🖤 FUCKED 🖤

Hey guys,

Things are still very busy behind the scenes and I still can't speak of the court ordeals going on.

Lets just say, i've never been so fuckin' stressed.

Thank you for all the support. Chu and Myself love you all.

For now its just getting by day to day.

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With Christmas, its going to get even busier here at home. Me and will be at my mums this year, which is exciting but going to be a very busy busy time.

Thankfully i've done my shopping, did it nice and early and anything last minute will be last minute, lol.

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Health wise, still in a lot of pain with my Fibromyalgia and losing battles with my BPD. Walking better, but mum's noticed its more compensating and heavy use of my other leg. So i'm trying to get around as lightly as possibly to avoid further distress to my body.

New painkillers seem to be having an effect during the day more than my other meds, so that is a start i'm happy with.

BPD is still testing my mind, mentally not great but not sinking any worse for the time being.

Its December, my hardest time of year. Will be 19 years since I lost my best friend, Patrick/Gordare and i'm trying to be brave, for his sake. I still miss him intensely, doesn't get better with time...

Anniversary of my motorbike accident, where i'm still suffering from it a lot worse than I ever thought possible.

So i'm going to try and be positive, apologies if I fail. Heh.

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My parrot, Charlie and budgie, Sulu, are still doing fine. Actually developed a bit more of a relationship with the pair of them. Charlie the Quaker Parrot now speaks (in his own way but he's learning!) , dances with me to my music and likes my drumming on the sofa haha. Happy bugger, lol. Sulu is still his noisy, hyper self and is a VERY handsome boy to which he likes to tell everyone. <3

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Commissions will be closed for a long time, possibly until mid January when I can set up at my mate/boyfriend's place for a bit. Home life is a little more of a different setup.

Apologies!

I am also trying to work on various styles and testing my limits of what I can draw, so far i'm trying a bit of everything. The Balto style is interesting me at the moment, love that film and the animation involved. No harm in toying with my own art, its what art and development in art pertains, right? As Gazelle says in Zootopia, Try Everything!

Also no Zootopia 2 spoilers, please if you can. <3

So keep an eye out, i'll still upload when I can!

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Hope we're all doing well. I do miss posting more, but things are a little too busy for me to focus. Just healing, getting on with life and sleeping off side effects of Fibro and my meds.

Sorry for the weird rambling updates, haha.

Love you all, hope you stay safe!

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- Thrasher / Wolfie

xx