Well this is it. This is the end. One year later i am ready to leave FA forever. Plenty of time to establish myself somewhere else, tie up loose ends and consolidate my relations. So what else is there?

Well i put all my stuff in scraps for anyone that wants to see it. I couldn't bring myself to delete any of it. My journals are still available because i didn't wana get rid of those either. I'm not coming back but i just felt like it is better to leave them. And so....yea. this is it. I guess a few parting words for those still reading.

It has been fun for a while. I came to this website a few years ago because i found furries to be a really fun group of people to get along with. Really that was all it was about, i never saw myself as an animal but i liked to get along with people who did. Friendship was what i was after. Not only that but also just having new experiences, meeting new people. Over that time i started to develop as a person and realized i am not the person i was when i came to this website. I've changed and outgrown this account. I need to reinvent myself somewhere else with a whole new identity. This time it is about what i want, not just friendship but a new means of self expression. Basically I'm shedding my skin. This isnt me anymore and im happy with the change. It is not just about the negative feelings i have when it comes to people i used to know on this website, but that is part of it. Truly, it is just time for a change. And that change required letting some things go. This account, old friends who are more like strangers now, people who i dont like, all the negativity attached to this account. It isnt and never was all bad but it was enough for me to realize that i dont want this anymore. So i guess some final words.

To those who are still my friends: We're cool, don't worry. Ill see you guys soon.

To those who i'm leaving behind: If you cant tell if you were in that first group, you are probably in this one. For some of you, i just think its better if we part ways. It was fun while it lasted but i just think its better this way. If i have some of you on skype, we can talk when i have time, im not leaving that right away. For the most part, i think it should just end here. No hate, not bad feelings (for most of you), just a kind goodbye and carrying on with our lives.

For those i really don't like: There is a small handful of you whom i have the most distaste for. I really wish i took the opportunity to tell you off in those final moments. I mean, honestly it is just sad. There weren't many of you but enough of you that i realize i shouldn't have been as nice to you as i was and i regret not being as cruel to you as you were to me. But that is in the past now. I dont wana drag this journal out by talking shit, but yea..

So with that being said...off I go. To new adventures. It was fun furaffinity! Such is life and things must end sometime. Lets be sure to enjoy things while they last and learn lessons as we go alone. I guess ill end this with a song that sums it up:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jx7SF65wbs

Peace Out FA!