Well I'll be turning 24 years old as of tomorrow. It's been one he'll of a rough year for me, but I have managed to pull through once again to continue on with doing what I love to do. I am feeling a little down though, if I'm being honest. My B-Day is gonna be lacking my family that lives a few states over and most of my friends will be busy with their wives and crushes. That pretty much means I'll be spending my 24th birthday alone. And well, I feel genuinely hurt. And alone. Usually this day doesn't effect me like this, but the recent events that have been happening have left quite the impact on me, this certain feeling of pure loneliness and isolation really has me feeling like I'm alone.

Aside from a few online buddies of mine, my B-Day will be quite the firestarter to launch me back and have me spiraling into an out of control mess that's made up of depression. I just...I know it's selfish of me to ask for any help of any kind, especially after so many have already helped me with so many thing, but I could really use the financial boost to not only help me keep my mind off stuff, but to help get through the day. Basically all's that I'm asking for is if all my friends, my fans, and everyone who is able to donate or spare anything can come together and help out. I'll put links below to where I'm able to accept any funds. But yeah, that's pretty much it.

I love you guys so much and well, I appreciate everything the people in this community has done for me. I hope that one day I'll be able to give back just as much as I have been given. ^^

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Peace ^^