Been around 5 years since I've been on here, consider this an update of my life.

Where to begin..how about I start were I left off?

"No vince bad idea" Sinister exclaims. Yes your right, extremely bad idea. So lets move foreward some so I moved on from my previous relationship i had with an artist from FA, in my opinion of that. Great person she was, I however was young dumb and full of cum. So as you can imagine I fucked it up. Went to college, that was fun got two associate degrees couldnt find a job with either so kept on grinding out paycheck to paycheck. I now currently make $21 per hour stil doing refinery work. Have a daughter and my mate is extremely ill with lymphoma cancer. She has been fighting over a year now.

Do I plan on returning to FA?

Not 100% sure if I ever will, I'm at a point in my life I'm not sure about.anything anymore, I mainly am posting this because of the people who I've met from cons and SL that watch me here along with all the watchers I currently have as well. They deserve to know I'm still alive and kicking, regardless of the situation of my depression I am of a bright.young age of 23 now...when I first went to FF 09 I was still 18.

Inside.my head.

There still are several times in my life I debate placing a gun to my head or a knife to my throat because I am a coward st this point, a sheep...I feel no love in this.world or place, just feel as if im dying a bit more inside each day..