Drawing for me is not just a way to make a living — it’s one of the few things that helps me stay connected to reality and feel the joy of being alive.

Living with schizophrenia, I often feel my mind splitting into fragments, each pulling me in a different direction. When I created erotic or pornographic art, I felt how it deepened this inner fragmentation — as if the boundaries of my self were dissolving. It was damaging my mental state and taking away my sense of wholeness.

That’s why I’ve decided to stop participating in the spread of pornography entirely. I’ve removed everything related to lust and will now focus only on art that feels pure, honest, and spiritually grounded. My gallery might look empty for now, but I believe that together we can fill it with something brighter, deeper, and more meaningful.

I’d love to hear your thoughts. Do you think pornography should have a place in our creative spaces, or should we move toward something cleaner and more mindful?

Thank you to everyone who stays around and believes in the search for light even through the darkest times. Take care of yourselves, and may the angels bless your path.
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