So, I decided to be nostalgic and look through all the people watching me, cause some were friends, some are people who have just.. Flat out vanished off the face of the GOD DAMN EARTH! And some have made me legit wonder.. Are they ok? Where are they now?

This isn't.. Some sort of call out journal? But rather, if anyone ever knew what happened to any of these people, let me know what ever happened.

Lets see..

Luca aka fastfoodfurry. We were friends, he was a great guy, had a mild falling out.. But he also just up and vanished. Yo, if you are out there somewhere, know i've been worried about yah and hope you are doing alright!


I am STRUGGLING to remember his name. I remember his original name, Kodiak and his partner at the time was I swore was named Lockjaw. Both ended up having sona changes, I don't think they were together anymore and last I remember was Kodiak becoming I think some sort of purple and white panda, was stupidly huge, kind of going into the sort of hyper level of things. Use to be a close friend.. Its been well over a decade since we spoke and I just.. Wish I could remember, but my mind is crap.


Ryndragon/tanuki.. Someone I knew irl, was close with his family, they actually helped me a fucking ton and.. Fell out of contact. His FA pages are gone and just overall hope he is ok.


Razor the bear! An actual, so to speak, ex of mine from when I was a damn teenager and it was all online and last all a month or so.. We never had bad blood, we just went our different ways, but hell, sure hope he's doing well! If you are out there, I still remember you!


Oh gods, this is a weird one.. Ferkahhan! Another estranged Ex from when I was 18. We had a falling out over something I said and has since both vanished and avoided me for.. Well, over a decade. I honestly just wanted to apologize to him, but I have no idea where he is now, what he goes by or anything. Which is a shame.. I really wanted to talk to him again and give a legit apology. If anyone knows him, tell him I said hi and hope he is doing well.

Hypersexy, Taroumyaki and Angel.. I most likely over reacted in cutting ties with them. But I honestly still feel it is for the best. I have many friends who think I am a good person, but it is people like these who I honestly feel I turned my back on without warning or reasoning that proves I am not and will never say I am. You guys deserve better and just so you know, I don't hate any of you. Most of this was cutting ties due to overthinking things and feeling as if time was wasted, betraying my own ideals of talking things out and jumped ship instead. However if you ever want to speak to me again for whatever reason, you know where to find me. I think..

My Twitter is literally just https://x.com/ZachBareBear - Telegram is the exact same [at]ZachBareBear and discord is just ZachBear .. I'm not fucking hard to find and anyone who says I am is lying. I am basic in so many ways despite me telling others their basic for silly things just to fuck with them.... SO yeah. I wonder where some of you are at now and how life has been. Be safe out there.