Hey there, so i don't think this much, if never at all i should say. I've never used journals much and i been thinking maybe i should talk a bit. Whats going on, whats happening, and why haven't i been posting.

For whats going on, well, I been studying to get into computers and the It field like a friend recommended for me. i mean, i been trying to get into computers, but college was too slow, expensive, and while it has a lot of other benefits i wouldn't replace, wasn't going to work out. at the moment I'm half way to getting a certificate and enter a new stage in my life I never thought I would be entering. But there isn't all good news. I had a few traumatic events both online and in real life that i had to overcome and take in, deal with some bad actors, but most of all seeking help to talk about those and see how I can deal with and understand this stuff better with a therapist. So far, things have been okay, if a bit slow.

Lately I been trying to get back into writing when I'm able too. i find writing a enjoyable, if challenging hobby for me and it really allows me to explore and put out my creative ideas. Although I do have some bad habits I need to sort out like stop editing the first draft before it's even finished. Also got back into Cyberpunk 2077. Yea, I was sucking the hype train fumes really hard for those who know me, and the train crash of a release really bummed me out. However, I made a new game for the 1.5 reboot update and I have to say, it feels better. A lot better. it's not ideal yet, although granted I was hoping for more immersive things like being able to buy food and eat at a table ot drink cocktails at a bar like in the scripted scenes. Sorta like in RDR2 or GTA5, but sadly we're not there yet. If you guys have Cuyberpunk 2077 and haven't tried the 1.5 update, do it. It really feels better to me.

As for the lack of posting.... well, that could be a lot of things. Laziness, depression, lacking motivation. I have so many pictures I have yet to share on my FA and I feel bad that I can't posted them yet. I want to make a huge art dump with posty bird, but I haven't figured out how to use it yet. So don't count me dead yet. when i figure out how to do a huge art dump, you'll all see what I've been up too. :D