Yeah... tomorrow is the big day for me...

Sorry to lack of updates... Been stuck with busy at work and waiting at home... I do not want to just update on my set backs in life, but my luck has been barely THAT bad nor that good... I am alive. My family has been okay. Not sick or in debt... my country's policies in general... is worrisome to everyone...

The pet frog I got from a mail-in kit my departed Aunt gave me when I was 5th grade finally passed away a few months ago... been over at least 20 years old at least! Everyone was surprise he lived that long just floating in his tank. Heck, he was in his 3rd Tank when he passed on because he ws THAT old... So as of now, my household is completely petless. My folks are too old to care for a new dog, we had bad luck with cats, and I am not sure to just order a new mail-order frog...

Got transfered from my old store to a new one, the busiest one in town... but once again, the summer season hours have been a mix bag of highs and lows. Good news, I covered most of my car insurance bill ontop of my monthly already. Bad news: I am at threshold limit ATM and my work hours for the seeable weeks are too light for me to spend on things... like commissions...

I did managed to get a few commissions from impressive artists atm... but with everyone's rates going up while my work hours are low, I am BARELY getting any when they do open. It doesn't help that roughly half of the ones I ordered months ago that pass $100 have YET to even start for me... at this rate: I might just only get one commission from just one artist between 2 months in total! This is really frustrating cause the rates limit what I can want and waiting for so long on orders with NO updates is such a pain... still more fullfilling than in-game-payments...

My birthdays online seem more disapointments to me these last few years. Despite the good friends I have made who really show how much they cared... the social/community aspects of these sites have left me feeling roughly cold. I try to be casual, I feel lost in the crowd. I try too hard, I come off obnoxious and annoying. Plus it REALLY feels like with most creators today seem to "thankful" by how much and frequently you donate them. Not that they don't deserve it, ALOT of people are struggling nowadays, just tried being side-lined alot...

At least tomorrow, I can expect some comments for the day at least...