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🧊 EclipseBlackstar🌌 | Registered: Sep 17, 2016 11:06
•31 year old born Male, feminine
•Gay-submissive|Demi(won't do any sex unless emotionally attracted to you too)|Has some autism and depression, cptsd, brain damage... shit that overall makes me a bother and toxic existence, sorry
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=63-3its8B6k
•INFJ-T/INFP-T
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After a while, too long without something you want and need, or watching it walk away, you kind of stop believing it exists in the world for yourself. I have stopped believing in a home and place where I will always belong... I am forever wandering, lost, watching others find what I always wanted, but that for me, never stayed, never stays. Profound gratitude when I see dear ones happy with it all, having it all, cause that's what it means to be genuinely compassionate; but I'm also left to believe every time that happens and it's not me, some aren't meant to have it, some are just meant to carry others to those shores.
Constantly wishes I was deceased... "better nothing, than a useless [worthless] burden"
My needs are a burden and my spirit, heart, is broken; loving and taking care of me, is a burden, sorry... better as a dead femboy dragon, than a useless disabled/disadvantaged unwealthy burden
I use my scraps
•Gay-submissive|Demi(won't do any sex unless emotionally attracted to you too)|Has some autism and depression, cptsd, brain damage... shit that overall makes me a bother and toxic existence, sorry
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=63-3its8B6k
•INFJ-T/INFP-T
•




After a while, too long without something you want and need, or watching it walk away, you kind of stop believing it exists in the world for yourself. I have stopped believing in a home and place where I will always belong... I am forever wandering, lost, watching others find what I always wanted, but that for me, never stayed, never stays. Profound gratitude when I see dear ones happy with it all, having it all, cause that's what it means to be genuinely compassionate; but I'm also left to believe every time that happens and it's not me, some aren't meant to have it, some are just meant to carry others to those shores.
Constantly wishes I was deceased... "better nothing, than a useless [worthless] burden"
My needs are a burden and my spirit, heart, is broken; loving and taking care of me, is a burden, sorry... better as a dead femboy dragon, than a useless disabled/disadvantaged unwealthy burden
I use my scraps
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Forgiveness... yeah idk what to title this
3 weeks ago
"I'll leave your key to my heart under the mat in case you ever decide to [reach out and] come home."
I'm not worthless. I do alot, and always do, always try. To prove it to myself and to you.
"Service, support, and effort is one of the best love languages. To give of oneself and surrender time, sacrifice personal things for the sake of your partner, there's nothing more valuable, than to give up things for the sake of your partner and real love. Love is sacrifice, love is giving."
I'm not worthless. I do alot, and always do, always try. To prove it to myself and to you.
"Service, support, and effort is one of the best love languages. To give of oneself and surrender time, sacrifice personal things for the sake of your partner, there's nothing more valuable, than to give up things for the sake of your partner and real love. Love is sacrifice, love is giving."
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Dragon
Favorite Music
Classical but I'm eclectic and listen to almost everything
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
Subjective to mood
Favorite Games
Dark souls series, kingdom hearts series , Nioh, bloodborne, dragons crown, soul calibur 4, Nier, Spyro
Favorite Gaming Platforms
Game dependent, PC
Favorite Animals
Dragons, bears, reptiles, equines and wolves
Favorite Foods & Drinks
Italian, pizza, tacos, Mexican, sweets, berries and fish
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