Well it's been an odd little while, A few things going on really. I shan't go back to far cause im pretty sure no one cares lol. However, suffice it to say. I came out. Yup, not to everyone yet. There is timining issues to think of, but still I said it. After many many years. So yeah, It didn't go too badly, but then it coulda gone better.



I have been trying to get into drawing, Im not great but I am wicked enjoying it, that and trying to meet new people and make freinds. I live in a very quiet little village in the most streight laced hell hole of southern england. So the likley hood of meeting furries or gay dudes or anything is somewhat limited. Which can be a challenge. It's a shame really I get pretty lonley all alone out here. Still it's weird after so long being afraid and introverted to really let fly.



It's odd, I've been so excited about this, getting out into the internet and talking to people (A skill that I am sorely lacking). It feels odd that my phone actually goes off now. Still Im rambling, but hey its my blog so why the hell not. The dealing with new feelings thing though, thats been weird to get my head around. I still get my old social phobia pretty badly, when I say something that sounds right in my head but comes out creepy, or if I come on too strong in kind of a BE MY FREIND CAUSE YOUR AWESOME *Punches arm and then runs away* way. So that is something to work on. So I am relived the majority of peeps either just ignore it or are patient with me lol. I'm just getting to the point where I am calming down and stopping being so OCD.



I kinda like the person I am allowing myself to be, however it is sad in away when I think of all i've repressed, the fun I've missed the pain i've felt. I could go into my issues but thats not for here or now.



What I am trying to say to the cosmos in my own way is...



I'm gay, I'm a furry and I love ya'll.



P.S. I would honestly (although I doubt they will see this) like to thank from the bottom of my heart all those who have helped me along the way, been supportive or even just said something in passing. Its made me feel less alone, far less frightend and valued. So ya'll mean the world from afar.



Welcome to my new life!