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"They wish to make me grow. They want me to become bigger. All of them wishes to have their hands on me, use their magic on me or any possible method they ever have on me to make sure that I become bigger, because "bigger is better". That's what I usually say myself as well: what's wrong with bit of bigness?
However, they fuck it up. I don't know how they do it, but everytime they decide to make me grow, make me larger and make me so huge that they are like atoms compared to me, I don't feel pleasure. I don't feel joy in it. I don't feel breathtaking gasps or moans coming from my mouth. Instead, all I feel are the following thougths in my head:
"Are you getting started?"
"Am I supposed to feel something?"
"Are you sure what you do is good?"
"Why don't I feel anything?"
"Are you done?"
"Would you just stop it there?"
And most importantely:
"How about if I grow you instead? For I don't enjoy this thing at all."
I enjoy greatly growing others with the things and abilities that I have and I get greater sense of joy from it. After all, it feels like I am in control of the situation and what I bring out instead is pleasure than pain, always trying to make people happier when I am around.
But whenever I let others grow me, they please me less than that. And I have encountered so many types that make it all wrong:
Some of them considers it as nothing but a children's cartoon gag: they poke me and POOF, I'm bigger. Then they giggle and go for a huggle-snuggles and that's it.
Some of them just makes short excuses of doing something. They make me grow, but eventually, I have to take most of the control myself of the whole scene and then I realize that all they do is just stare and fap, whereas I look at them and am seconds away from taking measures that even Godzilla would gasp at in horror.
Some of them thinks it's nothing but a race: they have to constantly make me bigger and bigger until I am bigger than the whole planet, galaxy, Universe or existence. And when I try to do anything to them, they go even faster, as if they were a car that had nitros oxide tanks here and there and some jet-engines to boot.
And for some of them, they just wish to make me grow and not allow me to enjoy anything else: grow and grow and grow, as if I'm not allowed to do anything else. If I retaliate, they increase it, because "you must become bigger". I can rarely do anything to make it really enjoyable. And god forbid if I try to make the other person grow, they instantly turn it into nothing but a competition. And I hate competitions: a thing that is supposed to be an effort in teamwork and co-operation in making both feel fine, gets instantly ruined for me because they only wish me to be a ragdoll dummy.
And in all of this, they lack quality.
They can't describe or make it feel like experiencing a supernatural. They don't know how to pace it correctly. They don't know how to be like that mysterious lover who knows the ways how to persuade you with what they can bring you.
The methods I use on them has been as they have described to me enjoyable. Those same methods don't work on me necessarely since I can't surprise myself if I am aware of what I'm going to do. It seems as if no one else has the methods like mine to surprise me with and perform them on me.
Engaging in these enjoyable, magnificent and sinfully delightful activities is exactly the same as making a meal, more importantely: the spices. Add none and the meal is as stale as it can ever get. Add too much and it's too spicy to be enjoyed. Add enoughly and you have a cuisine that leaves even the kings jealous.
And so far, it always seems that people come from levels 1 and 3, but never from level 2. The experience is one-sided and numb, leaving me dissatisfied. And in the end, I proceed to look upon images instead or using my imagination to make the rest work, unless I have decided to do something else entirely."Alternative title: "First World Roleplaying Problems."
Yes, I do RP. (Shocker, I know.) Yes, I like to grow others. Yes, I would like to be grown by others, but they just can't get it right, which is why I like to grow others more instead.
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I've not RPed in a while.. I use a lot of my old RP logs and it seems to do me just fine. I may get back into it someday, but I fell into your same problem. Lack of detail doesn't do anything for me, I have to feel the process. If you just go *poof* your big, what the heck was that? You skipped the part I enjoy the most -.-'
I haven't been doing to much rp lately due to the fact that I've been busy, and when I'm not busy, others are busy. I'm still a bit new to the growth thing, but I did try something with Pan and thought it was pretty fun. He grew me, but I never got the chance to grow anyone else yet or do any sort of cooperative growth rp. Umber doesn't have growth powers...but that's what the imagination is for. I could probably come up with something interesting for us to do.
If you're ever up to it, let's try something. I love to experiment. :)
If you're ever up to it, let's try something. I love to experiment. :)
I haven't RPed much, mostly cause the guys wants to do it on Skype and I don't even use that, so it gets pretty short-lived. and even then there are times where I have to take the initiative to gets things moving, so I kind of have an idea of what you must be feeling.
For once I favved a picture not just for the picture itself, but for the "description" of it as well. I have to agree with you, I know I'm not one of the best RPers out here but sometimes I came to meet people that can't really are able to type a decend post and don't give you anything to fantasize about, leaving you to do all the work.
I'll rp with you if you like. =) I have been RPing since I was 16. I know how you feel given it's something super natural or normal most people just can't get it right anymore. If you would like to try feel free to message me. =) Don't worry it would be fun enjoyable story. But ya just an offer on a table its all up to you.
There's very few people I find that can do growth proper. I admit I myself SOMETIMES do 'growth for the sake of growing and keep on a-going' but I do other things too, of course. Granted we've only done an RP once together so far, and our schedules do sometimes prevent that from happening.
RP = Roleplay.
Two or more people arrange a situation, a scene and selects specific characters to play the situation out. When everything is set, everyone starts acting the scene out in the way as it was planned (or it can be improvised if people in the group think it's a good idea).
The point of roleplays is pretty much to have fun. It's kind of like acting.
Two or more people arrange a situation, a scene and selects specific characters to play the situation out. When everything is set, everyone starts acting the scene out in the way as it was planned (or it can be improvised if people in the group think it's a good idea).
The point of roleplays is pretty much to have fun. It's kind of like acting.
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