered that Connor was a known conman and hacker in some circles of Second Life who would con people in communities, which they'd shared their experiences of him. If he were ever confronted upon being caught and banned, he would either make another account under a different IP address, hack someone else's Second Life Account, or deny the accusation, deflecting it to someone else, in essence, throwing them under the bus, or almost all the above. Now, by this point, I was accused of conning people again, when a single linden was removed from them individually, regardless of their role in the group. For those who don't know, every time you invite someone into your second life group, if you made it to where it wouldn't take any linden from people, it would set it back when you invited someone into the group.
Despite my constant refuting, no one believed me. And yet, no matter what I did to avoid Connor, too, he would get me banned from locations in Second Life, telling more lies about me just to make Second Life more of a hell for me. It was at that moment that I pretty much threw up my hands, and departed Second Life altogether-- I was truly fed up. To this day, I still wished I'd never been introduced to Connor nor ever met him. There's no doubt in my mind that Connor, the Conning Hacker has already hacked my Second Life account since my departure from Second life. Him attempting to have more hate put on me than he had prior to me leaving. it has now been well over a decade since I left Second Life, and I have no plans whatsoever of returning to Second Life, let alone make screenshots for FurrAffinity of Second Life.
So if you're seeing this journal after a LONG time of inactivity-- ehm-- hi. I'll probably just do journals and just discuss things.
With that said, have a good morning :)
In my Castle of Heartache (Single Awareness Day..)
Posted 14 years agoIn my Castle of Heartache (Single Awareness Day especial)
By ZuekoWolfenstein
What is true love to you? To some it is the "Adam and Eve" Love Story, A knight to rescue the princess from her tower of imprisonment, or the hero and his Princess that sleeps within the glass of eternal rest. However, what tale can best describe ones heartache or loneliness? Well, let me tell you a tale of such a feeling. It is about a wolf that experienced love, only to end up with heartache and sorrow when his love leaves him. let us begin shall we?
In a reality unlike our own, there is a place with folk that go about their daily lives. Some go to shop for fine items to purchase, some to stroll in the streets, and some to show their love to one another. Yet, there is one among them that has had no such luxury of what they have of such happiness in love, but bears only his pain of heartache of a love long since abandoned. No one bothers to look at him, and no one dares to speak with such a sad noble wolf. His formal love once made him whole, shared his happiness, and enjoyed the entertainment that was brought forth to the town. Yet on one night of his life, his love leaves him for someone else, and leaves him to mourn in his heartache. The townsfolk used to want to be around him no matter what, but now it changed around him. Do they know his pain? Do they know how empty his is like a orange with nothing in it to fill the inside of the husk? Do they truly know his loneliness? No mater where he treads, not even the taverns that he enjoyed, he was left empty handed, and left to his castle of Heartache to shed the tears that hurt him so. On Valentine's Day, his Sorrow, his pain, and his heartache hurt more, like a sledgehammer to a sheet of strained glass for he had no one to share it with, not even the love that he coveted so much to make him joyful once more.
His collection of fine wine harbored no taste for him no more, not even the food can fill his stomach. The warmth of the fire did nothing to warm him only to remind him of his loss. He said to his fire in the fireplace "Oh woe is me, my sorrow is too great. Are there none in this town or in this world that feels how I feel? that shares the very sadness I have this day? Is there one fine princess to walk the halls to make it not empty like my heart is? Oh Fire in my fireplace, please help me find a women to share her love for me, to relieve me of my sorrow, my heartache, and my long enduring loneliness." Yet, the fire did not say anything only the cackling of firewood can be heard leaving him to weep in his pain. His hanky no longer felt soft as a pillow, but felt like sand paper brushing down his muzzle. He put his head on the pillow and cried himself to sleep. Even the day after Valentine's day, he still felt sad, hallow, and mournful as he walked on the streets. The chapel he always when to every Sunday morning could help him. He looked into his mirror talking to his reflection, wishing that he could find love to make him feel whole again, but not even his own reflection could do anything for him but copy his lip movement, the blinking of his eyes, and the breathing of air in the castle. Would the next day be better for him? Could love truly find him in his dire need?
tune in next Valentines day 2015 (I hope >.>)
By ZuekoWolfenstein
What is true love to you? To some it is the "Adam and Eve" Love Story, A knight to rescue the princess from her tower of imprisonment, or the hero and his Princess that sleeps within the glass of eternal rest. However, what tale can best describe ones heartache or loneliness? Well, let me tell you a tale of such a feeling. It is about a wolf that experienced love, only to end up with heartache and sorrow when his love leaves him. let us begin shall we?
