This journal isn't gonna be a happy one, LOL
More like a "year in review" type thing.
Honestly, this year has ROYALLY sucked. From family passings, health issues, friend issues, family issues, moving stress, this year really took me for a loop.
If I'm completely honest, I have not been okay for months. I just live every day cause I know I have to LOL. I can't let my situations take complete hold of me, you know?
But GOD, do I just feel like a dead battery. It's so hard to even engage in conversation. I feel my battery drain SO fast.
If it weren't for a few people in my life, I don't know how I would've made it through the year.
I don't know where the next year is gonna take me. IDK what I'm gonna do.
But, regardless, this year hasn't been a COMPLETE shit show.
I've reconnected with people, I've gained new friends.
Even if I'm really bad with communicating these days.
For the people who have carried me through, even if you didn't know it? Thank you.
I don't know what I would do without you guys.