Hey, Its been a while since I've posted anything about myself so I should probably start by saying I do not go by Murder anymore, It's SakiWuff now aka Saki.

When I went by Murder I was unhappy and didn't even know if I would survive to be see the age of 21. I was also not aware that I am a trans woman so I had no feeling of self confidence or self awareness and no Idea who I would even want to be remembered as let alone who I wanted to be.

A lot of life changing events happened while I was growing as an artist and it changed everything for me multiple times over. So I tried to find myself and my place in the furry community after being exclusively an MLP artist for the longest time. I felt that if I only drew what I thought people wanted to see I would be happy, but in the end I burnt out several times and eventually had to find other work to survive on my own.

As Coco I started to explore my own sexuality and gender identity a bit more, but I still didn't know the full extent of who I was. And being homeless for a while until I found my wife did not help me find myself any faster. I lost my drive and the passion for any artistic avenues and it made me lose sight of the work and career I was building up. In the end, I went to sex work as a new hobby to also make money from because its what I knew.

Seeing what I thought was success led me to believe that if I committed to sex work more, I would find a place in that community to thrive. To be honest, I don't think I'll ever get there AND be as happy as I was making art for myself. I wanted to just be successful, but I didn't even have any goals or metric for what that success looked like. I was chasing a fake goal line with no medals at the end.

So now I'm SakiWuff, I still have a lot to learn about who I am and what I want to do with my art but I feel like I'm so close to the answer. Its not about being successful its about being content with the choices you make and the work you put in. Eventually achieving the goals you set before yourself and finding a way to survive in this beautiful and unforgiving world.

So with that being said, you can call me Saki. I am a Sex Worker/Musician/Artist. Please message me if you have any questions regarding old commissions or new ones, check out where I post more recent artwork and if you would like to continue to support me I would love to keep providing some good art to y'all. <3