In a reality unlike our own, there is a place with folk that go about their daily lives. Some go to shop for fine items to purchase, some to stroll in the streets, and some to show their love to one another. Yet, there is one among them that has had no such luxury of what they have of such happiness in love, but bears only his pain of heartache of a love long since abandoned. No one bothers to look at him, and no one dares to speak with such a sad noble wolf. His formal love once made him whole, shared his happiness, and enjoyed the entertainment that was brought forth to the town. Yet on one night of his life, his love leaves him for someone else, and leaves him to mourn in his heartache. The townsfolk used to want to be around him no matter what, but now it changed around him. Do they know his pain? Do they know how empty his is like a orange with nothing in it to fill the inside of the husk? Do they truly know his loneliness? No mater where he treads, not even the taverns that he enjoyed, he was left empty handed, and left to his castle of Heartache to shed the tears that hurt him so. On Valentine's Day, his Sorrow, his pain, and his heartache hurt more, like a sledgehammer to a sheet of strained glass for he had no one to share it with, not even the love that he coveted so much to make him joyful once more.
His collection of fine wine harbored no taste for him no more, not even the food can fill his stomach. The warmth of the fire did nothing to warm him only to remind him of his loss. He said to his fire in the fireplace "Oh woe is me, my sorrow is too great. Are there none in this town or in this world that feels how I feel? that shares the very sadness I have this day? Is there one fine princess to walk the halls to make it not empty like my heart is? Oh Fire in my fireplace, please help me find a women to share her love for me, to relieve me of my sorrow, my heartache, and my long enduring loneliness." Yet, the fire did not say anything only the cackling of firewood can be heard leaving him to weep in his pain. His hanky no longer felt soft as a pillow, but felt like sand paper brushing down his muzzle. He put his head on the pillow and cried himself to sleep. Even the day after Valentine's day, he still felt sad, hallow, and mournful as he walked on the streets. The chapel he always when to every Sunday morning could help him. He looked into his mirror talking to his reflection, wishing that he could find love to make him feel whole again, but not even his own reflection could do anything for him but copy his lip movement, the blinking of his eyes, and the breathing of air in the castle. Would the next day be better for him? Could love truly find him in his dire need?
tune in next Valentines day 2015 (I hope >.>)
Reasons why i dont do porno
Posted 15 years agojust my opinion/reasons by the way.
1.) I believe in appropriate artwork
2.) I just don't want to.
3.) not my style of art.
anywho i hope you read my reasons :)
1.) I believe in appropriate artwork
2.) I just don't want to.
3.) not my style of art.
anywho i hope you read my reasons :)
wow.....really REALLY tough crowd
Posted 15 years agoI would of hoped people would talk to me.
ah well. I'm not the popular person in this site any way :(
*sigh*
ah well. I'm not the popular person in this site any way :(
*sigh*
I know that some of you dont know me but um...
Posted 15 years agoWell my birthday was 5 days ago (3/8/2010), and i became 19 on the 8th of march of this year.
hmmmm.... perhapes i should abit about myself since it would make the friendly Introduction offical.
FA Name: Zueko_Wolfenstein
RL Name: (Classified)
age: (read the top paragraph)
Date of Birth: 3/8/91
Home State: California (southern part of it)
RL Friends: Not very many (i only have one)
SL Friends: I lost count x.x
FA Friends: I'm not really sure to tell you the truth.
DA Friends: A small few.
Birth defects: best if you dont know at all believe me.
Fan of: Lycans (used to be a RailFan, a Dracomancer fan, and a mech fan, but im stuck on lycans ^_^)
Status: kind of left out on Art Gifts, bored, and wishing that my past would of been happier sort of speak.
hmmmm.... perhapes i should abit about myself since it would make the friendly Introduction offical.
