(Reposted from Toyhouse)
I've been a little more quiet than usual with updates since I was working hard to meet a deadline.
Originally I was more worried about not having any money to lend my mother who needs to regularly take her special medication since she's a 7 time cancer survivor. As well as make sure she had money for gas to take us to work. But recently she randomly blew up on me and threatened to kick me out unless I started taking over more bills. The good news I managed to come up with the money with my part time. Bad news there was a job position she wanted me to take that I've declined several times because I need the flexibility of a part time both for my own mental health and keeping the house and her dog in order because otherwise she doesn't do anything but come home and sleep after work.
So there it is, plain as day. I realize now that anytime she wants me to do something she just hangs the threat of eviction over my head. It's not like I don't already contribute and wish to contribute more. But I understand her house her rules. What choice do I have? I have no family that could take me in and this is the same family she complains to whenever I slip up so no doubt they'd take her side if she chose to kick me out.
I know I probably sound spoiled,dramatic, or whatever but it feels like I lost the last bit of freedom I had. Even though working the part time at that place wasn't my first choice to begin with. (Frankly I'd hoped to hear back from at least one of the literal 50+ places I applied for. Some illusion of choice.)
I'll basically be working for the same rate once a month vs weekly and in a position I'm dreading because the physical toll. Really no benefit over my existing since I could have worked daily when I was able to get the hours and just did last week to pay off my due. She did admit she hated I worked only part time and assumed I just sat on my butt at home all day and twiddled my thumbs while the house magically cleaned and fixed itself with dinner on the table. So this whole thing is just out of pettiness.

I don't really have anyone else to share these things with so sorry if it's more bummer news on top what ya'll are already going through.

Anyways I'm not sure how the drawing situation will be so I'm not sure if I can still do my "Sillies" commissions same day until I get a hang of the new schedule.
Working at that place literally drains me and I basically go to sleep when I get home. Which might be even more so since the new position is more labor intensive.
So I'm mostly pushing the critters I have for an emergency funds. Which atm is just an uber and a hotel room just in case I do end up getting locked out/kicked out for whatever new reason.
Some redesigned characters are on my my Kofi for purchase
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