Alright let's keep it real for once, so I have been working on my YouTube channel lately and heading for 400 subscribers I have problems in my mind, and I hardly have a job because I have mental issues with my anger during my life, and I'm finically out empty of money and doing my best to socialize with people in the real world heading into some local bars and talk with few people, and talk about interesting things like video games, movies, tv shows or sports in general also hanging out nearby a coffee shop that my buddies own, I usually hang out with him and his younger brother (He is almost in adulthood), and play video games together, sometimes I watch them play Fortnite (Even though I don't like the game but I do intend to watch them how they play), lately my sister had problems with her boyfriend's family harassing her, and now her, her boyfriend, and my nephew living in a Hotel now, and that got me to the point that I really need the money to help out my family (It's a fact I can't find myself a job then get arrested for stupid shit), I had my reasons that I open up my donations through patreon and other platforms plus the bad thing is that I'm living in a shitty apartment if anyone watches my videos sometimes, I hardly don't know how to drive or other things in general, and those are the things I have to try out during my freetime if I had some people to help me out a bit to be more aware of my situation other things I don't like about my state is nobody cares about anyone or anybody (Which is Kentucky worser than Ohio or something like that), and my A game has been always off since my life turn south a bit, I have one question for you all to solve. "What makes us as humans in the first place and what is our density to fulfill".