hi i remembered this place ecists too.

its been a looong while, pardon me but i have been absent from the internet for a long time because ofsome hellish health issues i have been having since last year.

i am currently disabled.

i had a stroke. caused by a blockage in my neck arterywhich then burst.i laid on my bedroom floor for 3 days unable to get help thankfully i was barely conscious for that time. i did boit feel like 3 days, more like a coucouple of hours max.
i am typing this one handed. because this whole ordeal left me pretty badly brain damaged. i'm almost blind. and paralyzed.i can move around with a wheel chair. but my left arm and leg are not functioning.i am in rehab and i have made some improvements but it's slow and something i have to keep up for the rest of my life to achieve some kind of mobility.
also half of my brain is not really functioning. so i'm working on half capacity mentally too. writing and reading is really difficult and i tire really fast.i also have trouble processing information and remembering it.
i currently live in a nursing home with 24/7 staff.. i had to give up my home because it wasn't a place i could continue to live in in my condition.
i have not attempted to draw sincemy incident.i feel like it won't be any good since i struggle to write! so don't expect anything substantial from me anymore. if i do share something it's gonna be old stuff.

ps. i'm not writing this to ask for pity , i want people to know why i've disappeasred from the internet, why i'm inactive and why sometimes my typing might be unreadable. trust me its taken so much concentration to type all this out in a legible manner.

so, until we see again o/ adios!