Whats the point of making journals if no one ever bothers to read them or comment on them?

Why should one keep trying to get a commissioner to commission them if they keep going to the expensive furs to buy stuff?

Why bother staying on a site where youre ignored and no one ever talks to you when u send them notes or shouts?

What makes it so different from me asking some one to advertise me and them not doing it for me but theyd rather doing for someone else?

How can an artist whos skills are below my own get more commissions than me?

Why does it seem like nothing ever goes the way i would like for it too?

How come someone who has poor experience can make a freebie journal and get people to comment but when i make one i can barely get any?

Whats so special about them and not i?

What did i do to be so ignored by so many?

why do i stay and suffer through this just so it can last longer...