I'm Cale, I'm new to this community but not new to the world as was born in '82, year of The Dog, what a shocker lol. My whole life I was taught my feelings for larger proportioned men and imagining with all my being I was a, I guess, WearFox(?) were wrong, disgusting, vile, reprehensible etc. I most certainly was never allowed to bring these feelings up to anyone. I was programmed to think if I did I'd lose everyone and thing I loved. So I hid them as best I could for almost 40yrs. Recently I came across this site and DeviantArt, while searching i saw 2 characters; Sargent Wolf and the glowing green and black Chomby. Reading those stories, going through the emotions they brought up made me feel relieved and excited. I wasn't the only one who had feelings like this, towards people like us. More and more searching of the sites and other creators showed me I wasn't "broken", "disgusting", and most importantly, ALONE. There's a whole welcoming community out there, who wouldn't judge me, that I could hopefully talk to and who hopefully won't assume I'm not being anything but genuine (as I've found most didn't believe me due to my age and how naive I am about this community and life. Thank you.