I forgot how to write journals like I used to.

About... a Year or so ago, I tore everything down. It was a feeling of anger that came suddenly. I am my own worse enemy, there's no way around it, I hated everything I done, everything. Whatever if this will persist or not is entirely up to how can I stop it.

Yes it sucks that I had globally purged everything that I had posted, even the porn I bothered trying and it sucks having destroyed my old watch list.

Perhaps I should try to work everything back up on a whim like what I was doing a few months back.