Been a quiet month here. Sorry to everyone who usually hears from me.

So many of you might have noticed that I'm on  fursupport, which is not actually a type of brassiere. In fact, it's the first thing I ever took part in when I came to this site, even before the forums. My personal experience being in therapy has prepared me for a lot of things, and it's the single most gratifying thing in the world to help someone, but then there's the worry. I'm not talking about the people I'm helping, they're worried about stuff too, sure, but it's the worry I get.

I have, at times, hit the ground praying for people here. The type of begging prayers where you make deals with God. Of course, a lot of that is my anxiety making things seem worse than they are, but sometimes it's so emotionally draining that I just need a break. Taken more Klonapin in the past few weeks than I have in a long time. Just stress medicine, no worries. I am truly sorry to everyone I have been ignoring, and the people in this group that I've been helping that expect things from me. I just have a lotta stuff going on right now. It's selfish, but I just feel like I need to step back for a bit. Not like gone-for-a-long-time sabbatical, oh no. Just won't be on as often. For now, anyway.

But I'm fine, everyone. I'm okay. I'm here among wonderful people, I have no choice but to be. Thank you all so much for understanding. If you're reading this I care about you.