Hello. SparkNote here. I know it has been quite awhile since i made any new tracks, and honestly it's because, well, I've lost so much motivation, and the lack of really doing anything has been really getting to me. I don't want to seem like i'm lazy, and just quit audio or anything, but fuck.. This past year has been so difficult for me. I was separated from friends, and living in a new place i honestly hate, and being able to do little to nothing because i never have any money fucking sucks. I have so many ideas in mind, and want to finish tracks I've gotten many positive reviews from, but ever since i moved here i feel like I've lost the will to do anything. I understand that it's a horrible mindset, and i really need to change it, but it's so fucking hard for me. There honestly have been nights where I've cried myself to sleep, and countless nights where i haven't bern able to sleep because i stay up all night thinking to myself 'jesus fucking christ. Where the fuck did my life go so wrong?'

I miss my friends. I miss making new music. I miss school. I miss my goddamn motivation. I was once working for something that i don't have anymore.

I really need to change this attitude i have brought upon myself. I really do. It's not healthy.