so, the past few years have been insane, beyond insane, a mental nightmare, if you *really* wanna know all the details I'm willing to talk about it but it involves my family, drug use from someone in it, near death, and a whole mess of other well...just a ton of shit. I don't want to delve too deeply into it on a journal as I don't want to inadvertently upset anyone who might bother reading this, but its a miracle I've not gone completely off the deep end.

One thing that I DO know is over the past few years my life has changed, I have changed, my world has changed and while I deeply adore and am connected with my mouse and will forever and always will be, I don't particularly think it, or any singular character suits me any longer.

With that said I'm currently working on an alternate main character, fursona of a sort who's ref sheet will hopefully be done soon, if I can get my tablet to behave, I aim to become a more active part of the community if its possible with all the other stuff happening in my life, I'm not sure but I can certainly try, either way, this account as of this moment is no longer my MAIN account, over the next few weeks I'll be sorting my adopt/pony account out as well, cleaning galleries, moving important art things over to my new account...who still rather needs an icon, but that will be done once my new ref sheet has been finished

is the new account, if anyone is interested they can find me over there, I also have a discord and I'm more then willing to add people there as well