FA Name: Zueko_Wolfenstein
RL Name: (Classified)
age: (read the top paragraph)
Date of Birth: 3/8/91
Home State: California (southern part of it)
RL Friends: Not very many (i only have one)
SL Friends: I lost count x.x
FA Friends: I'm not really sure to tell you the truth.
DA Friends: A small few.
Birth defects: best if you dont know at all believe me.
Fan of: Lycans (used to be a RailFan, a Dracomancer fan, and a mech fan, but im stuck on lycans ^_^)
Status: kind of left out on Art Gifts, bored, and wishing that my past would of been happier sort of speak.
Since Im also a Werewolf nation member (in german/english)
Posted 16 years ago(cuz i feel like saying it in german)
Ich kann die Gruppe führen, helfen sie wachsen, und machen es genauso beliebt wie furnation.
I can lead the group to help them grow, and make it as popular as furnation.
was ist so cool über Werewolf Nation?
what's so cool about Werewolf nation?
Gut gerüstet für eine Sache, ein Werwolf, lycan und fanatische Art-Gruppe, wo ich und jeder beitreten kann.
Well for one thing, a werewolf, lycan and fanatical type group, where me and anyone can join.
Wie lange habe ich ein Mitglied der Werwolf Nation?
How long have I been a member of the Werewolf Nation?
Ein ganzes Jahr.
A whole year.
Kann ich empfehlen, dass Werwolf-Fans aller Art, es rein?
Can I recommend that werewolf fans of all kinds, join it?
Nun ja.
Well yes/
Ich kann die Gruppe führen, helfen sie wachsen, und machen es genauso beliebt wie furnation.
I can lead the group to help them grow, and make it as popular as furnation.
was ist so cool über Werewolf Nation?
what's so cool about Werewolf nation?
Gut gerüstet für eine Sache, ein Werwolf, lycan und fanatische Art-Gruppe, wo ich und jeder beitreten kann.
Well for one thing, a werewolf, lycan and fanatical type group, where me and anyone can join.
Wie lange habe ich ein Mitglied der Werwolf Nation?
How long have I been a member of the Werewolf Nation?
Ein ganzes Jahr.
A whole year.
Kann ich empfehlen, dass Werwolf-Fans aller Art, es rein?
Can I recommend that werewolf fans of all kinds, join it?
Nun ja.
Well yes/
SL homeless for the holidays
Posted 16 years agoI worked hard to get linden but the places in second life are too rich for my blood as a Lycan.....tiers are too expensive....everything is expensive.....now im sl homeless, and no one there is will to help....plus i would to payments if my parents werent so worried about cons on linden exchange which aren't, and the people of sl are clearly not really helpfull in my pain and burdens.
so i have to say in SL homeless for the holidays U_U
so i have to say in SL homeless for the holidays U_U
Errors on FA
Posted 16 years ago<<Fur Affinity
Error 500: Internal server error.>>>
honestly it shouldnt be doing that heck i wanted to submit some artwork but i get the error number five hundred.
this is messed up.
Error 500: Internal server error.>>>
honestly it shouldnt be doing that heck i wanted to submit some artwork but i get the error number five hundred.
this is messed up.
D:< I'm tired of Second Life
Posted 16 years agoHonestly....Heck i got accused of stuff (which technically Slander of what the person did) that i didnt do. Heck I got accused of under age (which Im not under age for SL, I got Accused for messing with a sim (never happened), got accused of stealing Linden (sound ironic and pathetic for someone to accused of of that....doesnt it?)
Anyone have that experience besides me?
Anyone have that experience besides me?
For a watcher who admires the artwork of good drawers
Posted 16 years agoUm....yeah I went to look to see if any did only non business commission, but most of them do the whole 30 dollars and up thing and too me....I don't think would go for money commissioners. Heck i have to save money for other things.
However I'll keep searching or I can have the ppl I watched reply to this journal, because It would solve it 75% of the way.
Soooooo......still need someone to reply to this and see if they can consider giving a free commission.
However I'll keep searching or I can have the ppl I watched reply to this journal, because It would solve it 75% of the way.
Soooooo......still need someone to reply to this and see if they can consider giving a free commission.
