Hello all my friends and followers I hope this journal will enlightened everyone

First off

I want to say thank you for all the favs ,watches and everyone's kind words and and making me feel welcomed here on Furaffinity it's great to know I will not be judged here or be made fun of for who I am and what I like and my interests are .


Second

I would and I do apologize for the lack of uploads it's probably going to be awhile before I resume submitting commissions I get from other artists as of right now I'm currently owed about between 6 - 8 commission piece's from other artists ( I get and understand everyone has life to deal with jobs work daily life stuff etc believe me I get it ) but as of right now( back in October of last year ) I've paid the artist's for the commission I want/ wanted but it's been almost 4 months now and I have received no wip updates or anything I've submitted to them so it might be a bit so as of right now I have nothing to upload or share .



Third

I've had a few of the users that follow me here mentioned (recently and awhile back) they haven't heard from me and they were starting to worry about me

Well I'm happy to say you don't need to worry about me I'm completely ok and safe I'm doing very well this yeen is not going to be leaving or abandoned there account I'm here to stay I just get very busy with my life and sometimes I don't have time (or) I can't reply but don't think I'm ignoring you I will do the best I can to get back to you


4th

I could use everyone's help if possible to find this piece of art



So about 4 or 5 years ago pretty much a year after I joined the platform here I found a really cute submission on here I really liked ( that a user put up ) and I was extremely fascinated by it and everything about it was perfect but the thing is I didn't favorite it because I was new here and I was nervous and scared to show that I liked it but years now I want to comment and favorite it but the problem is I can't seem to find it anywhere I've tried using key words what it was describing the submission etc and I can't seem to find it but I don't know if it's been deleted or the user deleted there profile or I'm not doing something right so if you have it favorite or know someone or the user that submitted it I would like the link so I can fav it ( if it still up )



I don't believe it was inappropriate or adult rated. ( It might be maturated I don't know. I don't remember exactly) I mean unless the user put it that way I don't know but it basically involved a cow getting plushified and robo arms were basically holding it and the cow had a hypno visor ( I believe don't quite remember ) and it was being dressed as well


If anyone has any leads to it or has it favorite or knows anything about it? If they could let me know just send me the link so I could favorite it that'd be great